thoughtform collective - September 2021

thoughtform 🧠 🌻

exec: nitro
prod: 
* nitro (executive producer, instrumentation 1-5) (background vocals; 1) (co-writing; 3)
* caspy (vocals; 1)
* horosha (vocals; 2) (mixing; 2-3)
* novagarden (vocals; 3) 
* mkultra (vocals; 3)
* sparko (vocals; 3)
* tofu (vocals; 3-4) (co-prod; 3) 
* kxly06 (co-prod, instrumentation; 3) (mixing; 3 and 4)
* jay hollin (vocals; 5)
* ucif (vocals; 5)

daydreamers / goodbyes (w/ jay hollin & ucif)

midnite hour (w/ tofu)

demons (w/ sparko, mkultra & kxly06)

fragment (w/ horosha)

the bonfire (w/ caspy)

I'M NOT OBSESSED (prod. sorrow bringer)

prod. @rrarebearbeats

lyrics:
they say home is where the heart is
well, my heart's with u 
I don't feel so alone when I'm next to u
pick me up when I'm down 
I know thats hard to do
I'm not good at words so I thought I'd write this song for u

(melody)

so, I thought I'd write this song for u

everyday ur the only thing I think ab 
we both came from dark places, but we made it out
crossed paths, fell in love we got it figured out
so, I'll wipe the tears off ur pretty face when ur sad
I'll sit here with u when it gets bad 
I'm never leaving u baby and u can count on that

oh, u can count on that 

(melody)

oh, u can count on that 

(melody)

we both came up from broken homes and broken promises
it took its toll, but it made us stronger kids
I'm glad I have u here cuz u make me stronger too
so, I'll wipe the tears off ur pretty face when ur sad
I'll sit here with u when it gets bad 
I'm never leaving u baby and u can count on that 

oh, u can count on that

(melody)

oh, u can count on that

(melody)

oh, u can count on that

a song i wrote ab a girl i fell in luv w (RRAREBEAR)

Lyrics:

[Yokai Dreams]

something's been eating me up as of lately
i'm never enough and i feel like they hate me
can't blame anyone but myself
i don't have no one else
i don't take no ones help
i won't take yours
after it all i am still just the same me

weak
maybe i'm an asshole
i'm scared but i won't let that show
no king
sick of this castle
i'd leave but it's too much hassle

got a tortured mind and a broken heart
i barely recognize me
u wouldn't understand a thing
mind over matter but both mine are weak

[hero]

if it's really what you wanted then there's nothing to forgive (AAAA)
trapped in cells of condemnation my mind is gonna give
depression comes in cycles
2nd guessing come in sweeps
what my friends are spouting
you'd have to torture outta me

everything
i think
i say
and all i said
i meant
i'm not jus gonna skim right past it
go get fuckin bent
"you wouldn't understand it"
bitch it's happening to me
"mind over matter"
but both of mine are weak

mind over matter w/ yokai dreams (prod. vowl x brothel)

Woman expressing her confusion in relationship......

Made Me Wait Wait

https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
https://soundcloud.com/kuroimetsuyu

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=kD9OnxvwS1i2nZ6pF5RJjA
https://www.instagram.com/poppytears_/?hl=en
https://twitter.com/poppyxtears
https://itunes.apple.com/nz/artist/poppy-tears/1268266116
https://lilsedative.bandcamp.com/


LYRICS:

poppy tears: 

I’ve had one too many sedatives 
lil black lungs and my bodies thin
put it on my tongue and I’ll finish them
think I’m gona swim then I fucking sink

it’s been sitting on my mind now its 3am
need some amtrip, a smoke and klonopin
it’s my only way too cope so I get it in
couldn’t tell you where I’ve gone or where I’ve been 

I’ve had one too many sedatives 
lil black lungs and my bodies thin
put it on my tongue and I’ll finish them
think I’m gona swim then I fucking sink

9TAILS:

water on my neck like a camelback
everything changed round the time I dropped heart attack
I can deal with sudden droughts in my happiness
but I can’t fuck with repercussions from the loneliness

and I can’t deal with all the thoughts inside my skull
seeing ghosts, when I smoke, ima die or hit a wall

feel fine when I’m up again 
dying out I’m never getting high again

I’m not ever coming by again 
I will take that to my grave and I will lie in it
all the memories that molded me to who I am
all the memories went up inside the firepit
inside the firepit..

ashes down in the centre of the graveyard 
all our pictures lying melted in the sim card 
all our pictures lying melted in the sim card

♡ spotifried ♡

sink w/ 9TAILS (prod. kuroime)

on a side note, rest in peace lil peep he was a huge inspiration and his music really helped me get through hard shit last year. I'm glad to have met him, we talked about music it was a day i won't forget.

