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anxiety

anxiety (lileffort)

with @0arid <3
amazing prod by @k4rson & @hiseph

myself w/ arid (k4rson + seph)

leave me aside w/ angelicxmei (diligence)

i love you
@xtasane
lyrics:
i dont wanna share what i said
you dont gotta know
everday im falling if i dont get you to show

i been stacking up my paper i dont need you now
i wont even do my best no i will make you frown
and if you dont care about me i will put you down
because everyday im falling
i i keep on falling for you
and if it wasnt for trust then i wouldnt have been here to
cause i dont really talk to anyone besides myself
and i know that is not good for my health
but i promise ill get better

play games talk down
i dont really care about you at all
i been trying so hard
to make something go by
i can give you all my sweaters
cause i know you like the weathers
and ill be countin my letters
cause ill always love you

(yeaaaaa)
always love you (always love you)
always love you (always love always love)
always love you (always love you)
always love you

i know you still love me you can never get enough
i i make money now i dont need your fucking love
everyday im falling it just keeps on getting rough
and if you say that you hate me i will take your mask off
i dont know
i dont aaaa
i dont wanna talk
its so hard to be apart
but we have no other options
even tho it hurts to be alone
i could never go and be a clone

moon chaser
go outside erase her
thinkin bout the time we spent
no i cannot hate her

i dont need nobody
i dont need nobody
i dont need nobody
i am happy by myself

(happy by myself) x9

love you (xtasane)

prod @odel007
w/ @385u2

[mei]
you cant keep the promise
you said that u promise me
and i hope that ull keep our secrets
what are we hoping for?
for the better i guess
but its all a mess
so i could just run away
so you wont see me
i could fly to the outer space
to outer space!
u told me u would never change
turn that love to hate
and then i take the blame from u
and i couldve never love but u
it was the times that i never trust but u
and i did it all for u
but i knew i wasnt ever enough for u T-T

[utumiyqcom]
君と添い遂げることはなかった
これは終わり、エンドロール流れるの
君が呪いみたいな声で
耳元で囁く「弱いね」
この呪縛は覚めないままね
(so i could just run away
so you wont see me)
フラッシュバック記憶と戦うの
(i could fly to the outer space
to outer space!)
秘め事仕舞っておいていたのはあたしだけだったんだ
余命も短い関係も最初から無かったことにしよう
「例えば君が言う事
何もないって思うことにするよ」
「そうしたら未来も変れるかな」

promise

promise w/ utumiyqcom (odel)

prod @ddertbag

og: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm1715919

[mei]
(It's Mei!!)

I been stuck in time I don't know where to go
Pick me up, pick me up pick me from the floor
Spiral I'm falling down, down the rabbit hole
いつもいつも always on my own
I feel under the weather, your touch
Makes me feel way better
My heart, you got it dismantled
I don't know, should I rip it off?

I just need directions on what I'm doing wrong
Keep falling for your affections,  damn I can't let go
Thoughts I'm recalling from long time ago
I just can't cope, wish you could've not go, not go

どうかゆるしてくれて (It's all my fault)
愛してくれてありがとう
あなたを絶対に忘れない
Niech ta chwila trwa wiecznie (ty i ja)

Uh, "Let's search for the sky! Only you and I!"
"Let's climb somewhere high, and look for the stars!"
Remember those times? It's always in my mind
I can't move on 'cause of the past, that's why

always (ddertbAg)

@angelicxmei
@miraie

prod: @h1yori / @y4ndere



[angelicxmei]
-

[kairyu]
So tell me, that you won't let go
Cause we're falling in love 'till it's alright
Nothing ever makes sense
You can't face it alone
But I know that it's gonna be alright, but yeah
I can never let you go even if I tried
Tear me into pieces while I watch you fall
And I can’t even escape this feeling
That you really went and lose it all-
So tell me! Will this last forever?
Cause I really can't stop thinking about
How life is when we're not together
Wish that I could be that someone
When I'm falling for you

[angelicxmei]
-

[kairyu]
And I can’t even escape this feeling
That you really went and lose it all

[miraie]
Tell me how much time and chances that I wasted on you
Tell me how you feel when I chose her instead of you
Wish that time could never end, mortal coils unwind
Twilight's hue shined under us, reflect on a wine
Stars collapse, cycles continues under night and days
Dancing under bloodshed, ending feels like School Days
Cold~ nothing stays in place
Return to the silence of oblivion.

[kairyu]
So tell me! Will this last forever?
Cause I really can't stop thinking about
How life is when we're not together
Wish that I could be that someone
When I'm falling for you
So tell me! Will this last forever?
Wish that I could be that someone
When I'm falling for you

Artwork by fztt (Permission granted @miraie)
https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/14751529

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last forever feat. angelicxmei & miraie (hiyori & yandere)

by your side【coldspades angelicxmei sorisu ddertbag】

prod @h1yori

[mei]
lately all i do is search for the warm
remember how i felt, i just felt like a worm
i dont know where i step, just tell me whats going on
ive lost my only friend now its just me against the world

but then i met u at the end, 
u said its going to be fine to be okay
and at this moment, u saved me from my tears, 
u saved me from my fears
i felt like i touched the bliss

are you the one who painted moon?
i wonder cause, u said u would take me there if i wanted
in the sky i remember the shade of blue
and ur silhouette something that i never saw again
open up the sky im spreading my wings so wide
look me in the eyes ill show that i can fly
ill stay by ur side, if i hold ur heart could u hold mine?
higher than the clouds i hope u can catch me if i fall

sky (hiyori)

lil bit of a harder one, hope u enjoy :)

prod: softscars
mastered: tnvr

LYRICS: 

