B I P O L A R 2

Life On The Floor (feat. brody) [Prod. yungspoiler x King Theta]

Lyrics

I think imma go to sleep
And I may just be alright
Crushing up another ‘script
I guess there’s a chance I’ll die

Even if I pass away
Imma be the one who flys
When they look up at the stars
I know I’ll be shining bright

I’m not super scared of death
‘Cause I’ve tried it once or twice
Even when I leave this earth, I wont forget to say goodbye

The One Who Flys

w/ @yyuskee 
prod @1ello5k @prod_pk @neohnq

Lyrics :
@whyhaze
pop a pill i might black out 
i've been feeling sick, its still in my head
so tell me just what it is
promise that it's not the end

i feel this pressure
weighing on my shoulders
& now im crying out 4u
hoping that you'll tell the truth
when you see me.. girl what do u think?
honestly i dont think im enough
oh I've been bleeding
I've been crashing down
you dont make a sound
i dont think u careee
u saaid u wld be here
for me, for us
u dont even trust me
i feel like im crashing

@yyuskee
Break me apart but Im still holding on
She wanna take my heart and take my soul
Wanna forget all the shit that I know
I gotta face all these things on my own
Lookin for my purpose
Or I might go insane 
Cant take this pain
Walking in the rain
Ill stay the same
But feelings always change
So tell me if you'll stay

crashing w/ yuske (ello, pk & neohn)

Lyrics:

Right back to where we started
When we weren’t broken hearted
Mutilate my fucking body
Killing me is your god damn hobby

Right back where we left off
It’s such a shame
I know I’m to blame
Will you forget my name, or my face
Just another photograph
That you’ll erase, yeah, woah oh

Right back to where we started
When we weren’t broken hearted
Mutilate my fucking body
Killing me is your god damn hobby

But I still try, to be everything you want
Even though, even though you’re fucking gone

These nights are getting longer
But my bones are getting weaker
Put that knife in my back, like you did
I can’t pretend that I’m fine with what you did

Right back to where we started
When we weren’t broken hearted
Mutilate my fucking body
Killing me is your god damn hobby

Take my body out back to a shallow grave
All these souls are fuckin lost they never decay
And ever since that day I’m just not the same
So you rub it in my face as I suffocate

Now I’m breaking down
No I’m not enough, for you
Or anyone at all

mutilate (grayskies)

i love my boys fr @auburnleavesfall @notkrvys

harming w/ auburnleavesfall + krvys [prod. tores x warheart]

\ lyrics /
noooo i dont know whats wrong
you're fuckin everything up, i never wanted to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

noooo you never tell me wrong
i'm left with all of these texts i ain't responding to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

and she said "don't go, you were my everything"
gave you my heart but then you break it like it's anything
retrace my steps back to you
i'll tell you everything i couldn't do

and you walked away as the leaves would fall
and i reached my arm but you didn't help
and under my skin you'll uncover and hide
the darkest place that i can reside

and i replay the moment when you leave and depart
while i just lay in my bed with open arms
and i don't wanna hurt myself again and again
but it seems like the start of the end

noooo i dont know whats wrong
you're fuckin everything up, i never wanted to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

noooo you never tell me wrong
i'm left with all of these texts i ain't responding to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

too much w/ vislyn [prod. michael harrison]

prod @ddertbag

og: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm1715919

[mei]
(It's Mei!!)

I been stuck in time I don't know where to go
Pick me up, pick me up pick me from the floor
Spiral I'm falling down, down the rabbit hole
いつもいつも always on my own
I feel under the weather, your touch
Makes me feel way better
My heart, you got it dismantled
I don't know, should I rip it off?

