Yea youuuu yiu rlly suckk guuuurl yku are queen

u suck & i h8 u (prod. love matt & chris marek)

how
how come i'm never enough?
my friends- keep on telling me it's just bad luck
im in a bit of a rut
misfortune of feelings i mistook for love

and you keep on texting me lately
don't understand why you're calling me "baby"
this isn't temporary, this is for real
you never would listen to how i would feel.

but now-
ur on the edge of the earth, my dear
now
u want us to run and just disappear

but you...

SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

(you really do fuckin blow. and i know i'm too emotional but you?)
[so why are you calling me "baby"? 
the shit that you said, it made me feel like i'm going crazy]

YEA YOU SUCK.

you really- you really suck

YEA YOU SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

suck.

[so why are you calling me "baby"? 
the shit that you said, it made me feel like i'm going crazy]

(you're a piece of shit, fuck you!)

yea, you suck.
yea, you.

u suck & i h8 u (prod. love matt & chris marek)

produced by nowhere valley



and there was a car crash 
and i had seen it with with my own two eyes
and so much time passed
but there i stood
like i was frozen in ice
and time moves so fast 
things are here and then gone the next
and i don’t like that 
the ambulance, it just came and left
i counted four bags
black, opaque 
the very shade of death
so rest in peace to those 
that i once lost
in my bedroom alone i wept

there was a car crash

baseline prod @fleshgolem + @ripwarheart

lyrics:
despite what i say i
i just scrape by
my life on display
but ill only say what they'd like
you got what you wanted but you left me at the baseline
at the baseline
at the baseline 
look me in my face
ive got all the same expressions on me
nothing left to say
cuz all the words you said they've really got me
fucked up but ive been here before
no matter what you say i still come back for more

no matter what you do
i cant block out the view
it wont ever make sense all that you put me through
i cant stay out my way
ive been stuck in a phase 
lifes been monochromatic
all the colours turn grey

love when you tell me im nothing so say it again
played with my heart like a game so play it again
nothing i do could get you out of my head
so please just stay

despite what i say i
i just scrape by
my life on display
but ill only say what they'd like
you got what you wanted but you left me at the baseline
at the baseline
at the baseline 
look me in my face
ive got all the same expressions on me
nothing left to say
cuz all the words you said they've really got me
fucked up but ive been here before
no matter what you say i still come back for more

baseline (prod. flesh + ripwarheart)

prod by caves <3
master @itsseele
@whosvacant


i see refections at the waterfront
hide my face
dont like who ive become 
know u think
i wont amount to much
i still ruin everything i touch
i still ruin everything i touch.

i wish i was better than this
im tired of thinking im worthless
woah
tired of this fleeting feeling
i look at my reflection 
i dont wanna be here 
coz i ruin everything around me
tear it all down
in anger i ruin my image
burnt images on the ground
never been somewhere so sickening
I RUINED EVERTHING 
I RUIN EVERYTHING
I RUIN EVERYTHING 
I RUIN EVERYTHING

whispers around 
was it something i said 
what should i do 
you were my only friend
if it  where my choice 
id be with u instead
ur eyes full with tear drops 
and mine full of dread 

but youd stick it out though 
if you really cared
its not surprising 
just cause and effect
well was it worth just to feel some regret?
typical im just means to an end

i see refections at the waterfront
hide my face
dont like who ive become 
know u think
i wont amount to much
i still ruin everything i touch
i still ruin everything i touch.

ruin w/ vacant

Lyrics:

This shit is something i can't fix
Its something i regret to a really big extent
Its something i don't like
But i don't wanna fight
I'll hold my mouth closed tight
At Least just for the night

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Did I deserve it? I don't know
It's just a mountain in the road
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Anger in my chest, its uncontrolled
I need to climb, don't know where to go
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I think ill do it on my own now
ive been trynna find my own route
lost in circles
ive been, ive been
betting on the wrong move
thought i had it all till i found you
couldnt get enough of the energy
that surrounds you
full house dealt my cards
still raining
days pass but to you my hearts
still pertaining

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Did I deserve it? I don't know
It's just a mountain in the road
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Anger in my chest, its uncontrolled
I need to climb, don't know where to go
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

<3

Dealt My Cards ft. Blospar (p. onidtnom)

prod. shy
#alternativerock #alternative #hoepless #hyperpop #digicore

decompose pt.2

prod. siemspark & hiiidrax
https://open.spotify.com/track/329mKTGRXSwzdh7VbNVrkn?si=7dN3x_B6TjKl0CLmAIgFbA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A699LmLPhDqU2lmrefnPfcJ

there u go ft. 44cats (siemspark)

