20 years later this torment will never end

just one more lie then I fall all I told him I was ok when I wasnt  I just faked smile

gym 2.0

If u walked in my skin
Youll Feel the jail
embed, it feels
Like Eternal ache
Stuff me in
Its beautiful 
Let Me out
just like he did
 
the doll i thought i lost
i left it at the dance
when we drove we crashed
it flew right out my hands
us two we act as one
i wish we never did
its all his fucking fault
he thought that i was him

life imitates life

everything written, recorded, produced, mixed, and mastered by me

wonder if you care

Lyrics:

I thought i told you what i need

Forever yours what's wrong with me

Losing myself why can't you see

I’m begging for you to hear me

I’m begging for you to hear me

I'm giving up on you and me

Just like a bird with broken wings

Im good as dead i'll never be

The one for you why can't i see

Im begging for you to love me

Im begging for you to love me


prod. grayskies

unknown feelings

[Verse 1]
Realize
Don’t cry

[Chorus]
Don’t you realize 
I see all the lies
(Yeah)

[Verse 2]
You loved me?
It was all gone into the night
You left me
It was not the best thing
Had a feeling something’s not right
Always here alone

[Chorus]
Don’t you realize 
I see all the lies
Don’t you realize 
I see all the lies

Realize

Lyrics:

Just one more lie and then I fall

Don’t play pretend you had it all

I’d kill for you dont even start

Dancing alone all in the dark

I’m hurting im hurting i wish you were dead

Don’t reach out my hand ill stab you instead

You said you wont hurt me, now look what you did

I’ll pretend i don't need no help, but i said I need you bad

scars

https://www.tiktok.com/@thorfinnssaga/video/7241263519541234971?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7178989810966840837

you've changed so much thorfinn x in my head - bedroom

Lyrics:

Show me, I’m the one you want

Say it slow, show me how you love

Show me how you love

I can not breathe, the waves are crashing onto me

Show me how you love

Falling, into my memories 

Where we were deeply in love

Our past can see, how we were meant to be

Show me how you love 

I can not breathe, the waves are crashing onto me

Show me how you love

Falling, into my memories 

Where we were deeply in love

savior (prod. Noah Birch)

Last Phone Call.

Pandora

Your face

Four Walls

produced by malcriado 

lyrics:

oh to feel your hands run through my hair again 
to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?


I can’t forget 
you know that it’s killing me inside
cuz it should’ve been me instead that night
wonder if they’ll remember me when I die
but we’ll never know 

to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?

skin

my personal favorite off the EP

produced by waves

lyrics:

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
won’t let me go

I don’t wanna talk about it
I feel it wrap it’s arms around
Put its hands over my mouth
Feel the need to scream and shout
But when I try it won’t come out

Would anybody hear me?
Would anybody hear me if i tried?
If I’m screaming for my life
When I’m needing for a sign
Can you show me it’s alright?

Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
Won’t let me go
(x2)

let me go

tower of memories

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Lyrics:

You
Kept me in the queue I'm the second dude
I'm
In a different mood I might break a thing or two
Why
Did you stab me in the back I wish it wasn't true
But if our
Love wasn't a heart attack I'd leave it all to you
You kept me in the queue I'm the second dude
I'm
In a different mood I might break a thing or two
Why
Did you stab me in the back I wish it wasn't true
But if our
Love wasn't a heart attack I'd leave it all to you

I'd leave it all to you
I'd leave it all to you
I'd leave it all to you
I'd leave it all

You
Kept me in the queue I'm the second dude
I'm
In a different mood I might break a thing or two
Why
Did you stab me in the back I wish it wasn't true
But if our
Love wasn't a heart attack I'd leave it all to you
You kept me in the queue I'm the second dude
I'm
In a different mood I might break a thing or two
Why
Did you stab me in the back I wish it wasn't true
But if our
Love wasn't a heart attack I'd leave it all to you

I killed my old self, can't have him back
Quit saving me a spot, whatever you got planned
Been in this line I can hardly stand
I don't understand how you could be such a high demand

You
Kept me in the queue I'm the second dude
I'm
In a different mood I might break a thing or two
Why
Did you stab me in the back I wish it wasn't true
But if our
Love wasn't a heart attack I'd leave it all to you
You kept me in the queue I'm the second dude
I'm
In a different mood I might break a thing or two
Why
Did you stab me in the back I wish it wasn't true
But if our
Love wasn't a heart attack I'd leave it all to you

I'd leave it all to you
I'd leave it all to you
I'd leave it all to you
I'd leave it all

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