T4Z - Red Beam (prod.jayysoul x |(i|(0)

i play guitar :3

the fights
that you started
im so lost and im surrounded
by the thoughts of you

i cant escape it
its like its digging at my ankles
the constant fucking heckles of my peers
for years
ive dealt w it for years
but ive been too afraid to tell anyone 

about the tears
i hate what ive become
thoughts of a loaded gun
would they come running if they heard the shot?
im just a dot on the map

what have i become?
i hate what ive become
thoughts of a loaded gun
would they come running if they heard the shot?

i hate you
you took 8 months
to dispose of
and i felt so lost
and i cant find my way out of the cave
you isolated me for so long
i cant stand it
im so sick of ranting
im abt to go on a rampage
yeah, fuck what they all say
yeah, fuck what they all say
what they all say

codependency

lyrics:

blame, they always wanna give me blame
i'll never switch up for the fame
i'll never switch up on my main
shawty, you will be my main thing
i can't lie, you'd be amazing
and somebody saw my suffering
you got me feeling like i'm buffering
insomnia, puff on puff again
i might just go into the club again

i don't got no friends
i don't got no friends
i don't got no friends
i don't got no friends
i don't got no friends

i'm a liability
if you're getting high, you can't get as high as me
bitch i be so high, i be living in the trees
and my shawty said she love me, got her living on her knees

blame, they always wanna give me blame
i'll never switch up for the fame
i'll never switch up on my main

liability & blame prod. kilolit

lyrics:

i don't wanna fight
don't know if i'm living for tonight
don't know if my future gon' be bright
but i know that there's always signs out
but i know that i just wanna die out

i don't got no life out here
she left me on read, feel like i might cry out here
you sipping on red, im sipping on purp and getting high
when she said she love me, i just know that it's another lie
when she said she love me, she was texting a whole nother guy
and i really had feelings, almost commit suicide

ain't that right?
it's been a minute since i seen the light
ain't that right?
they only care about you when you die
ain't that right?

i know it's not right
i know-

eyes bloody, i don't even wanna fucking see no more
i'm confused, don't know who i wanna fucking be no more
it's not clear, but i really hate this fucking side of me
it's not clear, but i know that she just wanna fight with me
it's so clear, i just might be dying with a IV
and i'm dying with the leaves so i feel like poison ivy

i don't wanna fight
don't know if i'm living for tonight
don't know if my future gon' be bright
but i know that there's always signs out
but i know that i just wanna die out

i don't got no life out here
she left me on read, feel like i might cry out here
you sipping on red, im sipping on purp and getting high
when she said she love me, i just know that it's another lie

poison ivy prod maiden & garasu

lyrics:

waking out my shell
i did all this shit just by myself
i could've did with you but you never wished me well
i never wanna lose cause that feeling feels like hell
if i'm feeling sentimental, i'll kill her instead
i might die out by the drugs if i don't get out of this bed
and you always say that you hate me, i recall what you said
met with some of my friends and they all want me dead
like my ex bitch, you know that i gotta flex this

coming up just like i'm nexus
if i can drop, i'm not resting
but shoutout to rest
i been tweaking tics like a tourettes
shawty call my phone, said i'm the best
comme des garcon all on my chest
everyday, feel like i'm less
honestly i don't feel blessed at all

if you're having trouble, you could give me a call
if you're having trouble, you could give me a call
if you're having trouble, you could give me a call
if you're having trouble, you could give me a call

waking out my shell
i did all this shit just by myself
i could've did with you but you never wished me well
i never wanna lose cause that feeling feels like hell
if i'm feeling sentimental, i'll kill her instead
i might die out by the drugs if i don't get out of this bed
and you always say that you hate me, i recall what you said
met with some of my friends and they all want me dead
like my ex bitch, you know that i gotta flex this

coming up just like i'm nexus
if i can drop, i'm not resting
but shoutout to rest
i been tweaking tics like a tourettes
shawty call my phone, said i'm the best
comme des garcon all on my chest
everyday, feel like i'm less
honestly i don't feel blessed at all

if you're having trouble, you could give me a call
if you're having trouble, you could give me a call
if you're having trouble, you could give me a call
if you're having trouble, you could give me a call

sentimental (maiden + rest + angelino)

prod. fumiko

i can't fucking take this shit, i'm feeling all alone
fly over and watch my life, i feel like a drone
i'm the talk around the town, i did this own my own
everybody's talking on me but you never call my phone

and you know that i feel better with a hoodie on
walk around the city, they don't know what fucking good he on!
if you want a problem, then just spill me
i'm a little kid, it's not that hard to go and kill me!

she got fucking powers
i might feel unstoppable
said "i'll live without her"
but that shit is impossible
cutting in the shower tryna make this shit real washable
if i fucking kill myself does that make me "responsible"?
you think i got options, you be saying that it's optional
you just never hear my pain because it's never audible
you just never hear all the confusion in the state i'm in
i would be alive right now if i thought it was possible

i can't fucking take this shit, i'm feeling all alone
fly over and watch my life, i feel like a drone
i'm the talk around the town, i did this own my own
everybody's talking on me but you never call my phone

and you know that i feel better with a hoodie on
walk around the city, they don't know what fucking good he on!
if you want a problem, then just spill me
i'm a little kid, it's not that hard to go and kill me!

