when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this"

Verse 1

i get sick off walking down the same road again 
use to hold my hand baby you was my bestfriend
now im sitting on this cold floor
i don't know where i am 
i don't know what to aim for 
i walk past café where we use to eat a lot
take the left round the corner because my heart still in shock

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this" x2

viens

rings on my arm, in the ink, and it stings
i remember when u pushed that needle in my skin
can u do it deeper? i wanna feel the pain
I want the ink to stain, and i want this tat to stay

whats the point of holding on if u wont change?
whats the point of bringing light to the bad days?
whats the point of losing sleep on what u might say?
im just doin lines of ket until my mind fades
whats the point of lying, saying that im okay?
and it pains that u will only ever see me as someone thats in ur way

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this" x2

fingertips w/ betweentheviensandi (jolst x me)

i really cant thank you all enough for everything you've done.
the love, support, nice comments, everything. you have no idea
how much it truly means to me, but trust me when i say; it keeps me alive.

empty, yeah yeah
this life is
getting boring
kinda old
sold my soul for a bowl
never know
when im in the spotlight
so i hope and go
when im hitting two million a month
i hope yo bitchass knows
that you aint contribute to my growth, baby
kiss my road <3
done shit
kiss my road,
mwah.
baby ur mind got froze, time broke
all the words u regular sorta got bold
i would try to help u but u paved ur own road like,
bitch, you did this urself
hooked on some weed 
and some nic just to cope 
with the fact that its always ur fault, man,
i wish that i wasn't ur fault
i wish that it wasn't ur fault
ill sing till my vows turn to all
ill stay till i die, and sit upon my throne to say "i did it all"
yeah, and i hope one day
i could say i came from nothing
just to be okay for me
all for me
itll be beautiful
i wont ever wanna die again
no worries
ion got a penny in my bank account
but i know that itll all balance out
its all in faith
well i got god on my side
maybe not him, but someone will do
someone, anyone, someone,
well i got me on my side
and i got lean and ill be alright yeah
- - - - - -
this life is
getting boring
kinda old
sold my soul for a bowl
never know
when im in the spotlight
so i hope and go
when im hitting two million a month
i hope yo bitchass knows
that you aint contribute to my growth, baby
kiss my road <3
done shit
kiss my road,
mwah.
baby ur mind got froze, time broke
all the words u regular sorta got bold
i would try to help u but u paved ur own road like,
bitch, woops, its on ur hands
hooked on some weed 
and some nic just to cope 
with the fact that its always ur fault, man,
i wish that i wasn't ur fault
wash my hair every month
suffer all alone, in my bed, one on one
these complications are purely mental
maybe physical, but i can get over it :( 
itll be beautiful..
i wont ever wanna die again..
no worries
ion got a penny in my bank account
but i know that itll all balance out.

time broke (farber)

Produced by Pekarot
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics:
@sendflowrs
Just say what you mean, and you better believe it
Every poem that you write in your feelings
I'll burn the whole book
Fuck your heart, you can keep it 
I'm gritting my teeth
Family is something you never appreciate
If you love that girl then go tell her
I watch as she dances
Jesus christ, I'm jealous of him 

I watch as he takes your hand yet again 
The same lipstick I've tasted a thousand times
Maybe in my dreams we can make it work 
But I never sleep, so I guess it's fine

@sideviewdriveca
So tell me what it means
When you're kissing me under the streetlights
We said our goodbyes, and that's fine
So why's your hand in mine?
I think it'd hurt less if you caved my fucking skull in
But you'll look at me with those big brown eyes
And say you don't wanna go
But you're lying for my sake

I got my hopes up
(and I was let down)
It's only bad luck
(it seems to follow me)
I hope you're happy
(I hope he makes you happy)
It's only fair, right?

+++++

@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

++++

sendflowrs & Sideview Drive: jesus christ, i'm jealous (pekarot)

w e l c o m e f t. h e y l o g

shoutout @juzo for the cover art :) give him a follow pls

lyrics:

AUTUMN

(rest my arms)
(where they cannot ever be harmed)
(cold to the touch)

there's certain days where i haven't been better!
but when the sun goes down
i know tomorrow will be bitter
i've lost my head; when the clock struck ten
the blade came crashing down & now i'm back where i had started
could give a fuck if i'm dramatic,
the reward could be prestine
if i take the pills they offer me
my dreams could be serene
but i never wanted that; figmentated lies
to put on a public act, for their brainwashed minds

