Chris Jr.

https://soundcloud.com/aftrrs
(prod. shuzei)

L34ving w/ aftrr

Lyrics 

I got this bad taste in my mouth
I did so much it won’t come out

God damn it, what’s that look on your face for?
I’m still better than you with the holes in my shoes
I’m sorry I can’t manage I don’t wanna betray you
And I’m driving down the freeway with an open wound

I think you’re right that I got no more time
I’m alright just go away just go away
You were never there you’re crossing the line
It’s not alright and I never want you to fucking stay

I notice all the shady shit you do
But Id never put you in a bad mood
I start seeing shit I can’t find out 
I got this bad taste in my mouth

God damn it, what’s that look on your face for?
I’m still better than you with the holes in my shoes
I’m sorry I can’t manage I don’t wanna betray you
And I’m driving down the freeway with an open wound

I don’t know
I don’t know what to do
I know I’m being used
But I want to be with you

God damn it, what’s that look on your face for?
I’m still better than you with the holes in my shoes
I’m sorry I can’t manage I don’t wanna betray you
And I’m driving down the freeway with an open wound
God damn it, I think you’re losing interest 
I’m just really stressed out I did all I could do
Starting acting manic and no body would listen
My mentals getting bad i really thought I would lose

It’s your life why you gotta be distant 
You make me worry bout the things that I did too much
I never thought about how much I would miss them
I know I shouldn’t but I’m begging for your touch

I Got This Bad Taste In My Mouth

hard songs are fun but expect more singing stuff cause this is what i truly love to make

guess i'll go away
guess i'll go 
crawling back to all the things i know
i can never believe anything that i read anymore 
you told me all these lies about myself i hadn't heard before
i don't know what's going on it seems like i can't talk 
no more
wasted all my breath on things i never meant to say
every time i try to talk they always tell me go away
so i'll go away
i'll go away
and i keep trying every day to find a reason why
all of them would turn their back on me 
it feels like i could cry
can't believe all the things i know have to come to a close again
why can't we show them some things are still real
not everything is pretend
can we show them
i guess it wasnt in my programming this time
i guess that two pairs of all my wrongs wont make a right
guess ill try try try again
until i finally make amends
im sorry to all of my friends </3
i know you'd rather me just
go away
guess i'll go 
crawling back to all the things i know
i can never believe anything that i read anymore 
you told me all these lies about myself i hadn't heard before
i don't know what's going on it seems like i can't talk 
no more
wasted all my breath on things i never meant to say
every time i try to talk they always tell me go away
so i'll go away
i'll go away

guess i'll go

prod. DollategaBeatz x @akkiru1

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!! special surprise for u all <3

order:
@9blare
@fuckdeadmall
@777sinta
@h3nce
@plootoisdead
@levonnmusic
@itshydn
@eurei
@wtfloa
@keepur

VEN0M_MACHINE w/ blare, deadmall, sinta, h3nce, kura, levonn, itsHYDN, eurei, loa, keepur

@zephyrcove
@ripwarheart
@1kise
cover: www.instagram.com/ollofm3/

If you want my heart, then you’re gonna have to take it
I stole your trust from the start, hope you don’t mind if I break it 
I’ve been feelin so dull, who brought all the shade in?
So much shit to own up to I think I’m just gonna say it
I’ll try, I’ll try again
I’ll try, I’ll try again
I don’t mean to hurt you again
I swear I’ll try to make amends

I don’t wanna talk about it, I’m not ready to fall
Take a look into my eyes, and watch the memories dissolve 
I didn’t know that love was like this, and I regretted the fall
I don’t wanna hear your voice, don’t wanna see you at all

You know I like to talk, but you enjoyed to listen
I think that we should stop, this ain’t what I envisioned 
I can’t tell if I love you
I don’t know why I say that
I think I might’ve lost myself
I’m tryna find a way back

If you want my heart, then you’re gonna have to take it
I stole your trust from the start, hope you don’t mind if I break it 
I’ve been feelin so dull, who brought all the shade in?
So much shit to own up to I think I’m just gonna say it
I’ll try, I’ll try again
I’ll try, I’ll try again
I don’t mean to hurt you again
I swear I’ll try to make amends

Recorded 12/1/22

All Plats

try again (prod me & warheart)

prod me

// i had fun making this ; dont go to buffalo wild wings… garbage ah food

the world is gonna burn
burn burn burn
as long as we’re going down
baby
~
my visions gettin vivid
im fucked up to no limit
my thoughts are getting vivid
girl why u think im tripping
this drinking im dirty sipping
why do we live like we hate livin
im fucking tired of this shit
i tell that bitch bye bye good riddance

burn shit i fking burn shit i dont wanna learn
none of yall niggas earn shit u put no work
grinding till there is fkin blood all up on my shirt
i feel it through my stream thru my veins
through up all my nerves

all my nerves ; she on my nerves
hop in the whip we go and swerve
i just crossed dat bih like irv
eating this beat like i got hors d'oeuvres
i dont ball with no reserves
i got gears i got that nerv
my bestie just said i served :3
i always get what i deserve 

i deserve no i deserve ; i deserve the title
i can’t no fuckin break till im richer than my idols
i deserve no i deserve ; i deserve the title
i can’t no fuckin break ; im killin all my rivals

i always get what i deserve

w/ @sxulzel

produced by @012207 and @newgarasu

2004 w/ sxulz (baz + garasu)