I just need directions on what I'm doing wrong
Keep falling for your affections,  damn I can't let go
Thoughts I'm recalling from long time ago
I just can't cope, wish you could've not go, not go

どうかゆるしてくれて (It's all my fault)
愛してくれてありがとう
あなたを絶対に忘れない
Niech ta chwila trwa wiecznie (ty i ja)

Uh, "Let's search for the sky! Only you and I!"
"Let's climb somewhere high, and look for the stars!"
Remember those times? It's always in my mind
I can't move on 'cause of the past, that's why

always (ddertbAg)

"Watch You Leave (feat. Ivri & Brecken)"
Produced by Ocean

 Thank you all who listen

*lyrics*
It's kind of odd watching you be a person I can't recognize but I'm glad you're okay
And I'm not used to the emotional withdrawal, could i get a hug before you drift away?
The winter season how it loves to mock me, I can't be who you need, it’s written all on your face
If awkward silence and a two word answer is the best you can do it's time we go our own ways

Most days, Most nights, I was walking by myself
You took my side, I knew I wanted nothing else
But the clouds move too quickly, I can't stop the weather
Took my heart just to keep it for yourself

Too many nights without you
My brain lacks all the right screws
Time might well be overdue

Why do I make it worse than it has to be
You could let me try
Or I could watch you leave
I could watch you leave
I could watch you leave, me

Never knew love life could be this bad
Crashed out
Put down
I never knew life could be this sad but
Troubled minds think alike

I'd love to think that it's all in my head,
but that's a lie

I heard that you wanted me dead, blocked now and I know it depends
On how I sin with my friends
Blew clouds, and I'll do it again

Wake up, I don't wanna live another day if I don't change up
I hope I change up

Most days, Most nights, I was walking by myself
You took my side, I knew I wanted nothing else
But the clouds move too quickly, I can't stop the weather
Took my heart just to keep it for yourself

Too many nights without you
My brain lacks all the right screws
Time might well be overdue

Watch You Leave w/ Ivri & Brecken (Prod. Ocean)

@qlein

i cant look away
i see ur face
in my mind every day
keep on making the same mistakes
cant bring myself to turn the page
turn the page
i cant leave u behind
cus ill feel homesick
and every step i take takes me farther away from u
so tired of all this bullshit
what we had fades away out of view

take me away and then block me for the same shit you did 
you can tear off my flesh but you wont leave me dead
left me fucked up on the side road 
left home, and i tripped up, and i span back in a spiral 
cuz u left me in denial
now im sick of this distance, go take me home
i cannot go back i know u know
everyone told me ur so and so
( you left me alone, u left me so cold again, u left me alone, u left me so cold again )

out of view

out of view ft. qlein

helloooo prod me hope u like :)

lyrics:
everybody wanna claim that they know but they don't
so i just pay no mind
everybody wanna say they're in love
but they don't have a clue what that's like
i'm just tryna find a way i can cope
take the blade
take the rope
take the dive
everybody wanna say they're alone 
til they are and they know what my life's like

i look in the mirror only feeling i get is disgust
i don't think i'll ever be somebody anyone can trust
i don't think i'll ever find somebody i can love
take another piece of me
i know you're eating me alive
have some decency
god dammit
this isn't how i planned it
tell me something new
tell me i'm being dramatic
i dare you

maybe i
was in the wrong the other time
but i can't decide
if i should go on with my life
or if i should mourn love lost
but i cannot bear that cost
guess that i am scared to fall in love another time
but with you maybe i will have to try
i'm aware that i am a victim of my pride
but with you i feel like i'll never die

i look in the mirror only feeling i get is disgust
i don't think i'll ever be somebody anyone can trust
i don't think i'll ever find somebody i can love
take another piece of me
i know you're eating me alive
have some decency
god dammit
this isn't how i planned it
tell me something new
tell me i'm being dramatic
i dare you

somebody, anybody

lil bit of a harder one, hope u enjoy :)

prod: softscars
mastered: tnvr

LYRICS: 

Are we all the same?
Are we all insane?
Watch me fall and feel no pain
Hear you call, don’t hear my name

