Great song man, it speaks to me. Im dealin with some shit and this helps me know that im not alone. Love ya man.

Best Of “not home.”

august

srry

may 23 2021
official file <3 found by me
lyrics: 

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

This pressure in my chest tend to push too hard
Its always fun and games until it goes too far
I kiss her on the neck inside her beat up car
I love u to death no matter where we are
She is a fallen angel
I think she lost her halo
Could u tell me ur name again
Ill keep it confidential
I could see the patterns in her lies I work it out
It won’t work the second time around
Guide me to good give me a pill to take
Deep in the rut she gifted me sudden faith
Feather toes I didn’t wanna go im sorry
I promise ill be back in the morning

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

Talk is cheap but ive no more funding
The waves crash I cant believe I aint seen it coming
Break my bones and ill repair them and ill come back
Id let it happen again if u would like that
Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down
This pressure in my chest tend to push too hard
Its always fun and games until it goes too far
I kiss her on the neck inside her beat up car
I love u to death no matter where we are

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

rubbing alcohol (splashgvng x ayoleybeats)

lyrics:

Multi coloured powders in my breakfast
I don’t drink the water I need to sweat this
She told me I’m the red flag checklist
Shut the fuck up literally no one cares
We are not the same u need to practice
I whip a brick right at her face and tell her catch this
It was a nice time until I had to wreck shit
The way I eat on here u forget Im an anorexic

Way too many emotions I need ket this
I’m inside the hole like it’s a good thing
I walk round my city letting my nuts hang
I’m sweating buckets off these drugs like it’s hot spring
No one ever gave me a chance
Imma pop shit and kill they family and their friends  
Bitch I’m feeling good
Are u feeling me
I might plow this bitch
While on ecstacy
I can’t take an L
Bad bitches texting me
I can’t come alone
Bring a friend my bro with me
This my parallel
This is my universe
U a soft bitch if u get ur feelings hurt
In the arctic Molly make us shiverers
U not hot shit Ill do ya like a do a verse
I put bands down on this saint Laurent 
I been buying so much shit I’d buy a Pokémon
When I’m tt’d I do way too much
I be telling people shit I couldn’t tell my mom

Multi coloured powders in my breakfast
I don’t drink the water I need to sweat this
She told me I’m the red flag checklist
Shut the fuck up I hope u die in a fire foreal
We are not the same u need to practice
I whip a brick right at her face and tell her catch this
It was a nice time until I had to wreck shit
The way I eat on here u forget Im an anorexic

FUCKPARTY (taylor morgan x brody)

fake

simple (boyfifty)

lyrics:

The Atlantic wind
Winter is here again
I settle back into hibernation
I hope it never ends
Oh This frozen coast
Pulled my love away
In the blue below
She still suffocates
We don’t have to go’s had turned to oh u should of came’s 
If its not the host the invites never hit the same
Round and round we go just dancing in the bullet rain
I lay up and blow this lavender from my window pane

Day break to night
I set my sight to horizon
When she’s worlds away
Lord just hold her tight
I see rain ahead
But I dont know how much is coming
Planks I lay my head keep bobbing up on top the ocean
The Atlantic wind
Winter is here again
I settle back into hibernation
I hope it never ends
Oh This frozen coast
Pulled my love away
In the blue below
She still suffocates

The Atlantic wind
Winter is here again
I settle back into hibernation
I hope it never ends
Oh This frozen coast
Pulled my love away
In the blue below
She still suffocates
We don’t have to go’s had turned to oh u should of came’s 
If its not the host the invites never hit the same
Round and round we go just dancing in the bullet rain
I lay up and blow this lavender from my window pane

Atlantic Blanket ft Vict Molina (eric Godlow)

not home. - original

An acoustic song made in 2020, prior to starting his career as not home.

pretending

not home. - pretending

whys it feel my friends have died
when I know there right outside
am I the only one inside
eating at my mind

I hope they miss me being around
but I don't feel like being around
rather my face stitched to the ground
don't leave a message after the sound

when this liquor hit my veins
it just put me in my place
fuck I hope I change
fuck I hope I change

change (idly blare)

[Intro]
I was up at 3:30 today
You can’t just change your mind
Like you would change your hair, woah
(Okay)
(Light body)
(9TAILS)
(Aye, aye, aye)
You can't just change

[Verse]
New year, where the fuck is my head at? (Where's it at?)
But I’m dodging all the setbacks (Dodge)
Flow like Ex-Lax (Ex-Lax flow)
Get the G’s like texmex (Texmex)
Blow up like semtex (Boom)
Blow up like bomb blast (Big boom)
These rappers, see through like contacts
I'm smoking dill, no rug ratz (Dill pickles)
Beef me, get blown back (Phew)
My bro shoot sharp like thumb tack (Phew, phew, phew)
I don’t carry tools like HVAC (Nah)
I just carry green like a braceman (Get gwalla)
Get too high like spaceman (In the sky)
Eat a beat like Pac-Man (Pac)
Bape camo pants, no legs like Rayman (Rayman)
Looking at the numbers like I’m Mason
Woah, give me a second, my ears are gonna pop (Woah, woah)
From all the leverage, this just some music, I swear i'm average (Yeah)
I fucked with my life, but I’m finding a balance (Finding my balance)
No, you ain't gonna make it (No)
My mom made 5000 accounts just to fake it (Yeah, she faked it)
What are you saying?
I heard it all, but that shit got me fucked up saying