Dreamsi - Haunted prod. nxietymeds
Mix and master by Dreamsi

𝔗𝔥𝔢𝔰𝔢 𝔤𝔥𝔬𝔰𝔱𝔰 𝔞𝔯𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔶 𝔬𝔫𝔢𝔰 𝔠𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔪𝔢 𝔥𝔬𝔪𝔢  ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

Lyrics:

Lost souls and angels here on my side 
They held my hand while you watched me cry 
Nothing compares to the unknown 
Everybody else leaves when I say go 

Just wanted some permanence in my life 
Someone to rely on but they won’t try 
This house with broken floorboards
Is the only place that feels like home 

Like home (alone) (alone) 

Had this empty chest my whole sad life (yeah)
I don’t need you with your god damn knife now 
Playing games in the dark while I cry
Say you love me but I don’t have the time

I’m haunted 
I’m haunted  

Seeing things that you would surely fear 
Say you don’t believe me well dear 
I know the things they say when you’re not around 

(Oh)
You wouldn’t like that I’ll give it right back 
Stare at yourself in a cracked mirror 
Magic spells they can’t fix your terror 
When your true self is all revealed  

Ghosts been holding my hands for years 
Helped me lose grip on all my fears
Thought I would be truly alone 
Everybody else leaves when I say go 

I’m haunted 
I’m haunted 

l’m haunted 
I’m haunted
Find another sad girl to borrow 
She won’t leave you scared of your shadow 
Drop me here 
And find me tomorrow 

This house with ghosts is the only place that feels like home

I know the things they’ve said to me 
I won’t believe it if you don’t leave
A voice calls out to ease my pain 
Wish that you could do the same 

l’m haunted 
I’m haunted
Find another sad girl to borrow 
She won’t leave you scared of your shadow 
Drop me here 
And find me tomorrow 

Still haunted 
I’m haunted
You can run but darkness won’t go out 
Try your best to keep me to yourself 
And I’ll be surely gone  

These ghosts are the only ones calling me home 

I’m haunted
I’m haunted

©Shipwreck City Records 2023, all rights reserved.

Haunted (prod. nxietymeds)

lyrics// 

youre unbothered when i walk by 
and you only waste my damn time
 i dont think that we can do right 
no chance im not waiting for this green light 

[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle


but ill never say i never let u down 
u were half the reason that i got out of this town
guess ill never get it back huh?
4 months and you left me in the background
aint it funny how we go seprate ways
and we turn right around i swear we never change
and all i wanted was a soul i could save 
u just rot and decay 
six feet inside my grave 
and i would ask you i know u dont listen
if its too much a hassle i’ll go back in the basement
it’s hurt that you’ve discarded the picture that we painted


[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle

[vito]
you call and call
embrace the fall
back to the wall
is where i belong
and i count every second your away
my memory of you has fade to grey

i can pull myself back in real time
lie and say i feel fine 
iv been on a decline 
wish that i could rewind
and take it back to you and i

[pre chorus]
all we ever do is run
and fess up on our broken trust
i wish that i could be the one
iv been tripping on your fucking love

brittle w/ VITO [cxrter]

new rotation w/ decks (cxrter x bended)

lyrics ⬇️ 

thats typical 
wishing for a rainbow by the waterfall
Cuz rn i cant even really think straight
when you look my way i try my best to stand tall
everything i do and everything i say
i think all the things i do just make you frustrate

feelings coming out when i see the lighthouse
which way would you rather see me find out

time out, think i wanna live my life a little more
take pride now in everything i do and what j got in store
ear drums get too loud
i dont hear them walk in
tryna make my parents proud but i dont do it that often

but i would do this another hundred times over again
super cold inside but i need a walk in the wind
I dont wanna try fixing up whats broken for them
need a lullaby so i can go sleep in a tent

Trap door 
get me out this cycle of sin
four walls got me here until i dont give in
or give up
outta luck
used to washing all my cuts
in a rut
oh so what
you got better things above

yea and thats a promise
no tbey dont give a **** bout me
i seen the comments 
yea maybe i do live cheap but i been savin up my money so that i could be free
its not so common but i do know that my people love me

i made a promise then i realized it was too hard to keep
dr pepper and some kettle chips for lunch by the sea
never thought that i could see it where i wanted to be

super beautiful nightgown 
always matched with a sad frown
push on me i wont tap out
lately live in a glass house

u suck & i h8 u (prod. love matt & chris marek)

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