Don’t hear you calling out to me
Don’t hear your voice, don’t hear you scream
What’s the point in anything?
What’s the point in anything?
I don’t see the point of talking to you right now
I don’t see a point of even hearing you out
You could make a change but we ain’t on the same page
You could change your face but baby, I don’t care what you say
Can’t stop this game
Can’t end my rage
Can’t break these chains
Can’t shake the shame
You could pull me apart and pick at my brain
Just to find out that we are all insane

Are we all the same?
Are we all insane?
Watch me fall and feel no pain
Hear you call, don’t hear my name

we are all insane

@tnvr555

// geist 
take me home
i’m surrounded by ghosts
i’ve been haunted by my past too long
carry on

there’s no coming back
it’s what i had sworn
and then i saw your face
oh how i adored my
who you were
but you’re not anymore
sire me
make me yours
push me back to the floor
oh

if blood is what you need
you can take it from my veins
cause you know i would die for you
any fucking day
so take all that you want
oh baby, spit in my face
cause you know i’d give all for you
but you won’t do the 
same

// rik 
walking on my grave
there’s not much here we could save, save
cast your hex go on your way, way
woah woah
there’s not much here we could save, save
cast your hex go on your way, way

blood stains on the carpet once again
everyday is just another nightmare
some days i can see your ghost
it’s like i’m not always alone
this whole things like a fever dream
don’t wake me up when the bloods still clean
close your eyes
watch a madman disappear
it’s like you're mesmerized
i know everything you fear
super natural
that hungry look in your eyes
you're so beautiful
i’d kill to have you as mine 

// geist and rik 
if blood is what you need
you can take it from my veins
cause you know i would die for you
any fucking day
so take all that you want
oh baby, spit in my face
cause you know i’d give all for you
but you won’t do the 
same

walking on my grave
there’s not much here we could save, save
cast your hex go on your way, way
woah woah
there’s not much here we could save, save
cast your hex go on your way, way 

WALKING ON MY GRAVE 
THERE'S NOT MUCH WE COULD SAVE 
CAST YOUR HEX GO ON YOUR WAY 
WALKING ON MY GRAVE 
THERE'S NOT MUCH WE COULD SAVE 
CAST YOUR HEX GO ON YOUR WAY

walking on my grave

spotify

walking on my grave w/ revengeinkyoto [tnvr]

prod. blank
lyrics: aren't we all a little terrified?
judging through a blinded eye
i seen what you saw but it wont suffice
it was in my head
but i seen your rose on the cliff edge
gravity would be proud
gravity would be proud
as it locks me in
and pulls me down
my decision was all mine
talk me out? you know im fine
this is what i wanted
this is where the plot ends
bury my bones all thats left
found my home here in the sand.

rose.mp3

Production: me :)
Vocals: @lilxlotus
art: https://twitter.com/lexijohnstonx
Lyrics

I don't think that i'll be fine and I can't do this
It's a struggle every night just to get through it

Look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I can't get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Look me straight in the eye (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) I cant get you out of mind
I cant get you out of mind

(look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?)
My mind
(You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye)
My mind, makes me sick to my stomach I cant get you out of my mind

And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Out Of My Mind (ft. Lil Lotus)

Don't Look Back (You Might Not Like What You See)

🖤🖤🖤
prod. metlast

Lyrics: 
passed time cuts right through my skin 
fifty-one blades cut lines in my skin 
sirens call sweet lies with a death grin (and i'm drowning here with you) 
dull blades run right through my heart 
fifty-one rays of moonlight, black art 
take your last breath, find a hole you can lay in 
(like a sad empty casket) 

carving your headstone, quick cause your dads home  
crashing funerals in all white 
flowers by your name, don't cry we're the same girl 
mournings not the same in daylight 

spending every night alone you're screaming through the telephone 
i don't give a fuck about the boy in your basement 
tell me how you tied him up, his blood just wasn't good enough 
but you're a lying bitch  i found the jars where you saved it 

i know you like when i play dead 
i know you like when i play dead 
you're alone caused you killed your friends and they're haunting you 

passed time cuts right through my skin 
fifty-one blades cut lines in my skin 
sirens call sweet lies with a death grin (and i'm drowning here with you) 
dull blades run right through my heart 
fifty-one rays of moonlight, black art 
take your last breath, find a hole you can lay in 
(like a sad empty casket)  