Are we all the same?
Are we all insane?
Watch me fall and feel no pain
Hear you call, don’t hear my name

Don’t hear you calling out to me
Don’t hear your voice, don’t hear you scream
What’s the point in anything?
What’s the point in anything?
I don’t see the point of talking to you right now
I don’t see a point of even hearing you out
You could make a change but we ain’t on the same page
You could change your face but baby, I don’t care what you say
Can’t stop this game
Can’t end my rage
Can’t break these chains
Can’t shake the shame
You could pull me apart and pick at my brain
Just to find out that we are all insane

Are we all the same?
Are we all insane?
Watch me fall and feel no pain
Hear you call, don’t hear my name

we are all insane

@tnvr555

// geist 
take me home
i’m surrounded by ghosts
i’ve been haunted by my past too long
carry on

there’s no coming back
it’s what i had sworn
and then i saw your face
oh how i adored my
who you were
but you’re not anymore
sire me
make me yours
push me back to the floor
oh

if blood is what you need
you can take it from my veins
cause you know i would die for you
any fucking day
so take all that you want
oh baby, spit in my face
cause you know i’d give all for you
but you won’t do the 
same

// rik 
walking on my grave
there’s not much here we could save, save
cast your hex go on your way, way
woah woah
there’s not much here we could save, save
cast your hex go on your way, way

blood stains on the carpet once again
everyday is just another nightmare
some days i can see your ghost
it’s like i’m not always alone
this whole things like a fever dream
don’t wake me up when the bloods still clean
close your eyes
watch a madman disappear
it’s like you're mesmerized
i know everything you fear
super natural
that hungry look in your eyes
you're so beautiful
i’d kill to have you as mine 

// geist and rik 
if blood is what you need
you can take it from my veins
cause you know i would die for you
any fucking day
so take all that you want
oh baby, spit in my face
cause you know i’d give all for you
but you won’t do the 
same

walking on my grave
there’s not much here we could save, save
cast your hex go on your way, way
woah woah
there’s not much here we could save, save
cast your hex go on your way, way 

WALKING ON MY GRAVE 
THERE'S NOT MUCH WE COULD SAVE 
CAST YOUR HEX GO ON YOUR WAY 
WALKING ON MY GRAVE 
THERE'S NOT MUCH WE COULD SAVE 
CAST YOUR HEX GO ON YOUR WAY

walking on my grave

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walking on my grave w/ revengeinkyoto [tnvr]

no insight + ROAR (nightclub20xx)

prod. blank
lyrics: aren't we all a little terrified?
judging through a blinded eye
i seen what you saw but it wont suffice
it was in my head
but i seen your rose on the cliff edge
gravity would be proud
gravity would be proud
as it locks me in
and pulls me down
my decision was all mine
talk me out? you know im fine
this is what i wanted
this is where the plot ends
bury my bones all thats left
found my home here in the sand.

rose.mp3

Production: me :)
Vocals: @lilxlotus
art: https://twitter.com/lexijohnstonx
Lyrics

I don't think that i'll be fine and I can't do this
It's a struggle every night just to get through it

Look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I can't get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Look me straight in the eye (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) I cant get you out of mind
I cant get you out of mind

(look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?)
My mind
(You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye)
My mind, makes me sick to my stomach I cant get you out of my mind

And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Out Of My Mind (ft. Lil Lotus)

@miraie
@kggn
@lb66
@skoolio
@mitsooya

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4G3sIjMzHlc

notes:
original art made by MORNCOLOUR
check them out out here: https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/9429777

(lyrics)

[mitsu]
n im trapped in my own wrld
nothing feels right 
my heads ina twirl
i bloodied up my bed
im sick of tking meds
cnt get u out my head
cnt get u out my head

n im sick of all da bullshit :D
i cnt tke it anymore lol
it's like i'm caught in an endless line of negativity

n i just watch da rain fall
i bang my head on da wall x_x
i cnt answer your calls
im bleeding from my eyeballs T-T
n im hving withdraws
my body's shaking uncaused
i need 2 put life on pause 
i perform then u applaud

[miraie]
standing at da crossroads my mind is altered
constantly struggling im turning monstr#%^1
4matting myself pls let me restate :3
losing faith ya i think that this is my fate

but i wake up feeling sad ;-;
I just want you out my head
cut my vein it's bleeding red
cried all nite ya i'm scared

n i just wait 4 ur call
shawty said she wnna ball
den she ghosts me like shoko :|
i need a girl like kato
n i am hving trauma
feel like im monokuma
setting up holy grail wars
fate/stay night rin tohsaka (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rin_Tohsaka)

prehook

[kuru]
n evry day i wnna strangle myself 
think it's fine but it's not ok
n i just rly hate 2 live like this :(
but thts just how it fuckn is 
n its stayed that way 
got a feeling in my stomach 
i just can't seem 2fight it

fly away frm here 
no, i dnt wnna live like this
n its clear that i hate it 
but i cn nevr face it
(I just want u back in my arms)

hook

fate/endless line +miraie kuru (lb66、skoolio)

A L L I D O I S R E P O S T
hope to produce something of my own someday

I (un)follow back

always (ddertbAg)

angelicxmei.

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