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@coldspades
@angelicxmei
@ihateukidu

(may)
ive been reaching out for u
but its not getting better dont know what to do 
ur my warmth js like a sweater 
hope we see it thru
i cant seem to forget her 
be there in any weather 
it was something we could never be

echoes of our love 
although its the past js kno i tried my best for u for u
and do u 
even think about me now that its all gone

twist me break me into pieces 
dont understand why i cant get the meaning
i was always searching for a new connection
i found that within u but u left me abandoned

(coldspades)
i feel so broken down
i feel so hopeless now
dont wanna hear a sound
can you please get me out
tell me if you need me if its vital
i dont wanna see i'll keep my eyes closed
lately it feels like im going psycho
i cant seem to change stuck in a cycle 

(mei)
and i just be falling down the spiral
love u but we always seem to fight uhh
and its always been a struggle
always been a mess
put my feelings in the bottle
i should take a step back
cuz we are far away
why u always say its okay
but its not okay
its to the point when its hurting me 
like everyday
always acting like 
u dont see me struggling

echoes of our love +coldspades & angelicxmei (kidu)

angelicxmei - attached (rmx)

@owtiss
@angelicxmei
@yashio20k

instagram.com/owtiss1/
instagram.com/angelicxmei/
instagram.com/yashio20k/

[@owtiss]
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself

[@angelicxmei]
u told me that u need to get right
oh no, that meant that sth bad might happen
ure putting all my shit in bad light
like, am i really the bad guy?
at first i thought that we were meant to be
but now im crying loud
im wiping all my tears
i dont even have words for u to say
i just really wish that u couldve stay w me

uuuh all the shit i couldve done but im not enough
all the shit i couldve change but im not enough
ure just messing with my brain and its never fun

be urself w/ angelicxmei (yashio)

I just wanna know who is in my room
Shawty just said “hikikomori kid is cool”
You know, sometimes I talking with a moon
I just wanna know who is in my room
They just keep laughing
But I don’t really give a care
Whole lotta stars are shine
Mou kamisama, tasukete
I just wanna know who is in my room
I’m fucking love my life cause ama break the rules

Tomorrow will be better than today I promise
You yourself know that you won’t come here
I feel so cold, when my heart bleedin

(Social phobia, anxiety)

Me and my mental
Yeah, we dancin all night
We're already done, are you still staying?
I need to slow down like Sandevistan
I’m smokin in Night City, Hikka - cyberpunk

I just wanna know who is in my room
Shawty just said “hikikomori kid is cool”
You know, sometimes I talking with a moon
I just wanna know who is in my room
They just keep laughing 
But I don’t really give a care
Whole lotta stars are shine
Mou kamisama, tasukete
I just wanna know who is in my room
I’m fucking love my life cause ama break the rules

Alone

Alone (Speed Up)

thank you @angelicxmei @glitter_throat for featuring <3

prod me and @1-shrine

on spotify :)

i can be a villain too w/ angelicxmei & glitterthroat (prod. me + shrine)

cold

miraie - cold +angelicxmei

prod @kggn

[mei]
i think i had enough i just been through much and now i realize
analyse clear my vision now i see ur stupid lies
in ur eyes i see it in ur eyes u cannot fool me twice
traumatized i think im traumatized u cannot heal me

blood & despair, lost in my head 
no im not the same, rot in my bed
do my best u dont seem to care
keep it all inside like every single day

it lost its taste just like a chewing gum
why i cant just spit it out?
ur words keep on hurting me like knife
going in and out
i trace my heart i keep it safe & sound

if im being honest its not what i wanted
spojrz na moje dlonie, cale sa czerwone
czemu nie gadamy o tym jak temu zapobiec?
moze chcemy pobiec, kazdy w swoja strone?

i can feel it through veins, paralyzed
cant scream through my pain
do or die noo this is not a game
ask me if im fine im not okay

i dont know what the cause is
"thats just how it is"
ill wait a 1000 days i promise
i want u to be honest with me
u dont want it, i see
i feel nauses, i bleed
down to my knees

vision (kuru)

prod @ddertbag

og: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm1715919

[mei]
(It's Mei!!)

I been stuck in time I don't know where to go
Pick me up, pick me up pick me from the floor
Spiral I'm falling down, down the rabbit hole
いつもいつも always on my own
I feel under the weather, your touch
Makes me feel way better
My heart, you got it dismantled
I don't know, should I rip it off?

I just need directions on what I'm doing wrong
Keep falling for your affections,  damn I can't let go
Thoughts I'm recalling from long time ago
I just can't cope, wish you could've not go, not go

どうかゆるしてくれて (It's all my fault)
愛してくれてありがとう
あなたを絶対に忘れない
Niech ta chwila trwa wiecznie (ty i ja)

Uh, "Let's search for the sky! Only you and I!"
"Let's climb somewhere high, and look for the stars!"
Remember those times? It's always in my mind
I can't move on 'cause of the past, that's why

always (ddertbAg)

@angelicxmei
@miraie

prod: @h1yori / @y4ndere



[angelicxmei]
-

[kairyu]
So tell me, that you won't let go
Cause we're falling in love 'till it's alright
Nothing ever makes sense
You can't face it alone
But I know that it's gonna be alright, but yeah
I can never let you go even if I tried
Tear me into pieces while I watch you fall
And I can’t even escape this feeling
That you really went and lose it all-
So tell me! Will this last forever?
Cause I really can't stop thinking about
How life is when we're not together
Wish that I could be that someone
When I'm falling for you

[angelicxmei]
-

[kairyu]
And I can’t even escape this feeling
That you really went and lose it all

[miraie]
Tell me how much time and chances that I wasted on you
Tell me how you feel when I chose her instead of you
Wish that time could never end, mortal coils unwind
Twilight's hue shined under us, reflect on a wine
Stars collapse, cycles continues under night and days
Dancing under bloodshed, ending feels like School Days
Cold~ nothing stays in place
Return to the silence of oblivion.

