damn this is so fucking cool, i already thought it was amazing but when you sing both english and french i lose my shit this is so fire

Fire, diamonds on my mind ya baby I will find

j'aime bien ton style mon reuf surtout pour grandir dans les Soundcloud game alors qu'on est français mdrr, bonne chance à toi mon reuf ! 

I did everything to get where I am
Put hella things i loved in the back

TOO MANY SACRIFICIES
I CAN NEVER GO BACK DOWN
THIS LIFE WAS MEANT FOR ME
THATS THE ONLY WAY TO FEEL HAPPY
x2

They were playing with my body
Throwing that shit on the floor
Twenty people tryna hurt me
But I don't care no more

I took a blade and threatened them
To feel what i feel in my bed
Can never forget the blood i shed
They can never do a thing again

TOO MANY SACRIFICIES
I CAN NEVER GO BACK DOWN
THIS LIFE WAS MEANT FOR ME
THATS THE ONLY WAY TO FEEL HAPPY
x2

I didn't have money to eat
Doing it alone when i did it
I had holes on all my kicks
Now guess who got them digits ?

I'm broke but it's temporary
You don't know what's gonna happen
I know i aint go any doubt
I can never go back down

I Can Never Go Back Down (IOF)

stressed out (metlast)

MOM JEANS! W/ CARLBY (dead yami)

a song about my dad. our relationship, growing up, his health issues. it's a song about losing someone you never really had in the first place. 
i hope shit gets better for you, whoever you are, reading this.


i love you, and it hurts (prod. ross gossage & ayoley beats)

[Hook]
You don't care 
I don't mind
Say I've broken your heart but don't try to come back

You were there ?
No you weren't
Say it's my fault but you got me down bad

[Verse]
We were never meant to be
But you tried to have me
So all you got was that spleen

You played with my mind
You took me all of my time
You lied to yourself

Don't be jealous of a girl I don't give a fuck about
You were tryna get my trust but all you did was doubt

[Chorus]
You don't care 
I don't mind
Say I've broken your heart but don't try to come back

You were there ?
No you weren't
Say it's my fault but you got me down bad

I don't even have a friend
So who are you tryna be jealous of ?
My heart is worst than it was
Will you haunt me till the end ?

[Verse]
Mon cœur t'as oublié
Mais t'as brisé mon âme
Et c'est pas réparable

J'ressens de moins en moins
Mais j't'en voudrai pas
Je devais m'y attendre

Cache la souffrance
Personne saura si tu la gardes pour toi même

Rejoins ma danse
C'est ensemble qu'on ira en enfer

Ouais prends mon âme
Prends même ma vie tant que t'y es
Tu veux ma mort
Pourquoi ressens-tu autant de haine

J'ai tant de choses sur le cœur
J'irai voir la faucheuse sans son accord
Tu n'me comprends pas
C'est autour de mon cou que j'passerai la corde

[Chorus]
You don't care 
I don't mind
Say I've broken your heart but don't try to come back

You were there ?
No you weren't
Say it's my fault but you got me down bad

I don't even have a friend
So who are you tryna be jealous of ?
My heart is worst than it was
Will you haunt me till the end ?

[Post-Chorus]
Say I've broken your heart but don't try to come back
Say it's my fault but you got me down bad

DOWN BAD

DOWN BAD!

DOWN BAD! (GAXILLIC)

Whisky in a Cup (Kori x Yago)

Lyrics:
do the same shit every fucking day
everything sucks damn I hate my life 
do the same thing everyday every night 
sleep school work it’s a sequence 
these people are so damn annoyin
all these fuckers talk and do without knowin
the consequences of their words and actions 
they all wanna be something they ain’t preachin

Sequence (emptychest)

waking up with the ghost of me 

prod. dead yami
feat. davidjohnson of getbent.
m&m horosha 

pls show love to the homies! love u ♥️

the seams that kept u stitched feat. david johnson of getbent. (p. dead yami)

toxic [kt3lly]

Lyrics:

You mesmerize me
Every day and every night
I stay up wide awake
My conscience is breaking
And I don’t know why
Life is like an empty glass
But I guess it’s honest
For what is to face me

Why can’t I do things right
And you know that it’s difficult
Why can’t you see my face
That I’m sad and that you know it

All the way from anywhere
It comes to my intention
My life is my mistake
And I’m one that’s to blame
So I can’t close my eyes
It’s up and stapled wide
The numbness is crushing
Well nothing is fading out

Why can’t I do things right
And you know that it’s difficult
Why can’t you see my face
That I’m sad and that you know it

isolation sessions

i'm sad & you know it [+boyfifty]

(Verse 1)

I’ve been thinking about you all night,
Girl, I’m restless.
I know that I’m running out of time,
And I’ll bet this—
That after I go and meet my demise,
And when I’m headless,
You’ll be there right by my side,
I know you won’t forget this.

My shattered pieces lay everywhere,
I’m a bastard for reasons
That I could never care for.
Don’t have any patience, slam that damn door.
It’s the end of my life, I wish that I had more.
Wake up next time—
Like, have I been here before?
Wake up next time—
Like, have I been before?

⸻

(Chorus)

I live in a god damn dream,
I’m in this all-black beam.
Bump that fucking Lil Peep,
Send me back, we can repeat.
If you know what this fucking means,
Then you’re right there next to me.
You can go and lie to me,
Act like we don’t have to bleed.

⸻

(Hook)

All my friends are dying,
I don’t know what to do.
You can’t stop me from crying,
I know what’s next when I got nothing to lose.

⸻

(Verse 2)

So what’s this song about?
A high, but there’s no coming down.
You lied, so please don’t come around.
It’s not right, we can’t find common ground.
You people who go down a common route,
I talked my shit, am I famous now?

I can’t save a god damn soul,
I’ll be alone when I’m old.
This is what I was fucking told,
Way before I hit this world.
I’m feeling sick,
I’m ’bout to hurl.
I hate this shit,
I’m ’bout to burn.
When will I get my turn?
Is it bad that I hate this earth?
I just don’t have any worth.
This is my god damn curse.

⸻

(Chorus)

I live in a god damn dream,
I’m in this all-black beam.
Bump that fucking Lil Peep,
Send me back, we can repeat.
If you know what this fucking means,
Then you’re right there next to me.
You can go and lie to me,
Act like we don’t have to bleed.

⸻

(Hook – Outro)

All my friends are dying,
I don’t know what to do.
You can’t stop me from crying,
I know what’s next when I got nothing to lose (x2).

ALL MY FRIENDS ARE DYING

🌙 produced for wstdyth, seejayxo, 
Kenny Orlando, emptychest & astral
🌙 member of ⏳@timeless-archive & 👻@ghxstcollective

*SINCE AUGUST 2021*

🥀 i quit university and left my hometown to have every chance to get to my goals

⛓️ from depressed and suicidal in a small town 
⛓️ to fighting for my survival in a bad place.

for collabs > noxiousnights#6098

contact / send beats to : noxiousnights.music@gmail.com

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