Name: i dance to my suicidal thoughts by nova garden
Duration: 2 min 27 s
Description: I really love this and i hope you do too!! <3

This is such a good song, i rlly wish it was on spotify 

prod. @dylanbradyyyyyy & @judgebeats
https://open.spotify.com/album/4itiU5ir5M4PgDA1uH4b33?si=rskE0qYQTHOEfMvXNuJU5g

spotify

GOT 2 IT 🔆 ⭐️ PROD JUDGE X DYLAN BRADY

I really love this and i hope you do too!! <3

i dance to my suicidal thoughts

hey its my birthday uwu

heres a cool lil track

produced by my bsf @mental

mixed and mastered by the creative genius @lilgoth

hope u enjoy

lyrics:
you got me goin insane
it's all my love
think im finally numb to pain
dont fall in love
dont know where the fuck you went
we lost our touch
i don't think ill ever find someone like you
im stuck in my room
[x2]

always lost, im finding peace
all aloof, dont talk to me
im not off the boof, that's stoppin me
not on the roof, im not tryna be
im not sad enough, but im tryna be
found a beat, and its perfectly
in my tune, im numb, you not hurting me
this not enough, im filled with greed

like autobots, crew roll out
cant stop us now, we wont hold out
im on my shits
i aint calling quits
til i tour around and it sold out
im always thinkin its cold out
but really i like to freeze more
i wish youd stick around this time
so i could grow and youd see more

im, always tryna get better at my craft
whether making tunes or drawing nudes
you know i get to laugh
used to staying up at night
wishing i could be like them
but i know ill have my journey
yea ill live to see the end

cuz i
am not too sad
im fine
i know ill grow and see the lands
time flies
when youre having fun i guess
never had the time to rest
always sleeping with open eyes

yuh...
i gotta try and be the person im designed to be
...never really had a problem with life but thats honesty
..guess im just patiently waiting to fill my own prophecy
...and i guess im just taking this mantle thats oddyssi

i just want to know
if youre okay
always insecure and prolly more
do i sound bare?
i dont want to leave this place
til you're okay
i just want to know
are you out there?

you got me goin insane
it's all my love
think im finally numb to pain
dont fall in love
dont know where the fuck you went
we lost our touch
i don't think ill ever find someone like you
im stuck in my room
[x2]




i hope she hears this

someone like u (prod. mental)

ft. @bradyamour
artwork by @proddeegs

no samples
prod. 1080p dreams

lyrics:

1080p dreams:
life is cold 
yeah so I zip my coat up
my music blows 
yeah I won't ever blow up
if I did a show
I bet no one would show up
other artists glow 
yeah everyone else glow'd up
I watched my friends grow
now they're all grown ups
I'm a child still
band hoodie from cold cuts
aging sucks
mother nature should slow up
life gets colder 
so I zip my coat up
living the life of the biggest loser in the world
made fun of by every boy and girl
question my whole identity
like was I ever meant to be?
feels like I'm stuck in a bad dream
where everyone shines except me

Brady Amour:
I guess I can't believe it's not me
(guess I don't believe anything)
unsatisfied with my dreams
(nothing you say matters to me)
I come close every time but I lose it
wake up and face my bruises
if it was up to me
I'd turn my back on you

1080p dreams:
question my whole identity
like was I ever meant to be?
feels like I'm stuck in a bad dream
where everyone shines except me
curse out my own identity
like I was never meant to be
feels like I'm stuck in a bad dream
where everyone shines except me
everyone shines except me
everyone shines except -
everyone shines except me
everyone shines except - 
everyone shines except me
everyone shines except - 
everyone shines except me
everyone shines except - 
living the life of the biggest loser in the world
question my whole identity
like was I ever meant to be?
feels like I'm stuck in a bad dream
where everyone shines except -
curse out my own identity
like I was never meant to be
feels like I'm stuck in a bad dream
where everyone shines except me
open my eyes, what do I see?
my dream is just reality
I can't contain my jealousy
cause everyone shines except me

Stream on Spotify

everyone shines except me ft. Brady Amour

thanks for 600 followers n stuff
prod. @louaea

lyrcs

im scrollin through my instagram n all i see is bullshit
all my friends just run away until they feelin worthless
and i don't wanna deal with them, cuz im dealin with myself

cuz people always hate on me n people always hate on them
so i'll be in the middle even tho i know that's really dumb
but i don't wanna deal with this cuz i think it's boring


get the fuck out my dms because i know you are a bitch
dealt with this before, all you gonna do is bait n switch
i don't wanna fuck around with a bitch like you
all you wanna do is use my name on youtube

drinkin aquafina cuz you know i don't got ice
twitter.com, ya my timeline full of lies
super chill, people always thing i'm fuckin high
shut the fuck up and look me in my eyes


i don't wanna fuck witchu if you don't wanna fuck with me
still gettin the green, like my name is johnny appleseed
20 percent cooler even tho this is not mlp
call of duty quickscope, like we on that mlg