sample credits: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6rDh75VHMs

prod. @notmorgn

im afraid you really can’t save me
but i still wanna lay with you until my visions fading
i have feelings no im not faded
i would wait a lifetime if you had the patience 
oh you cannot save me
im too deep in this
oh you cannot praise me
i’ve got demons in me

constant conflict 
with my own reflection
i ain’t got no sense
of direction 
when it comes to this
i just succumb to it
please enlighten me
all i hear is thundering
in a couple months
i hope to see some changes
maybe with this check 
i can get you that bracelet
it never happens my 
bank account is dead again
do you mind if we just kick it 
in my bed again
workin to hard 
to feel empty
im almost 20 but 
i feel like i’ve had plenty
wake up in a faze 
i feel like ecco2K
wake up everyday but
 i fight through the pain

im afraid you really can’t save me
but i still wanna lay with you until my visions fading
i have feelings no im not faded
i would wait a lifetime if you had the patience 
oh you cannot save me
im too deep in this
oh you cannot praise me
i’ve got demons in me

you cannot save me
im too deep in this
i have feelings
know i’d wait a lifetime

you can't really save me

occam's razor

Shinigami - i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO
---------------------------------

www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJpmpm9I-Zc

produced by https://soundcloud.com/domynoofficial

lyrics
————————
i just wanna feel good
i just wanna get better
i know said i’d quit
but that was last september
if i keep this up
ill be dead by december

i can’t even live w/o that rush
yea i can’t even live w/o that cup
with u im dead
without u im empty
i took too much
but i swear its not enough 

yea i want u so bad
oh u make me so mad
i should leave u the past 
but i know that i cant
i been starin at the mirror
i don’t really like what i see
see my vision getting clearer
now i gotta make it burry

how u sayin
let it go?
when u all know
i just wanna coast
fall back
right in to the door
always do the most
needa smoke
roll me up some dope
then i swear ill go
u wont see me
ever again
i hope u know

dead by december 
will u remember me?

produced by domyno

dead by December [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

available on all platforms: https://song.link/us/i/1456734832

artwork: @levistrauck

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/WXTedaF9_Jw

kiss me <3 feat. Swing High, Swing Low (prod. 4evr)

FOR EDWARD COLLADO. 2000-2021

folding under pressure. 

PRESSURE MERCH: https://auras.creator-spring.com/listing/pressure-shirt?product=46

music video: https://youtu.be/TOazVm-7Gkc
biteki: https://youtu.be/w0MdIHBLUzw
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2AvQksuMBpgdOJjau6dl6h?si=KSc_yai7RGaCFrMCiDRwnw

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https://twitter.com/aurasxix
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support morgn:
https://soundcloud.com/guccihighwaters / @notmorgn
https://twitter.com/guccihighwaters
https://www.instagram.com/guccihighwaters/

lyrics:

falling back into old habits think its quite alright 
when i speak to her its like im swallowing the knife 
i hope it cuts my vocal chords so i dont speak again 
the words i keep when i hold my tongue become rusted 

wake up starting to decay from apparitions 
lately ive been going south like migration
everything around me turning red cause of frustration 
sitting back and watch it all collapse start to abandon ship 

you said im toxic and i know that
please dont hit me up bc down bad 
visions of the past pls erase that 
~folding under pressure think im gonna snap~ 

i think im gonna snap in half like elastic 
bending over backwards to be thrown away like plastic 
hide myself from everybody feel ecstatic 
im pushing those who care away from me thats my aesthetic
im not feeling empathetic My visions turning to static 
everything around me dissipating at my own expenses
im trying to feel sorry for myself but i cant help it 
waste away the day and walk around mindless and senseless  

wake up starting to decay from apparitions 
lately ive been going south like migration
everything around me turning red cause of frustration 
sitting back and watch it all collapse start to abandon ship 

you said im toxic and i know that
please dont hit me up bc down bad 
visions of the past pls erase that 
~folding under pressure think im gonna snap~

SPOTIFY

pressure (prod. notmorgn)

prod by me 

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for making fyeee wit me

lyrics:
wait for my chance but you take it
lifes not really what you make it
you give me these looks and I hate
this town so small I could break it

you’d give me yo love if you wanted to
you take my heart and you throw it jus tell me the truth
im stuck in this loop of regret
I talk and I talk but this feeling is still in my chest
I keep givin up I cant make it through
all of this shit that I do I do it for you 
im sorry im tryin my best
I cant give my all if im stuck up in this stupid mess

I'm so stressed 
feeling like shit cause I'm broke and depressed
I just want peace but you cant take a break
stuck in this loop we get mad everyday

skele: 
im tryin me best and you know it, and no im not mad I would show it
I make a bag to just to blow it
I dont wanna leave but im goin
I would give all of it up 
I hate the plays and I hate the come up
its stressin me out
they always want me to be perfect shit makes me nervous 

hate or dont, love me you wont
been here before babe I know how it goes
you know how I feel when you say that 
i’ll be here forever I mean that.

I'M NOT OBSESSED (prod. sorrow bringer)

nova garden

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