hurting myself - killer in the making

@lovelysabotage sorry fellas this account is gross and ugly

sabotage and decays 2024 / 2025 finale mixx <3

alphie afterlife - violet

in her bushes and i creep
tryna make sure without me 
your not having sweet dreams 
you know me 
better than i know me 
yk exactly why 
i won’t let go easily 
they all come and they all just leave
my brain keeps their fragments 
im holding your face 
all in pieces
in the end 
i know your leaving 
i grew attachment 
so i found some comfort in bleeding 
don’t know what you wanted from me 
i drew you paintings
he bought you the whole gallery :( 
i’m throwing up my calories 
it’s making me sick 
i just wish you were talking to me

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mother fuckers sleepin on me
I tell em wake up
Fell into dream of a life
I couldn't make up

Lyrically a bastard
Realistically not a faker
Dough the only thing that I need knead(need) like im a baker
Playing at a centered position but not a laker
Standing at 6ft height above the layers
Fuckin witcha bitch you would think that im a playa
Hallucenatin every night, I drown it out with prayers

Niggas really find religion
I try to find it for myself but I cant seem to get it
Diluted faith, my troubled mind you start to get the vision?
If I could take up all my time to turn just like pivot

I would do so in a heart beat to turn the time back
To write my wrongs and my mistakes, correction best as last
Regret, been plaguing all my thoughts, and I aint over that
I'd count the days that we have together left spend it lax
Because time spent with you is better chill then stressed, that's facts

pivot

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when we first met you talked to me
though your eyes looked past me
but i never really even cared
i dont know why i even dared
when you walk into the park
u know id be there
i know youre not all alone
u know that i still care

yk that i still care and im in denial

if i had my angelssss back

bro I'm not packrib bruh

its just another dream

i’ve been redirected. sent into the woods
drawing creepy pictures because no one understood
i’m a creepy geek but i never got into books
you’d think i’m a witch but i don’t think i ever could
frothing out the mouth. bleeding from my wrists
i would be just fine if someone actually gave a shit
it’s been 20 years but im still living with this cyst
there’s no type of bottle that’ll make me get a grip

no one believes me (prod. Bowsa)

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