**crashing funerals 
i'm crashing funerals
crashing funerals, awake the dead  

**crashing funerals 
i'm crashing funerals
crashing funerals, awake the dead 

**(i know you like when i play dead)
(i know you like when i play dead)
(you're alone caused you killed your friends and they're haunting you)

crashing funerals

Prod. Metlast 

Lyrics:
I spent November in a stairway 
Face down getting number every weekday 
I know you fuckin' hate me 
But I'm still sitting by our headstone 
Tommy jeans and broken headphones 
I know we're dyin' lately 
Fuck these stupid love songs 
They say baby hold on, don't you leave 
But she could never really stomach boys like me 
I slit my wrists cause she likes the way I bleed 

Haven't seen your face in a minute now 
I've been falling down and now I'm slipping away (Slipping away) 
What's there to say? (I just wish that I never met you) 
Somewhere I hide, thoughts deep inside 
What's left to do, who am I meant to be? 
You know you'll always be a part of me 
You'll always be a part of me...

I spent November in a stairway 
Face down getting number every weekday 
I know you fuckin' hate me 
But I'm still sitting by our headstone 
Tommy jeans and broken headphones 
I know we're dyin' lately 
Fuck these stupid love songs 
They say baby hold on, don't you leave 

You're slipping away from me
It's getting harder and harder to breath 
Harder and harder to breath...

cemeteries & poloroids (ft. Skele)

lyrics
——————————


*evol*

i gave u my all
& u gave me ur least
i won’t miss u at all
get ur shit & just leave

i knew forever was a lie
the way you'd look me in my eyes
i knew that something was up
with u
& i tried i really did
u took me for granted & i felt like shit
now i never wanna see ur face
fuck u
woah ohhh o-ohhh
a smile on my face when i see u fall
ohhhh ohhh o-ohhhh
& ima hit decline everytime u call

*trechor boy*

yea imma hit u up from a payphone
just to say i hate u
make u sobbin on the way home
what a bitch 
took my shit 
then she dipped
runnin circles round my grave 
now she fuckin with my head
i never really cared about you at all
always getting pissed about shit so small
when youre POV is fucked you aint seeing me clearly
somethings wrong with your instincts 

i need you
to step down
from your pedestal
you think so highly of yourself
its incredible 
take a step back 
i had a flashback
of when you used to be around

*evol*

& now i’m stuck inside my bed
i cant believe u left me for dead

get ur shit & leave w/ trechor boy [prod. wellfed]

thank you for listening 
<3
@irby
@jolst
https://soundcloud.com/trechorboy

so lemme tell you what my life is like 
i stay up till the morning i can’t sleep at night 
i’m always waking up with a teary eye
lie to everyone n say i’m alright 

i’m way too fucking paranoid 
warning signs in my eyes i let my mind destroy 
i hate the feeling that my body gets 
every day i feel the same n i wish i could rest

i’m sick of feeling this anxiety 
worry about when you’ll replace me 
it’s getting hard to feel a heartbeat 
i hate the way that it controls me 

i hate the way that it controls me

trech:
give me until the end of the day to gather up all my things
i don’t know where im going 
or what it might bring
ill get out of your hair for the last time
ill disappear into the past time

i don’t go to sleep until its seven in the morning
its hard to rest easy when you’re mourning
life is like a circle it has no point 
and now im spinning all around in my room to this joint

worry (w/ trechor boy) (prod. irby & jolst)

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