hurting myself - killer in the making

@lovelysabotage sorry fellas this account is gross and ugly

sabotage and decays 2024 / 2025 finale mixx <3

alphie afterlife - violet

in her bushes and i creep
tryna make sure without me 
your not having sweet dreams 
you know me 
better than i know me 
yk exactly why 
i won’t let go easily 
they all come and they all just leave
my brain keeps their fragments 
im holding your face 
all in pieces
in the end 
i know your leaving 
i grew attachment 
so i found some comfort in bleeding 
don’t know what you wanted from me 
i drew you paintings
he bought you the whole gallery :( 
i’m throwing up my calories 
it’s making me sick 
i just wish you were talking to me

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something new.

Never really liked you motherfuckers
Tryna put me in a category I aint like the others
Niggas tried to put you down and they jus wanna be above us
But I dont really give a shit because these pussy niggas pie
Yeah they all sweet like some suckers

Pussy nigga fuck ya mother
I wont even use a rubber
Disrespectful like no other
Need a blanket and some covers
Shoutout envyscene my brothers
Stood on the block with a dream
Of a great day nigga, don't tell me bout your troubles

intro

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qA0sjK7ePdc

when we first met you talked to me
though your eyes looked past me
but i never really even cared
i dont know why i even dared
when you walk into the park
u know id be there
i know youre not all alone
u know that i still care

yk that i still care and im in denial

if i had my angelssss back

bro I'm not packrib bruh

its just another dream

i’ve been redirected. sent into the woods
drawing creepy pictures because no one understood
i’m a creepy geek but i never got into books
you’d think i’m a witch but i don’t think i ever could
frothing out the mouth. bleeding from my wrists
i would be just fine if someone actually gave a shit
it’s been 20 years but im still living with this cyst
there’s no type of bottle that’ll make me get a grip

no one believes me (prod. Bowsa)

Tₑₑₜₕ 

ᵉ𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 ᵇʸ 𝓂ᵉ

₁. 𝒸ₐₛₜₗₑ (𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓈𝓊𝓅𝓅ₒ𝓇𝓉ᵢₙ𝓰 𝓋ₒ𝒸ₐₗₛ 𝒷ᵧ 𝓇ₑᵥᶦᵥˡₑ ₐₙ𝒹 ˡᵘ𝒸ₖʸ)
₂. ᵢₙₛₐₙₑ
₃. ₖᵣₐwₗ
₄. ₑₙₒᵤgₕ
₅. ₙₑᵥₑᵣ ₑₙdᵢₙg
₆. qᵤᵢₜₛ
₇. ₛₕₐₜₜₑᵣ... wₐᵣ ₜₒᵣₙ bₐₛₜₐᵣd
₈. fₐₗₗ
₉. cᵣₒₛₛₑd
₁₀. wᵢₜcₕₑₛ
₁₁. fₒᵣgᵢᵥₑ ₘₑ
₁₂. pᵤᵣₛᵤₑ ₗᵢᵥₑ (ᵦₒₙᵤₛ)

Tₑₑₜₕ (album)

Alternative sound here.
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#envyscene
#envy
#behelits

intro

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