EPITOME

every day i wake up just to do the same shit over and over again
it gets hard to even stand up when i don’t know who i am
i thought you were a friend
but where were you in the end
i see it’s all just pretend
now my wounds they won’t even mend
th-th-th-they won’t mend
nothing feels real 
am i fucking ghost
cant take time to heal
so i’ll put the knife up to my throat
just to see if i’m alive
and if i’m not than what am i?

spotify :)

my wounds won’t mend w/ autumndropsdead (itamii)

sorry our chapter closed you guys, hope you found better

Lyrics:

hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold

man i hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold

hope my friends fall out 
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold

man i hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold
she told me god your hands are cold
can we intertwine our fingers
let our feelings linger 
woah woah oh oh
woah woah woah oh oh

-

man i hope my friends fall out 
i can't imagine finding out they notice
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold

matt & sam (drewisdead)

Prod @Sinxi 
Thx for the guitar sample @izwithonez

LYRICS 

Fuck it up take the problem and the pills again
Im honest but, I can lie when I need a friend
So dont face me with all the regret you have
Cuz I know damn well you believed in what we did

Got me stuck again
Other side of this train
She been looking in
I been honest with me
To her only friends
You dont know what you see
Never love a psycho
She been looping round for me
A different typo every time that she screams at me
A different light bulb switching up in behind the scenes
DONT FALL AGAIN I KNOW
DONT TRUST AGAIN I HOPE

Breathing lines
Head to toe im feeling shivers
From her demon eyes
Sell my soul just for a feeling
That u caught at mine
I swear she choking on my shit
She say she wanna die
Who dont wanna die
God my times been plastered
Holy water from a pastor
Mixed up all up with the vodka
Guess im only half a bastard
I know
She gon tell me Im broke
Its the same as before
Taking shots at the door

Got me stuck again
Other side of this train
She been looking in
I been honest with me
To her only friends
You dont know what you see
Never love a psycho
She been looping round for me
A different typo every time that she screams at me
A different light bulb switching up in behind the scenes
DONT FALL AGAIN I KNOW

Dont pull the strings away together from me
Blocked out facetious things
she wants to say toward me
Collect the only things
You wanna say you own
YOU DONT
And thats just how I fight back
Five bottles counted up right on ya nightstand
Fucked up, never trust me and I write that
Every god damn time I go

Got me stuck again
Other side of this train
She been looking in
I been honest with me
To her only friends
You dont know what you see
Never love a psycho
She been looping round for me
A different typo every time that she screams at me
A different light bulb switching up in behind the scenes
DONT FALL AGAIN I KNOW

Spotify

SAIKO

feelings 4 u (prod. swaine x eric godlow)

LYRICS:

I'm too fucked up to be in public
Anxious at the function, got this feeling in my stomach
I see people dancing drunk, in a few hours they'll be fucking
But I'll go home alone and fall asleep; remember nothing
Baby, waking up is such a chore
I'm always high or else I'm bored
I gotta pick myself up off the floor
One day I'll see the world (and I'll see)

One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life
One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life

I don't wanna talk, I wanna end it, no discussion
Give me everything I wanted, I'll return it like it's nothing
Make it back tomorrow night and go to heaven in the morning
The devil's in the book, but I'm too good at telling stories
So I wake up, say a little prayer for all the dead ones
Take one, and stay the fuck away from all the fake love
Guess I'll make it through somehow
Tell me, darling, how soon is now?

I don't know what the fuck to call it
I'm always in withdrawal, I'm like a fucking alcoholic
But with you it's something special, I can tell that's why I lost it
I don't wanna talk, honestly, wish I went to college
Cuz I'm sick of all the run-around
You hate my guts, I hate this town
I hate the things I write about
Cuz soon we'll all be dead (but fuck it maybe)

One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life
One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life

ONE DAY

produced melon

i'm always so boring
can't keep up, i'm sorry
when i tell her my story
she's not listening
oh she won't give a shit
about it

it should be okay
but i can't seem to cope yet
makes me ache, feeling hopeless
without you it's lonely

oh it goes lower
why am i shaking every hour?
why am i still not fucking over you
lonely
told me to let go you wont
hold me
everything i want is you
dont go
it shouldn't bother me (but it bothers me)
my smile fades rapidly
oh i dont want to end it here

i know about my flaws
i'm far from enough
maybe worse than you thought
but my heart is all yours
you could smash it on the floor
but it would still belong to you
its you who i really adore (who i adore)
now my heart gets cold just like the north (like- like in)
without you it's lonely

oh it goes lower
why am i shaking every hour?
why am i still not fucking over you
lonely
told me to let go you wont
hold me
everything i want is you
dont go
it shouldn't bother me (but it bothers me)
my smile fades rapidly
oh i dont want to end it here

w e l c o m e f t. h e y l o g

not home.

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