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performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

@clearv1 prod: d0llywood1 @sanriorose
sell his soul on etsy >:)

hope out of da jeep wit an mp5 😁
its just me and u, so if u lose then u gon die
talkin shit on twitter so we sliced him like some pumpkin pie
he learned the hard way, he fucked up once and lost his life

u could run but u would prove my fucking point
hollow tips up in this rifle, shatter all his joints
i could just explain it but u wouldnt get the point
no, didnt have to kill him but he made me so annoyed.

this machete my bestie, my bestie
this machete my besie
if he talkin down alot i might just sell his soul on etsy
ya im sorry if i fucked u over, u should know im petty 
i could shooters who will run u over, and just know that i got plenty

ya as quicly as i gave u life, shit ill take it away 
on the other end of the knife, u wont see another day
its ur head thats on the line so im not losing anyway
its just me, myself and u and i, so this can go the only way

hope out of da jeep wit an mp5 😁
its just me and u, so if u lose then u gon die
talkin shit on twitter so we sliced him like some pumpkin pie
he learned the hard way, he fucked up once and lost his life

u could run but u would prove my fucking point
hollow tips up in this rifle, shatter all his joints
i could just explain it but u wouldnt get the point
no, didnt have to kill him but he made me so annoyed.

[@clearv1s]

on the line w/ clearvision

https://open.spotify.com/track/2osiAqYqbnUp9oyXeXlvjk

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

broke my heart like 1000 times
been in so much pain dont even realize
i dont even think that this is real lifee
tryna find the courage will u be mine?

say whats up,
heavy hearted thats enough
i depend on hollow love
feel the weight and like a bug,
im crushed (x7)

i feel like im dying everyday
i dont wanna lie girl, im feeling scared
its not rly like me 2 be awake
every single night, when ur walking away
tell me everything that u want me to say
cause i could never say every word on my brain
i put my back in this art and my soul in ur heart
and u still wouldnt even do the same...
think i gtg :/

like a bug

highly devoted prod. funeral

never go back

;) it is back

(kurtains)
dont be funny round me i dont really fuck wid nun that shit,
gotta keep a clicker on me cuz i like to let it hit,
why u talkin to me actin like u in the fuckin bits,
im jus coolin in a skyline smokin cookie wid yo bitch,
dont be funny round me i dont really fuck wid nun that shit,
gotta keep a clicker on me cuz i like to let it hit,
why u talkin to me actin like u in the fuckin bits,
im jus coolin in a skyline smokin cookie wid yo bitch,

(glaive)
dont be funny round me,
cause i aint bout no fucking comedy,
how u spend a rack on weed,
u can get this smoke free,
singing like im Jodeci,
talking bout that rnb,
all my freinds will fuck with me,
when i die i hope their pleased,

(kwuzi)
yea i know that you been talkin bout me,
tell your friends infront of me ,
sayin you dont like me,
a ghost yea baby get away,
ima play it safe ghost me anyday,

(kurtains)
dont be funny round me i dont really fuck wid nun that shit,
gotta keep a clicker on me cuz i like to let it hit,
why u talkin to me actin like u in the fuckin bits,
im jus coolin in a skyline smokin cookie wid yo bitch,
dont be funny round me i dont really fuck wid nun that shit,
gotta keep a clicker on me cuz i like to let it hit,
why u talkin to me actin like u in the fuckin bits,
im jus coolin in a skyline smokin cookie wid yo bitch

clicker w/ glaive n kwuzi

welcome to the backrooms 
have fun !!
notes:// first song i've ever been proud of :) its prolly gone flop but i love it :3
prod me <3

life is pain

shoutout misa we so inspirational mannnn : https://soundcloud.com/shadowkingkillz
prod. me :p


what do i do???
i got like, nothing to lose
i got like nothing to prove 
but im still thinkin about me n u 
(PAUSE!) 
wrist glow, ball out, i cannot 
so high, just like an astronaught 
goodbye to ur memories 
youre a melody, my favorite thing 

but then u calld me up 
and you had to say... 
that you think about my eyes, about everyday 


talk to me sweet now
i cant feel now 
i hope that you feel proud 
i did broke down
your face mask peeld back 
i see your tru colors now 
your fake laugh. hate that. 
i cant go another round 

just talk to me sweet 
i want you to talk 
talk 2 me sweet 
talk2me talk2me 
the pain fades...

(misa)
i swear.. 

tell me how bad do u want it?
mayb im jus bein so honesttt
till death do us part i promise 
had it all but i lost it... 

i swear.. 


talk to me sweet now
i cant feel now 
i hope that you feel proud 
i did broke down
your face mask peeld back 
i see your tru colors now 
your fake laugh. hate that. 
i cant go another round 

just talk to me sweet 
i want you to talk 
talk 2 me sweet 
talk2me talk2me 
the pain fades... 


i woke up this morning with u 
all in my head, yet again. 
u came around n spoke 2 my friends 
when u and i were different. 

you used to b 1 of us
so sweet just like 7up 
im on a leash like a mut 
u did it all just because 
i had a fever, a rush 
they said dont leave her, shes good 
you used to b 1 of us. 
you used to b 1 of us..

