I did everything to get where I am
Put hella things i loved in the back

TOO MANY SACRIFICIES
I CAN NEVER GO BACK DOWN
THIS LIFE WAS MEANT FOR ME
THATS THE ONLY WAY TO FEEL HAPPY
x2

They were playing with my body
Throwing that shit on the floor
Twenty people tryna hurt me
But I don't care no more

I took a blade and threatened them
To feel what i feel in my bed
Can never forget the blood i shed
They can never do a thing again

TOO MANY SACRIFICIES
I CAN NEVER GO BACK DOWN
THIS LIFE WAS MEANT FOR ME
THATS THE ONLY WAY TO FEEL HAPPY
x2

I didn't have money to eat
Doing it alone when i did it
I had holes on all my kicks
Now guess who got them digits ?

I'm broke but it's temporary
You don't know what's gonna happen
I know i aint go any doubt
I can never go back down

I Can Never Go Back Down (IOF)

LYRICS:

Running out of time
Stuck in the past I can’t escape from my mind
Filled with anxiety, I try to realize 
that I’ll be alright
If I keep my cool 
And don’t fall behind 

I just want it all
But I’m surrounded got my back against the wall
My insecurities are turning me dull 
Duck my head and crawl 
While I try my best
To ignore them all


Don’t think I really cared anyway 

I never really cared anyway 


Sick of making bets
kicked out of school for terroristic bomb threats
yeah I’m a criminal, your typical mess
To my neck in stress
All my sense burned out
Feel like I’m undead

Heart inside my mouth
I chewed it up and then I spit it back out
Check my mortality, normality is doubt
From the inside out
Just sedate that voice
When it gets too loud

Indifferent - Single

Indifferent (prod. Okamicide)

stressed out (metlast)

MOM JEANS! W/ CARLBY (dead yami)

instagram.com/jadedloner
____
Lyrics
i gotta wait on you
just to be myself
i dont me know at all
i hate this hell
and u so damn cool
wish that i could be just like u 
yeah u rule
u my queen ill build a castle
i gotta blade on me 
that u cannot see 
i got sum weight on me 
we talking pack homie
lets run it back homie 
i gotcha ho on me 
im so sorry 
i gottta wait on you
i gotta be myself
 gotta make it back 
inside my house
needa act real cool
but u know that im lying
imma stay strong 
but my mind stay so violent
i gotta blade on me 
that u cannot touch
yeah i do my drugs
but it aint a rush 
in comparison to u my bud mid
and to be honest its u i miss
i gotta wait on you
just to be myself
i dont me know at all
i hate this hell
and u so damn cool
wish that i could be just like u 
yeah u rule
u my queen ill build a castle
crying out my eyes rn
 my mental been down
i have seen things i wish would go away 
they live me w 
cant get my brain off u 
and i think its all my fualt
cant stop the dreams of u 
and im bouncing off the walls
i gotta blade on me 
that u cannot see 
i got sum weight on me 
we talking pack homie
lets run it back homie 
i gotcha ho on me 
im so sorry 
i gottta wait on you
i gotta be myself
 gotta make it back 
inside my house
needa act real cool
but u know that im lying
imma stay strong 
but my mind stay so violent
bouncing off the walls for ur love bitch
i would die hard like im bruce willis
and i got stacks like im fucking bruce wayne
you could call me batman but you know im fly babe
and ion got no cape
but we rocking bathing ape
im drinkin only dirty
its this sizzurp keep me sane
im just count this money and i do it all day
im not tryna be reckless but im not tryna be safe
i gotta blade on me 
that u cannot see 
i got sum weight on me 
we talking pack homie
lets run it back homie 
i gotcha ho on me 
im so sorry 
i gotta wait on you
just to be myself
i dont me know at all
i hate this hell
and u so damn cool
wish that i could be just like u 
yeah u rule
u my queen ill build a castle
i gotta blade on me 
that u cannot touch
yeah i do my drugs
but it aint a rush 
in comparison to u my bud mid
and to be honest its u i miss
i gotta wait on you
just to be myself
i dont me know at all
i hate this hell
and u so damn cool
wish that i could be just like u 
yeah u rule
u my queen ill build a castle

Blade On Me [irby]

[Hook]
You don't care 
I don't mind
Say I've broken your heart but don't try to come back

You were there ?
No you weren't
Say it's my fault but you got me down bad

[Verse]
We were never meant to be
But you tried to have me
So all you got was that spleen

You played with my mind
You took me all of my time
You lied to yourself

Don't be jealous of a girl I don't give a fuck about
You were tryna get my trust but all you did was doubt

[Chorus]
You don't care 
I don't mind
Say I've broken your heart but don't try to come back

You were there ?
No you weren't
Say it's my fault but you got me down bad

I don't even have a friend
So who are you tryna be jealous of ?
My heart is worst than it was
Will you haunt me till the end ?

[Verse]
Mon cœur t'as oublié
Mais t'as brisé mon âme
Et c'est pas réparable

J'ressens de moins en moins
Mais j't'en voudrai pas
Je devais m'y attendre

Cache la souffrance
Personne saura si tu la gardes pour toi même

Rejoins ma danse
C'est ensemble qu'on ira en enfer

Ouais prends mon âme
Prends même ma vie tant que t'y es
Tu veux ma mort
Pourquoi ressens-tu autant de haine

J'ai tant de choses sur le cœur
J'irai voir la faucheuse sans son accord
Tu n'me comprends pas
C'est autour de mon cou que j'passerai la corde

[Chorus]
You don't care 
I don't mind
Say I've broken your heart but don't try to come back

You were there ?
No you weren't
Say it's my fault but you got me down bad

I don't even have a friend
So who are you tryna be jealous of ?
My heart is worst than it was
Will you haunt me till the end ?

[Post-Chorus]
Say I've broken your heart but don't try to come back
Say it's my fault but you got me down bad

DOWN BAD

DOWN BAD!

DOWN BAD! (GAXILLIC)

waking up with the ghost of me 

prod. dead yami
feat. davidjohnson of getbent.
m&m horosha 

pls show love to the homies! love u ♥️

the seams that kept u stitched feat. david johnson of getbent. (p. dead yami)

8bitDUNGEON (neospace)

Bruiser


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glass dreams

🌙 produced for wstdyth, seejayxo, 
Kenny Orlando, emptychest & astral
🌙 member of ⏳@timeless-archive & 👻@ghxstcollective

*SINCE AUGUST 2021*

🥀 i quit university and left my hometown to have every chance to get to my goals

⛓️ from depressed and suicidal in a small town 
⛓️ to fighting for my survival in a bad place.

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