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Lyrics:

i am so sick of this
i dont want to get out of bed
im tired as shit
i wanna quit 
put the blade to my wrist
nobody cares
im alone and im scared
i just burst out in tears
im fucked in the head
id rather be dead 
just lay me to rest
im in so much pain
ive been drinking away
to keep myself sane
mmmmm
mmmmm
im tired as shit
i wanna quit 
put the blade to my wrist
nobody cares
im alone and im scared
i just burst out in tears
im fucked in the head
id rather be dead 
just lay me to rest
im in so much pain
ive been drinking away
to keep myself sane

Death Is Fate

tired (misery)

Hilary Duff w/ Spooky Raevn (okayjml)

The problem's that i miss u when u go to sleep
It hurts me to know that you're far away from me
I'm grinding as i hope you get a peaceful rest
Life gets hectic but i couldn't care less

x2

I don't want fame i just wanna get paid
I hate this life my sky is always grey
I know you're at home when i'm dodgin the jakes
All them opps really want me dead

They brought their guns in front of our place
It led to violence cuz they couldn't follow the pace
My love is a drug but it can be laced
I'm living like everything is a race

I went thru a lot
I had to do a lot
Things i can't talk about
They all let me down

I forget all the bad things when i talk to u
Spending time with u is all i wanna do
I could say i don't miss u but u know the truth
I don't wanna get clingy but u know the thing is that ....

The problem's that i miss u when u go to sleep
It hurts me to know that you're far away from me
I'm grinding as i hope you get a peaceful rest
Life gets hectic but i couldn't care less

x2

Just woke up in the middle of the night
I'm out there and i really wanna die
I'm waiting for you to come back
So i'm just making even more songs

I hate myself and i hate this life
i'm seeing you in some of my dreams
i remember the old me was filled with fright 
But with thime i learned nothing's as it seems

I might fill up a cup, i might get really drunk
I might fuck my health but i don't give a fuck
I like to wast them all when i'm making efforts
What's the point my head still hurts ?

I'm talking to my family bout my scars
And bout the fact i hate it when i lack
The world's too slow it's like everything lags
Girl why the fuck do i still wanna die ?

imy (prod. splashgvng)

You don't see me no more
I'm away with her i swore
Walking without a doubt
I know all your ways inside out

You don't see me no more
I'm away with her i swore
Walking without a doubt
I know all your ways inside out

Make it challenging, life can't be that easy
But if you get worried i'll be here cuz you need me
I always hear the same speeches from the same leeches
They're taking my insides and tearing em to pieces

You should know I don't really need that anymore
Being jealous of every move of the ones i love
You're leaving me bleeding on the floor
And you don't care bout what i become

You don't see me no more
I'm away with her i swore
Walking without a doubt
I know all your ways inside out

You don't see me no more
I'm away with her i swore
Walking without a doubt
I know all your ways inside out

inside out

inside out (sketchmyname)

+ @ihatekoju

[noxiousnights]
Shut the fuck up I've been there
Pressure's getting to my head
U don't know the liters i bled
How many times I've been fucked up in bed

I've been dying to do my best
I don't care about the rest
I've been playing life like it's a game
Feeling like I'm the one to blame

LIKE FUCK I'VE BEEN UP
BITCH FILL UP MY CUP
I'VE SEEN SO MANY DRUGS
IVE BEEN SO OUTTA LOVE

I'VE BEEN GETTING DRUNK
THINKING THAT THIS LIFE SUCKS
NOW I'M GETTING TO THE BUCKS
STARE AT THE WALL LIKE WHAT THE FUCK

[koju]
BITCH DO NOT TALK TO ME 
I WILL FUCK YOU UP INSIDE
I WILL FUCKIN FRY YOUR MIND
IF YOU OVERDOSE ILL BE FINE
GOTH GIRLS AND I INTERTWINE
THEY NEED ME IN THEY LIFE
THEY ALREADY STUCK TO ME
THEY WILL NEVER LET ME LEAVE
BITCH IM WHITE IM ADDICTIVE LIKE COCAINE
YOU THINK I TAKE  THE PAIN
BUT I LOVE TO SEE YOU WHEN YOURE HURT
EACH DAY I WONDER HOW I CAN MAKE YOU WORSE
TOO MUCH OF ME WILL PUT YOU IN A HEARSE
ITS TOO LATE NO TIME FOR A NURSE

stare at the wall

stare at the wall + koju (majzkluani)

I'm looking at my reflection asking "who it is"
It's hard to answer when they ask me how i feel
I'm scared to make em scared saying how i've been
i've seen death and i stared right in her eyes

I'd point it to my head if you passed me the ak
I'm moving too fast you don't wanna stay on my way
I live life to it's fullest cuz it could be my last day
Life taught me you have to fall in love with the pain

Make sacrifices or you're sacrificing success
I worked more than anyone and they'd talk about coincidence

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me yeah i'm not having fun
Traumas looking for me, i've been on the run

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, I'm not having fun
My traumas looking for me yeah i've been on the run

Heart's racing with everything you say
I still remember your lyrics about me
But everything is so hard to understand
I know you the best but i still don't get it

I might just ghost em all they won't hear of me again
Stay where you are, i don't really care

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

I didn't hear your voice for so long
So i hope you will hear mine in this song
But i know i'm a lost cause, because

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

On The Run

Sunsets

Toad

will I make it? (feat. Madisyn Nichols) (prod. elzio)

Fall

Fall (Ft. Yokai Dreams)

Out of Sight.mp3

🌙 produced for wstdyth, seejayxo, 
Kenny Orlando, emptychest & astral
🌙 member of ⏳@timeless-archive & 👻@ghxstcollective

*SINCE AUGUST 2021*

🥀 i quit university and left my hometown to have every chance to get to my goals

⛓️ from depressed and suicidal in a small town 
⛓️ to fighting for my survival in a bad place.

for collabs > noxiousnights#6098

contact / send beats to : noxiousnights.music@gmail.com

inside out (sketchmyname)

noxiousnights🌙

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