kill me, i'm all for it

prod by me & etai

she told me that i’ma burn in hell
speak for yourself
you’re bad for my health

we went to heaven
i remember the ascension
we use love as a weapon
you know that i regret it

i feel the tension building from the pressure
i’ll take my life whenever
i need you but remember

how you were never there in november
but then came december & u swore forever

whatever, whatever, whatever
fell in love in november 
i was dead by december

whatever, you could kill me whenever
i just need to remember 
that u burnt me to embers

pulling me under, im submerged
i plunge into the earth
hotboxed the rocket ship 
im only the passenger 
dying inside but i still roll up a backwood
going to hell, i guess i’ll burn

i guess i'll burn 
i guess im the worst 
i guess thats why im crying late at night 
& it hurts im not her's
& i wish it would end
all my feelings for friends
that were more to me than just friends..

i’m takin’ LSD at the park
but i’m scared of the dark
so i’ll pop me a bar..

i did this shit for my bro’s
i could never fuck with you
all this pain that you cause
got me feelin’ pretty blue

i don’t care, i’m the man
got th wrld inside my hand
i’ll just keep stackin’ all these bands

i used a cheat code
why would i cheat tho?
i got a mink coat pinker than pepto
i didn't think of where it came from 
or what it was made of
all i know is that i look immaculate in it..

burn 🔥 w/ etai s0

(prod shythegawd)

hmmm I gotta bands oh yuh 
I gotta bands oh yuh
uhuh uhuh I gotta bands bands
she wanna talk she wanna talk with dis bitch
shut da fawk uuuup
YAAAH IM DA ONE WITH BAG LUH BIH SHUT THE FAWK UP
no-nonna of yall can be tawking talkin like that uhuh zit it up luh bitch
bag brawg bawg with duh bitch she shaking that ah
(huh) flex then have sex would your bitch talk to yo man
BAWG BAWG im da one with da BAWG
Bu-bullets raining down wita 556
he-he thought he could be safe but im out here geekin
imma pass this dirty slut to-to my bro's he my TWIIIIN
hmm he try shoot me up luh bittch you that I am HIIIIIM


Ha! yes i feel like him yuh ye-yes I feel like him
Like how come I cawnt die bitch how come I cant DIEEEE
Hmm YES...ye-yes im still breathing im still seeing
that got me thinking huh that got me thinking
pussy boi gon think he gon kill bitch he dont kill
dumbass boi he would not swing that bitch a pussy bxtch 
he keep that thing in the back 
he cannot shoot huh Pussy BOAAAHHH
He tryna do something without doing anything cuz he CAAAANNTTT


hmmm I gotta bands oh yuh 
I gotta bands oh yuh
uhuh uhuh I gotta bands bands
she wanna talk she wanna talk with dis bitch
shut da fawk uuuup
YAAAH IM DA ONE WITH BAG LUH BIH SHUT THE FAWK UP
no-nonna of yall can be tawking talkin like that uhuh zit it up luh bitch
bag brawg bawg with duh bitch she shaking that ah
(huh) flex then have sex would your bitch talk to yo man
BAWG BAWG im da one with da BAWG
Bu-bullets raining down wita 556
he-he thought he could be safe but im out here geekin
imma pass this dirty slut to-to my bro's he my TWIIIIN
hmm he try shoot me up luh bittch you that I am HIIIIIM
(WOAH WOAH WOAH)

Bawg (p. shythegawd)

@thrwn luv you pookie

@(me)
citim sa jak zombie
no ja budem next up
ja som the real one
ja som the next up

môžete ist do pice
ak sa vam to nepaci
nezaujima ma vas nazor
aj tak ste trapni

citim sa jak im4ge
asi budem next up
niesom ziaden loner boy
niesom vobec fucked up

ty si strasne basic bitch
si strasne lame ass
radsej chod dopice
pokial stale zijes

doteraz nechapem
co sa vobec deje
hlave to mam steasne fucked
ale stale idem dalej

asi budem next up
asi budem fixed up
asi budem next up
asi budem fixed up

ja som ta tu stale chcel
ty si stale odchadzala
doteraz neviem
ci si ma milovala

neviem co mam robit
ci ti mam napisat
neviem co mam robit
ci ti mam zavolať

@thrwn
1 2 3 ratam dni co som up
bunch of zeros, to ste vy, my sme top
nechcem byt s nimi no tak chcu byt moji ops
yeah i knew ze stratis feelings

zahodeny ale idem dalej
znovu zrodeny, nestracam nadej
ah ah ah, uz letim hore ako arrow
yuh uh uh,pre nu som vzdy bol iba shadow

mam v pici vas nazor
ste brainless
ste fucked up
we the next
o o o
nah you cant see me
dostal si blo o ock ;p
yuhh fuck you
dajte mi follow na soundcloud prosim xd

kill me, i'm all for it

The Big Near

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