[kairyu]
So tell me! Will this last forever?
Cause I really can't stop thinking about
How life is when we're not together
Wish that I could be that someone
When I'm falling for you
So tell me! Will this last forever?
Wish that I could be that someone
When I'm falling for you

Artwork by fztt (Permission granted @miraie)
https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/14751529

Spotify 🎐

last forever feat. angelicxmei & miraie (hiyori & yandere)

prod @h1yori

[mei]
lately all i do is search for the warm
remember how i felt, i just felt like a worm
i dont know where i step, just tell me whats going on
ive lost my only friend now its just me against the world

but then i met u at the end, 
u said its going to be fine to be okay
and at this moment, u saved me from my tears, 
u saved me from my fears
i felt like i touched the bliss

are you the one who painted moon?
i wonder cause, u said u would take me there if i wanted
in the sky i remember the shade of blue
and ur silhouette something that i never saw again
open up the sky im spreading my wings so wide
look me in the eyes ill show that i can fly
ill stay by ur side, if i hold ur heart could u hold mine?
higher than the clouds i hope u can catch me if i fall

sky (hiyori)

mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o6J_fUTYn1I

with the cut it's on my wrist
yeah our love it's not exist
how you ever you fall to me
live my life a misery
with the cut it's on my wrist
yeah our love it's not exist
how you ever you fall to me
live my life a misery

i just wanna feel something so new omg
the burden, the pain yeah it hurt me inside
using up all the pills and I kno it's not right
i don't know how to feel when I fall to your lies 

I've been stuck, no more
don't know where to go
I've been on my own
yeah it's been so long
yeah I tried to change
but it won't even work
can't get up
I'm just falling down

with the cut it's on my wrist
yeah our love it's not exist
how you ever you fall to me
live my life a misery
with the cut it's on my wrist
yeah our love it's not exist
how you ever you fall to me
live my life a misery

i just wanna feel something so new omg
the burden, the pain yeah it hurt me inside
using up all the pills and I kno it's not right
i don't know how to feel when I fall to your lies
i just wanna feel something so new omg
the burden, the pain yeah it hurt me inside
using up all the pills and I kno it's not right
i don't know how to feel when I fall to your lies

##TANAHMELAYUGANG

something new

something new (@vvvl3nty + @indrasarrow_prod) MV OUT!!

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@angelicxmei

feelings for u idk why
when i see u i get tongue tied 
i cant look u in the eyes 
u make my head spin 

i dont ever wna be 
without u next to me 
can we sit here awhile only me and u together 
in the breeze ohh

do u see me how i see u 
at night im laying awake 
cuz its u on my brain againn
i live for ur touch 
are we falling in love 
i dont ever wna be

i dont ever wna be 
without u next to me 
can we sit here awhile only me and u together 
in the breeze ohh

so js tell me tell me twice
cuz u kno that ur my light
ill hold on to ur heart wont let up 
cuz u kno i want this forever 

forever yours js take my hand today 
bc u had me at hello 
make my knees like jello
whenever i see your face 
if only u knew 
im starting to like u too
u too x4

i dont ever wanna be without u (angelicxmei)

prod mix art - me. its just a part of, unfinished yet ,,

hoped2

prod @y4ndere

lyrics:

me:

𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥, 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥
𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥
𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳
𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳

it's so cold no, i don't wanna go
you don't want me anymore
i don't wanna be alone
my hearts frozen
i don't wanna be here anymore
i've been stuck inside my head
i don't wanna let you go

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better
i thought that it would get better

𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘻𝘦𝘯
𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯
𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦
𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸
𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘪 𝘨𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳
𝘪 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦, 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳

i don't understand, it was my heart that you shattered
yeah, you broke me down, you know i was severed
remember all the times that we would laugh together
i really thought that we would be forever

wasted tears on the floor
i don't want to cryyy
said you want to leave
miss the older times

𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘪𝘪𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘦

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better

my hearts frozen
put me in a lockdown
thought it was the right time
but i guess it's not now
its so cold i gave you my sweater
i thought that we, would get better

sweater (prod. yandere)

thank you @angelicxmei for featuring much love <3

prod me & @xternalz

lyrics:

me!

you know that it feels right
with you laying by my side
let my tears drop to the ground
let them all out its alright
yeah we'll be fine

yeah my heart is going cold
you dont want me
i gave you my sweater yeah
it was all for nothing
always do my best
just so i can make it right
you don't even love me
u know it was all a lie

i really start to wonder
should i even bother
yeah you broke my heart
and now its in the gutter
you saved me from all of my fears
im dreaming to thoughts of you being here

@angelicxmei

i want u so please just look in my eyes
i told u we both stood under the sky
i wanna laugh with u i wanna find the truth
i wanna make a move dont make my feelings blue

my heart is getting colder,  so come a little closer
i want u by my shoulder dont make me feel like its over!

cold w/ angelicxmei (prod. me + xternalz)

dm me for feat or song mixing @1sunsuu

also I love my girlfriend <3 :d

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@extwenty
@slaughterrrcore

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