[Chorus]
None of you really fucking know what you're talking 'bout
(None of you really fucking know what you're talking 'bout)
Yeah, woah
I already hate your guts, we cannot work it out
(Bitch, I already hate your guts, we cannot work it out)
Yeah, woah
Everything that we could ever have just gonna ghost you now
(Everything that we could ever have just gonna ghost you now)
Yeah, woah
I already hate your guts, we cannot work it out
(Bitch, I already hate your guts, we cannot work it out)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yo, yo, yeah
None of you really fucking know what you're talking 'bout
(None of you really fucking know what you're talking 'bout)
What you're talking 'bout, what you're talking 'bout, yeah
I already hate your guts, we cannot work it out
(Holy fuck, I hate your guts, we cannot work it out)
Yeah, woah, fuck

[Outro]
Change your mind
Like you would change your hair
Yeah

9TAILS - hating ur guts (prod. light body)

[Intro]
I been—

[Chorus]
I been dead inside and I just wanna feel alive (I just wanna feel alive)
Tracing out your thighs with my finger by your side
Feelings I confide into the mind of yours are mine
I won't find another human like you in my life, yeah (In my life)

[Verse 1]
Catching photos, where'd the time go? (Where'd it go?)
Facebook memories from the last snow (Last snow)
Strive for times where I won't answer to employers (No employers)
Work and music keep me busy, I don't know her (I don't know her)
Baby, get to know me, I wish we'd get closer (Get closer)
Gain connection then start breaking down the borders (Breaking down the borders)
Way back, way, way back (Way back)
I forgot the loving and I never got it back (Never got it back)
Playlist, crybaby face tat
Knew that you were something special
When you told me that it slap (R.I.P.)
I keep tasting shit when I breathe (Tasting shit)
Pull it nice with the bong, need it to be clean
Gold ring on my nose, gold ring on my finger (Ring on my finger)
Ballin' up in the Northface, loud hit the coat and it linger (Linger)
She said she wouldn't call me a singer
But all my shit fucking slaps
Baby, call me whatever
Fuck the neutron, I gotta blast

[Chorus]
I been dead inside and I just wanna feel alive (Ooh)
Tracing out your thighs with my finger by your side (Ayy, woah)
Feelings I confide into the mind of yours are mine (Yeah, yeah, ayy)
I won’t find another human like you in my life, yeah

[Verse 2]
What would you call me (What would you call me?)
Smoking on palm tree (Palm tree)
Hair look like shiitake (Mushroom)
Bars icy like hockey

[Open Verse]

9TAILS - connect (prod. yusei)

Трек GEEKIN — про беззаботные ночи, где минуты теряются под светом клубных огней, а деньги текут легко, будто из банкомата. Лёгкая ирония, уличный вайб и свобода, которая приходит только под утро.

GEEKIN

prod.Kize

Tekst[Ray Charles]:
A lot of Hoes
A lot of Drugs
A lot of people hating cause the way it goes
Another phone
Another Fall
You smell like cigarettes, i may go take a doze

Za dużo rzeczy które sprawiasz sobie sam
staram sie być explicit, to nie 27 club
znam dobrze smak pieniędzy 
i dobrze podany vibe
otwieram drugi akt, ty pewnie wracasz na spawn
Możesz se myśleć co chcesz
mam za dużo rzeczy na głowie
Za długie włosy wyrok śmierci i wywiady pod blokiem
Boje sie przestać, Krok do tyłu
Sam już nie wiem co wole
W mojej głowie konsternacja gdy ktoś pyta o droge

A lot of Hoes
A lot of Drugs
A lot of people hating cause the way it goes
Another phone
Another Fall
You smell like cigarettes, i may go take a doze

Chevi - itunes

lyrics:

trees rot and flowers start to curl
baby what happened to the world
winds rip away at the walls of my home
whats the matter oh i never know
baseball hail hittin cars in the road
were hopeless if we rally let alone on our own
save the good thoughts for your mind to unfurl
welcome to the end of the world

touch
touch my body
id been left alone too long im starving
dont you run away for too long stick by me
baby what hes got that i dont be honest
i can do it better gimme time and i promise
guess u never know what u had got when u got it
please dont build impressions off the habits i adopted
har to solve the problem when u dont know what caused it
i lay up
for two nights
my eyes stained red
in sunlight
they got u now
its too late
my door breaks down
and i die
but somethings changed
im alright
my blood slows down and turns ice
the blade breaks down from frostbite
getting up now im ghost white
power up 
recharge oh im recharged
double up
had triple up i put one more
eat it up
i might eat it up im in feast mode
fuck it up i might fuck it up im in beast mode
people 
u not special u just like all the other people
i dont need to try that hard cause i dont have an equal
u not bad u just rude u just evil
she a fraud she a fake she deceitful

trees rot and flowers start to curl
baby what happened to the world
winds rip away at the walls of my home
whats the matter oh i never know
baseball hail hittin cars in the road
were hopeless if we rally let alone on our own
save the good thoughts for your mind to unfurl
welcome to the end of the world

simple (boyfifty)

not home.

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