T2MS w/ misakufoxx

ydbtm

hope you like the second verse :)
lyrics :)
automatic this shit bout to bust
walk in and pop out on the bus
shoot him his blood squirt and gush
shoot him in the head make him hush 

my demons love blood so they lust
behead him machete got rust
tie him down so he dont kick and fuss
got the draco with the nuts  

one shot leave him dead
they said that im sick in the head
ion really give a fuck what they said
one shot ima turn it to red  

ya bf is a folder
im taking her hostage i hold her
they ask about her i dont know her
shoot that lil boy in his shoulder 

1 clip 2 clip
im shooting this bitch i cant stop
i came in this bitch with a glock
swear everybody getting shot

cock it then shoot it
i think i just killed all my opps
im running away from the cops
fuck it ima shoot at the cops


we in that four door
with a .44 ima shoot him hope they get a photo
ima shoot him them i just go ghost
ima shoot him burn him with his clothes clothes

ima pull up to his crib
kill everybody up inside of that bitch
shoot shoot til the whole body glitch
put out an alert but they aint finding shit

go to the bitch
he fold for the bitch
one shot in the air
and he fold to the glick
one shot no miss
comatose in this bitch
ima sneak in 
and go ghost in this bitch

swear they got like zero hoes in this bitch
ik she excited when she holding the stick
your homies be into that folding and shit
but i aint really into that gloating and shit

ithinkijustkilledallmyopps

joystick ft ericdoa & endie prod 4am

ok i shudve made it longer 

lyrics:
still wishing u cud tell me what i did
i can see the disapointment in ur face n its so big
i jus cannot understand why u keep telling me ill fail
its like u want me out doin drugs doin coke like the rest

cuz my head stil hurts but its alright now
im stuck in place n i cant get out 
tell me why u cant accept that i get money
i get more than ANYBODY talkin 
so whys it always superficial 2 u? :(

i find it funny that u tell me that im wrong
when u know im fuckin right u jus a stub inside a thorn
u always talkin shit yea i can hear u in my room
id love 2 tell u both to shut ur mouths u stupid fuckin fools

but i try my best everytime but its not good enough
why why why do i keep fuckin up
tell me what ur problem is
tell me whats the issue
tell me what the problem is cuz im still 

still wishing u cud tell me what i did
i can see the disapointment in ur face n its so big
i jus cannot understand why u keep telling me ill fail
its like u want me out doin drugs doin coke like the rest


cuz my head stil hurts but its alright now
im stuck in place n i cant get out 
tell me why u cant accept that i get money
i get more than ANYBODY talkin 
so whys it always superficial 2 u? :(

superficial

@blxty
@15elias

[mental]
you broke my heart its bleeding out
i cry for help i scream and shout
i need ur love i need it now
u broke me all my walls torn down
rip me apart im shattered
make me think i never mattered
i cant deal with all this damage
burn me turn me into ashes

[blxty]
going back to my patterns
im falling in
if u told i mattered
would it b pretend
feel like dolly
tell her that she still miss me
she don't miss me she only miss blxty

lets see how far all these drugs will get me
2d only see the part where u leave
its crazy how everyone wanna be me now
covered up in blood feel like a hound

[mental]
they all wanna be me
i wish i was someone else
live my life on repeat
secrets i can never tell
everybody leaves me
i know that u will as well
i know u dont need me
moving onto someone else
look up at the stars
fall into ur arms im safe
broke into my heart
everything is falling into (place)

shattered feat blxty prod elias & mental

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-
(i don’t love you)
(lemme, lemme book your room [no dad] at a hotel for a [no, dad] couple of nights, why [dad, i] don’t we just go get some food, can you say goodbye at least? bye dad)

i don’t wanna see your texts on my phone anymore
you make me feel shit, that i can’t ignore
it’s not helping me, it’s not helping me at all
(oo yeah, oo yeah) it’s not helping me at all

you make me mad, you make me sad
i can’t stop it, i can’t stop it
you ruin my nights and you ruin my life
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it

and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop, stop, stop
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, stop it, stop
(i don’t love you)
you won’t stop
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, it, it
stop
stop it, it, it, it, it, it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) and you won’t stop it

see me
i wonder how they all see you
you’re not okay, okay me too
what will it take just to be you
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
my mind is racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy
i just hope that you can see me
i wonder how they all see you
you’re not okay, okay me too
what will it take just to be you
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
mom i’m just racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy

and you won’t stop-stop it-it-it-it
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop, stop, stop
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, stop it
stop, stop, stop
help me 
(help me)
stop it, it, it
stop
stop it, it, it, it, it, it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) and you won’t stop it

every road is a dead end and i can’t get out
cause i don’t want you to hurt yourself
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
my mind is racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy
(oo yeah, oo yeah) it’s not helping me at all

stop it, stop it-it

(can say goodbye at least? 
bye dad)

spotify

Help Me w/ Osquinn

https://open.spotify.com/track/30qOE3LSUCmV2ImcHJzjFF?si=m8xQlUZvRem3OTc2BMHoew

@kuraiiii
@176s

[lyrics]
im stressed u help me calm down
still i cant let my guard down
my heart always gets knocked down
so i keep it in lockdown

u make me calm down (you make me believe in me)
im still in lockdown tho
cant let my guard down (you make me believe in myself)
cause u might knock me down

free me
take me away
love, u
cant say the same
im trapped
inside my brain
hate almost
every day

u make me feel a lil bit better
when im down and under the weather
i can come to u for attention
hope u know u hold me together

protect prod sense & kurai

@twikipedia

@prodelxnce
@kuraiiii
@vinsoignatius

never go back

lieu

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