but i don't wanna fuck witchu if you don't wanna fuck with me
still gettin the green, like my name is johnny appleseed
20 percent cooler even tho this is not mlp
call of duty quickscope, like we on that mlg


yayaya, shut the fuck up, imma be that
ignorin all yo comments sayin that my autotune is wack
im writin every song from the comfort of my bed
i just wanna do this shit until i'm fuckin dead

but all ya mothafuckas seem to never believe me
i'll prove you all wrong and you'll get down on your knees
n fuck a joke song, i'm not tryna be funny
don't care about a title but i feel like a cyberqueen

cuz people always mad at me and i don't even know why
twiddling my fingers in my head because i am shy
people just assume im cis but i am not a guy
you bitches make me wanna die

but as i was just sayin i don't feel like i'm the best
i'm still usin audacity cuz FL is a pest
like sure i can produce, but i feel misunderstood
shoutout to louise, cuz she made this shit sound good


i don't wanna fuck witchu if you don't wanna fuck with me
still gettin the green, like my name is johnny appleseed
20 percent cooler even tho this is not mlp
call of duty quickscope, like we on that mlg

20%COOLERTHANU (prod. louise)

reminiscing on happiness with @wolficide.
mixed by @nbmusic098.

out on all platforms.

thoughts on a sunday morning [p. bob gnar]

✧the brave lil toaster w/ demxntia✧ 。。。。ヾ(｡>﹏<｡)ﾉﾞ

made in 24 hours for all nighter vol. 5 @artbyform <3

unfortunately didn't make the cut for the compilation but it was really fun to work on regardless!!

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3XK81cUfhX2p1VDRSOz1H8?si=6q_MFjJER2WOeBBt3mgkHA

https://soundcloud.com/squiblers

should of come around to u, i got eyes
disregarding every step like all the time
and u talkin like
why u got stuck when u put me in the middle?
ima spread my wings, im not small like stuart little

fucked up a lot, i think im in hell
maybe im alright but i can't tell
sippin on some water, i need to feel something
im getting really worried because i feel nothing

maybe it's a dream
but even if it was, what does it mean?
everything is dark now, it's fading to black
i don't think i'll ever make it back

shut the fuck up, shut the fuck up
i don't know if i'll ever wake back up
but i need to keep trying because i wanna get out of this
im really fucking scared but if i have to i'll kill a bitch

and i don't know what to see anymore
cuz ur stuck inside the floor
and i don't know what to think anymore
for what's right or what's wrong
i don't care, lets being cuz

u suck and i hate ur guts!
and i'll close all the doors and i'll keep it shut
and i think it's so funny how u talk all this stuff
cuz at the end of the day, u'll never matter to me anymore
(2x)

u'll never matter to me ever again
i never wanna think of u anymore

this doesn't feel real but i'll still try my best
people want me dead, i'll make a deal with them and digress
i'll mention that i'm out of luck
and that killing me will be stuck up

and then maybe they'll want to move on
and then maybe i'll just move along
i'll go back home and i'll shut my door
and then act like i never seen them before

u suck and i hate ur guts!
and i'll close all the doors and i'll keep it shut
and i think it's so funny how u talk all this stuff
cuz at the end of the day, u'll never matter to me anymore
(2x)

closed doors (w/ naku)

Spider

e-lixir

by myself and some lonesome searching. 2nd single.
ft @squiblers, prod. zach sutton & mixed by @nbmusic098

[chorus: wolficide]
i'm alone in this world, is it worth it? (yeah)
by myself, and some lonesome searchin
is it cool if i ask for some me time
i'll be fine, i'll be home by daylight (yeah)

i'm alone in this world, is it worth it? (yeah)
by myself, and some lonesome searchin
is it cool if i ask for some me time (yeah)
i'll be fine, i'll be home by daylight

[verse 1: wolficide]
with my friends and the one in the deepend
i'll be fine, i'll just fake it, i'll pretend
we're so dumb that we're stuck in the past tense
take me back to the times i could read them

[verse 2: naku]
i don't know, i don't know what they want though
all my friends, enemies, and my own home
got some shit in my head, but that's unknown
i don't know where i'm supposed to go

imma do what i love, you can't fight that
i don't give a fuck, but i wanna know who asked
i don't remember what he taught me
it's the end of the road for me

[chorus: naku]
i'm alone in this world, is it worth it?
by myself, and some lonesome searchin
is it cool if i ask for some me time
i'll be fine, i'll be home by daylight

[verse 3: wolficide]
you'll be fine, i'll just live in the moment
type of shit where our dreams go unnoticed
it's okay, it's okay, i'm just growin
hey, who knows, well my future's chosen
i'm alone in this world and i'm frozen
thinking back to the days where i was broken
say hello to the ones that i trusted (okay)
and all love to the ones that i once did

[chorus: wolficide + naku]
i'm alone in this world, is it worth it?
by myself, and some lonesome searchin
is it cool if i ask for some me time
i'll be fine, i'll be home by daylight

i dance to my suicidal thoughts

nova garden

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