produced by @erdo and @fozo2

yeah you talk your shit but i been here a while
posted up on my street in my town
oh i dont need u anymore
walking down the street needle in my forearm
your a moron, lets get more high
i think that i might die tonight
yeah you talk your shit but i been here a while
posted up on my street in my town
she know im up, i know she down
posted on the avenue and they know where im found
smokin all these cigarettes they in my fuckin chest
panic attack yeah i know its in my head

but im up now, i dont wanna go home
see me in these streets and im stuck and alone
do you think of me and think im the one
or do you see me and think your in love
yeah im up now, i dont wanna go home
see me in these streets and im stuck and alone
i still dream of when you walked out
i still dream of when you let me down
you dont want me coming round yea i know
i think its safe to say i have high hopes
vvs on my bitch i got style ohh
in the function and they all monroe
yeah im doxin all his shit for a code
drugs got me feelin extra low

pop a bean now
cant see my feet now
wish i knew a way out
from this play house
wish i was ok now
fuck around and find out

yeah you talk your shit but i been here a while
posted up on my street in my town
oh i dont need u anymore
walking down the street needle in my forearm
your a moron, lets get more high
i think that i might die tonight
yeah you talk your shit but i been here a while
posted up on my street in my town
she know im up, i know she down
posted on the avenue and they know where im found
smokin all these cigarettes they in my fuckin chest
panic attack yeah i know its in my head

yeah i know its in my head
think id rather be in bed

think id rather be in bed

lazy prod erdo n fozo

enjoy or dont enjoy
its ok 
new drop next week too or the week after? idk 
happy may 

don't give me everything that i could ever want
cuz someones out there starving it'll never be enough
i'd rather waste all my school grants on drugs
spendin all my money on some internet love 

stay with me
in love with me
love with me love with me love with me
she's in love with my nails painted
and she loves when my hairs braided
and she loves that i'm underrated
stay with me
in love with me

brb im waiting
that's my favorite song

i hate waiting for love
wtf took yall so long

we’re stuck in the Westin 
i'm not that interesting
id say i love u to ur face in like three languages
we got nothing to do
your flight leaves up at noon
shawty watchu trynna do
i think im in love with u
lol this rhyme scheme 

she wants something more than a best friend
good thing im her best friend
and im her favorite yup

i've got all her favorite songs
i like to do what i want
i've got a tab on my tongue
these dudes don't impress me

don't give me everything that i could want cuz
im being honest
ill fuck it up

and again and again and again and again
it was genuine art that i chose to defend
so if i switch up on friends that i swore to protect
its because this internet love meant more to them in the end

u ever wonder how it's actually kinda impressive how uve come so far without having a mental breakdown like how tf did u hold everything in for so long? thats pretty fucking metal bro

fuck the second chorus imma end it with a mental breakdown
ten toes turned to nubs
i can't bare to stand now

im tired of these fuckers trynna make me
if im a disappointment that's who imma be

i'm desperate
apathetic i lost all my motivation
who i love and care about 
turned to complete strangers

can i give it all up?
fuck it all up
shatter glass until my teeth turn into a bloody color

and go ahead
dont even bother to text me back
only person i trust
fell asleep inside their bed
before i could approach them
so who the fucks gonna care if i 
slash my arms and throat then
and when i crash and burn you could say that i can't control it
no i won't be right back 
scared of fake love 
and losin my will fight to back
my persona imploded	
to a thousands pieces 
would u like that?

now i'm wondering how	

my best friends the person in my head
who wants me dead

internet love

you said words to me
i didnt take them lightly
so can we sleep
i guess you dont mind me

so fuck off
i dont even want you
i been so drop dead
can you please come through

i feel so good
from your perception
said you taught me everything but i dont need your lessons

step up
i dont got a fess none
dont say your the one for me cos ill fuck you up

i dont think i can love again
so much here left to see and you know that

i been doing what im supposed to
never really seemed to care but i guess thats just the new you
never really did what i was told to
ive been so sickened ever since you said the truth

and the truth is i dont even know you
said we grew apart can i get some closure

guess you walked out my life i thought it was done
talking on my phone but i guess its nothing

i cant breathe on my own again
so you tell me that you didnt want any friends
i was toying with you ever since you began
so much here left to see and you know that

so fuck off
i dont even want you
i been so drop dead
can you please come through

i feel so good
from your perception
said you taught me everything but i dont need your lessons

step up
i dont got a fess none
dont say your the one for me cos ill fuck you up

i been so fucking sick cos of everything
i did everything i could and i still hate me

Enlighten

prod @eliderp

Tell me what you see 
I been getting to this fucking green
And im saving all this energy
Jumping like a trampoline 
Pulling up with gasoline
Get off of my screen 

I might drop dead cuz im doing cardio
Where am I at
playing through the radio 
She wanna take a loan 
I can’t fw broke hoes 
She want me to take her home 
She wont stop calling my phone 
I been so sick of it
I been on a mission
Your stuck on my hit list
ouuu tell em kill it
I got arms just like a squid 
i been on my stupid shit

So tell me what you see 
I been getting to this fucking green
And im saving all this energy
Jumping like a trampoline
Pulling up with gasoline
Get off of my screen 

Your not fucking cool 
So im mad at you 
Bad bitch shit walking with an attitude
I don’t know you
fuck around like caribou 
I don’t, I don’t stare at you
bitch got me like achoo
Guess I got the flu 
I don’t need you
Didnt fuckin mean to

Gasoline

Alive (prod nielyoung & rizzzzens)

prod. by hellxrin & PRETTYYOUWANNACRAZY++

lazy prod erdo n fozo

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