[lyrics below]

prod by me

video:
https://youtu.be/KDbFYyZ-DH8

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/2dU462fZz8prDjZe2YhLCw

bandcamp:
https://abnormal.bandcamp.com/track/pariah

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lyrics:

Further more straying into the world of the unknown
Losing sense of time and sense of myself
Haunted by many
I'm the black sheep
None of you know what I feel
If I exposed my true self you'd be sorry for what you see
In front of you
I'm so gone that it isn't funny anymore
I'm so lost in a place that I can't escape
Going far from home
Confused and messed up dome
I've always been a waste
Toxic, poison in my veins
Self destructive mind frame
Contemplating death, cannot find peace in my head
In my brain it all makes sense
But you never will 'cause
You could never get me
Always been outcasted by many
I'm a pariah
Everything is black, what I see
I must be dying
I be waking up already fed up
Waiting for shit to end
What could be pulling my strings I wonder
What it really is

All I see is darkness around me
Taking all over me
I cannot feel or breathe
Constantly suffocating
All I see is darkness around me
Taking all over me
I cannot feel or breathe
Constantly suffocating

Pariah

Pariah (Video In Description)

Yuh boastin taunts me

Squeakin followed, caught thee
Wrappedcha up quite voilently
Nigh time to back up whatcha spoke G

Nerdy reference
Placed for treasuring
Rolled to check my INT

A 20 bitch
Shant fall fo shit
Approaching fear
An smellin weakness
That spineless ass just gotta flinch
Ironically yall asked for this
Smacked yuh down verily
A punchin bag with wobbly knees

Fists what swing
Consistently
A fevered sting
Conections bashing

A kicking fiend
Relentlessly
Two swollen lips
Plus gashes scream

Beat the brakes up off ov thee
Yo violently assaulted see

Squishy B

Now pick yo teeth up off the street
Reversed intel
Ona curb stomping

Now the vitae gleams
On concrete seams
Enameled ivory shards a'sparkling

Light catching so wonderously
On ruby liquids spillin easily

Reflection back such imagery
A pummeling supplied for free
I see my actions and my deeds
Yuh seem grateful my times ending
Funny just for me yuh see
Choppedcha downfuh torturing
Leaking, crawling, pity weaned
A smelling salt awakening

To harsh to forget such savagery
PTSD traumatizing
Imprinted rearing constantly
Violent delights that end so sweet

Spinal cords adorn my things
Made fashion ov their misery
Bones an teeth as armoring
Steel linking clashin blades entering

The chaos rather shattering
Morality a shrinking thing
Seepin venom formin seas

Unleashed upon thee fury be

A plague unfurling multiplying
Vengeance mine in background scene

A setting sun
Thy reign disbanding
Pandering apollo landing

Wont utter outcha name again
An Egyptian curse what left a stain
Onslaughts rain it quickly fades
Epiphany yuh lost the game

More or less
Their forces flayed
Tossed into a shallow grave

Moaning wailing
None the less
Our peace greets your Unfinished business

Divests all quests
Chalk full ov regrets
Epithath a flaming mess
Purgatories plan post placed
Per restlessness a ghost vanished


A Smelling Salt Awakening

A. S.melling S.alt A.wakening (Prod HorrorV)

i'm so fucking numb

lyrics:

i‘m so fucking numb
oh fuck
i‘m so fucking numb
smoking blunts 
while i‘m fucking on your thot
fucking numb
i‘m so fucking numb

i have been killin since
i have been a fucking kid
jumping on the fucking beat while i‘m drunk
call me sick

i don‘t care
super rare
catch my flare
sign the contract
never share
truth or dare
whatchu pick
that‘s my concept

madewhilebeingdrunk pt 2 (prod. kxmetrax)

{Prod+ NEZZY}

Chorus:
I shoot my automatics
I'm equipped with automatics
When I shoot with automatics
Your death is automatics

I shoot my automatics
equipped with automatics
When I shoot with automatics
Your death is automatic 

Verse 1: 

shoot wit automatics
muzzle make you hear static
ima turn into a savage
better know the skimatics
I'm her nigga for the weekend you can call me raditz
now you on the deep end I got Fousheé on the adlibs 

Ima hit your spot like this is dowmaint street
Ima keep on stacking up the bricks like its geometry
Got many lawns of cash like this my property
She give me head like top hat but this ain't mario odyssey
thinking honestly 
all you rappers not too fond of me

Yuh
I'm am big as obama
I'll cook you like a sona
what goes around comes around
Bitch this ain't karma
search for a chick in my drip like my name moana
I caught a charge no marijuana
that beef for me I dont won't it
grant my wish like Cosmo & Wanda
-POOF-
I wish death apon yah

all of yall know the rondeyvew
jumping haters like alliyupe
ima haunt your house like the babadook
they wanted smoke so I gassed the room
-aye-
-aye-
Nuke incoming
yall hate when I start stuntin'
hear them shots start runnin'
-Yuh-

Ending Chorus:
I shoot automatics,
I'm equipped with automatics,
when I shoot automatics,
your death us automatics,
-uh-
I shoot automatics,
equipped wit' automatics,
when I shoot automatics,
your death is automatic,

AUTOMATICS [PROD. NEZZY]

MCH6 - Lies [PROD. $anfak]

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::SANPERSEUS FLIP:: $anfak  HOLD ON

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Soap Brain

Soap Brain w/jtsc ( Prod. jtsc )

loathe II

KVMII - and then he disappeared
Instrumental by Lifelorn

Lyrics :
Mon cœur 
Pleure

L'écho 
Des cris

Résonnent dans 
Ma tête

Le chagrin me 
Déchire

Tue moi

Je n'en peut plus
Tue moi 

Laisse moi 
Mourir 

Le souffle froid
La mort

M'embrase
L'esprit 
 
J'entends ta voix
Tue moi

Laisse moi 
Mourir 

Je n'en peut plus 
Tue moi

And Then He Disappeared

And Then He Dissapear

and then he disappeared

BloodOnKnife [prod. XPJ]

pretty sea world

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