nervous system #patchwerked

tgc: https://t.me/mxrrowmxrrow 

lyrics:
wake up again, what’s the fucking point?
same old hell, same old joint.
sky’s on fire but i feel cold,
life’s a joke getting way too old.

they say "be good," but good’s a scam,
rich get richer, damn, i am
just a ghost in a broken machine,
fate’s a bitch, and god’s mean.

why the fuck do i even try?
world’s a grave, we’re born to die.
sinner’s blood in sinner’s veins,
love is pain, and pain remains.

fuck this shit, i’m done, i’m through,
nothing’s real, nothing’s true.
if life’s a test, then i fucking fail,
throw me in the void, i’m done with hell.

slice my arms open watch me red waterfall
puke up my guts till theres nothing at all
bash my skull into the wall
no i dont wanna be here i dont wanna be at all at all

hair in my fist, chunks left in the sink
eyes black from crying too broken to blink
fuck your prayers fuck trying to stay
i’m just a corpse that forgot to decay
i said wahts the point of trying to stay
fuck your prayers fuck trying to stay
prayers hit the ceiling and drip back like lead,
if heaven’s real then god wants me dead

ᴅᴇᴄᴀʏ

prod. teeth

lyricsss:

im sadistic
im fuckin twisted
i press record n take my knife n i start
slittin
its not a joke now
i wasnt kidding
im fucking dying
bleeding in ur kitchen

leave ur body parts all over the floor
pacing round the room wondering what i did all this for
ur trapped inside my room lets play a game like saw
im addicted to the blood and i have fun watching gore

im sadistic
im fuckin twisted
i press record n take my knife n i start
slittin
its not a joke now
i wasnt kidding
im fucking dying
bleeding in ur kitchen

i hide ur bones under my mattress
put me on tmz i want more status
stream my death online im an actress
i love to hurt myself thats one of my bad habits

see me on livestream
catch me dead on liveleak
im fucked up but im trying
turn my webcam on as im dying

im sadistic
im fuckin twisted
i press record n take my knife n i start
slittin
its not a joke now
i wasnt kidding
im fucking dying
bleeding in ur kitchen

leave ur body parts all over the floor
pacing round the room wondering what i did all this for
ur trapped inside my room lets play a game like saw
im addicted to the blood and i have fun watching gore

i'll stop stabbing when u stop screaminggg (teeth)

i got a knife nd i stuck it to my stomach
im bleedin out in the forest by myself
sell my corpse right out on myspace
i dont want u to know im isolated
alone w my thoughts n im suffering in darkness
nobody knows all the pain that i manage
got a razer blade nd im feelin so needed now
this bitches they relate, do u wanna see me bleedin out?
wanna see me bleedin out? ill go and start it now
i hate my fucking life, i just wanna end it right now
place the cut onto my wrist
i can hear her scream "lemme take that hit"

watch my corpse decay on the floor
see me bleedin out n scream for more
i got a knife to myself i js want u to see me die
idk if i be hit with the things that i have tried
watch my corpse decay on the floor
see me bleedin out n scream for more
i got a knife to myself i js want u to see me die
idk if i be hit with the things that i have tried

razorblade//sell my corpse (devnzr)

got bored so i uploaded an archive ^-^

nah, you think im better?
blood cover my sweater
bitch, im like vendetta
kill my ex to feel better
bitch, i got all this shit on my plate
dont wanna see the light of day
bitch, i got all this shit on my plate
dont wanna see the light of day

bitch, i hit the back, i hit the front
i'll hit whatever you want
dont think im gonna say no
bitch i hit you like a fucking A note
bitch, im making money all the time
ill buy you anything you want
anything you want, buy Bacardi and drink a lot

vendetta [archive] (prod. rainsixxty)

mix by me 
prod takuori 
master by me 

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i dnt think i need anybody anymore 
she gave my <3 omg (ima kill tht whore) 
u saw urself in the mirror now ur crying in disgust :p 
y would i lie i only want it to be us 

y dont u cry4me 
idc if ur bleeding 
it makes it so much better cuz ur hatred its jus seething xD 
ih8 everybody 
they always murder me 
they always murder me 
they always murder me 

bby its so messed up bby im so paranoid 
do u like the feeling ik u hate it ur jus a ploy
bby its so messed up bby im so paranoid 
throw me away cuz im just a toy

then the beat detunes and i say shit idk 


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cry4me <3 (takuori)

R U BAD 4 ME W/MUTXD4SXVXN (prod.prvttyscrzz)

tgc: https://t.me/mxrrowmxrrow
LeXanax: https://on.soundcloud.com/i2EZHvONf9DtG8xnJ2
cover: https://t.me/akyy_in

lyrics:

[mxrrow]
yeah blood is on my wrist im getting so damn fucking drunk
i been moving in the club and leaving my bands to the whores
yeah she always fucks with me cuz i know she getting a line
yeah shes looking, kissing and admiring my scars on my arm

valentine valentine
no her name is actually just Mary
just like bloody Mary
maybe mommy Mary
yeah shes fucking creepy
we got same scars
she think of me when she cuttin at night
i dont do the same
im in the tub im bleedin till i die

razor on my neck its sticking out and blood is leaking out
i dont give a fuck bout what u think just let me fucking die
im so sick of this she thought id heal but baby im so sorry 
tryna hide the fact that i been cutting no she doesnt know it

[LeXanax]
Lyrics:
rip me rip me
rip me apart
bloody valentine
left me bleeding in the dark
hit me hit me
treat me like a ragdoll
beat me bruise me
you're such a fucking asshole
gave you my soul
now you keep it in a locket
I see shadow figures
when I OD on the benzo
stop it
tie me up
throw away the key
I'm not really useful
unless you abuse me

I'm not really myself
unless I'm fucked up baby
vodka with the OJ
and a xan to get hazy
 hate my stupid self
when I'm sober I feel crazy

keep me on a shelf like a doll
say I'm precious

I'm spiralling out of control
if you want we can end this
life is getting dull
need the drama like a substance
no end goal
want your gun 
pressed against my forehead


[mxrrow]
valentine valentine
no her name is actually just Mary
just like bloody Mary
maybe mommy Mary
yeah shes fucking creepy
we got same scars
she think of me when she cuttin at night
i dont do the same
im in the tub im bleedin till i die
2x

[LeXanax outro]
if you pull the trigger
pray l look as pretty dead