he first sunrays in the morning i see
are shining thru my half closed blinds
and they end up on my face
another day
i have to live with myself
life starts going kinda fast
once you hit a certain age theres no going back
all those things of youth that you have missed
youre old and jelaous and full of shit
my potential is wasted and my life is over
dont look at my face dont come closer
i dont wanna be your friend and my time is getting shorter
i see only one way out to end this torture
all those memes all those years
all these pointless things
they shaped your whole identity
all your screams all your fears
you cant explain it its too deep
not like anyone is listening
and youre drowning but youre not making a sound
you dont care if they save you or if they leave you to die
im just like you
pair of fools
ones and zeros on the screen
waking up
clocking in
let it all begin again
my potential is wasted and my life is over
dont look at my face dont come closer
i dont wanna be your friend and my time is getting shorter
i see only one way out to end this torture

my potential is wasted and my life is over

music fueled & incoherent 

disc: .rubytea

previously RubyTea#1971 but then discord change their whole id system or whateva..

Reupload account 
I don’t feel like living. Even on good days I’m sad

https://on.soundcloud.com/fwa34aZJAl2ExwaJT8
My other reupload account

my potential is wasted and my life is over

npobu