I recorded this with my ear clogged so I can't fully hear the mix well, sorry if the mix is horrible

@n3ars

Lyrics:

shawty want my heart, told her she can take it
i been racing, i been going places
looking at the faces they tell me, "hello buddy, you're never gonna make it"

i need hella drugs
i told her i hate her and i told her it's because
you just want my money, cash, nothing bout the love
hard to admit but i hate getting up
hate getting up
hate giving love

and you're giving love hate
if you really hate me then just get up out my face
this shit bout to blow, better get up out the place
i'm never gon die if i'm hitting copy + paste
use my music as a tool
shit i'd rather die than go going back to school
bitch- bitch i'm always trying, you can't say that i'm not cool
say "i love you" one more time, let me know if we're still cool
cause i hate giving love to people that never gon use it

shawty want my heart, told her she can take it
i been racing, i been going places
looking at the faces they tell me, "hello buddy, you're never gonna make it"

i need hella drugs
i told her i hate her and i told her it's because
you just want my money, cash, nothing bout the love
hard to admit but i hate getting up
hate getting up
hate giving love

hate giving love prod zer00

lyrics:

huh, huh
you a glazer
i'm getting paper, i be balling like the lakers
i put one into his ligament
you know that i did that shit (yuh)
you know that i spin that shit (huh)

roll around the crib get a blunt or a cart
times 10 out of 10, i tell fake bitches apart
i got sins, i got sins they won't get out of my heart
got the bullets out the bin so they never gettin far
my little twin want a benz but shenevergonna start

HAHHAH im not well u can tell bitch im feeling like adele
why u brag about the money u dont got no clientele
yeah you making all these songs but they never gonna sell
oh well oh well okay od
pop them pills in my mouth until i cannot breathe
i don't care what you bout and i don't care what it gon seem
yeah she stole my heart but it's all make believe

huh, huh
you a glazer
i'm getting paper, i be balling like the lakers
i put one into his ligament
you know that i did that shit (yuh)
you know that i spin that shit (huh)

roll around the crib get a blunt or a cart
times 10 out of 10, i tell fake bitches apart
i got sins, i got sins they won't get out of my heart
got the bullets out the bin so they never gettin far
my little twin want a benz but shenevergonna start

HAHHAH im not well u can tell bitch im feeling like adele
why u brag about the money u dont got no clientele
yeah you making all these songs but they never gonna sell
oh well oh well okay od
pop them pills in my mouth until i cannot breathe
i don't care what you bout and i don't care what it gon seem
yeah she stole my heart but it's all make believe

glazer prod vilmyllow

lyrics:

(melik)

i know, it's in my head
i know, you want me dead
and im crying again, crying again
you got me dying again, dying again
no i'm never flying again, flying again
but it's alright, but it's alright

it's okay though, it's okay though

i'm not okay though but i'm getting bankrolls
yeah, melik prod. did this you know i had to KO
and we rolling over and over again
if she break my heart it's over and over again
uhh im already broken

i'm not okay though but i'm getting bankrolls
yeah, melik prod. did this you know i had to KO
and we rolling over and over again
heh, you can say it's okay it'll never end
it'll never end

i know, it's in my head
i know, you want me dead
and im crying again, crying again
you got me dying again, dying again
no i'm never flying again, flying again
but it's alright, but it's alright

it's okay though, it's okay though

it's okay though prod. melik

lyrics:

you could say i-

you could say i changed, i'm less relatable
i'm always in pain, no time to make it, bro
give me all the pills, and let me take it, bro
just let me know

if you got change for a payphone
cause i have to pay for a way home
i don't want no problems, so just leave me alone
just leave me alone cause i've been by my own, uh

you stabbed me in the back right now
i don't know who to trust right now
am i getting love right now?
or am i getting played again?

you stabbed me in the back right now
i don't know who to trust right now
am i getting love right now?
or am i getting played again?

you could say i changed, i'm less relatable
i'm always in pain, no time to make it, bro
give me all the pills, and let me take it, bro
just let me know

if you got change for a payphone
cause i have to pay for a way home
i don't want no problems, so just leave me alone
just leave me alone cause i've been by my own, uh

on my way home prod. whitecxffin

lyrics:

i got one step, two step, three step, four step
fucking on yo whore next
bitch i want like more checks
she keep sending me more texts
you don't wanna let me off
she keep asking for more sex
bitch i'm boutta let it off

bitch im in yo city getting lit just like we whitney
why you textin on my line? actin like u fuckin miss me
why is my girl so divine? look in her eyes and she's so pretty
like why do i wanna die? feel like death is coming with me

i got drugs in this folder
and i'm learning more as the time getting older
why you threatening to leave me, acting like this shit is over?
i ain't gon let you leave, this shit ain't over
you got me feeling over
i got drugs in this folder
and i'm learning more as the time getting older
why you threatening to leave me, acting like this shit is over?
i ain't gon let you leave, this shit ain't over
you got me feeling over

rated i guess
cause i know that i'm never the best
then we broke up and now you treat me like a pest now
wonder why you let our relationship fall down
you let it break down
i'm at a stakeout, stalking you like right now
i remember we used to make out
right behind the lakehouse
eyes are crying everytime i think of you
i'd be lying if i said i didn't think of you u u

i got one step, two step, three step, four step
fucking on yo whore next
bitch i want like more checks
she keep sending me more texts
you don't wanna let me off
she keep asking for more sex
bitch i'm boutta let it off

bitch im in yo city getting lit just like we whitney
why you textin on my line? actin like u fuckin miss me
why is my girl so divine? look in her eyes and she's so pretty
like why do i wanna die? feel like death is coming with me

i got drugs in this folder
and i'm learning more as the time getting older
why you threatening to leave me, acting like this shit is over?
i ain't gon let you leave, this shit ain't over
you got me feeling over
i got drugs in this folder
and i'm learning more as the time getting older
why you threatening to leave me, acting like this shit is over?
i ain't gon let you leave, this shit ain't over
you got me feeling over

@n3ars - over prod rubbish + punk ⋆｡°✩

lyrics:

nears made it back
i give love with no fucking strings attached
but i'm lying i got fucking strings attached, huh

you can't make a lie and stab me in the back
know my brother got that glock on him so he never gon lack
i put 1, 2, 3, 4 steps in a chamber
popping with my gang, why yo gang getting lamer?
bitch i'm still the same, i'm just different in a song
used to make them with yo friends but we didn't get along
and we smoking on big blunts cause im going real big strong
i got 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 hits i ain't drop

you can't make a lie and stab me in the back
know my brother got that glock on him so he never gon lack
i put 1, 2, 3, 4 steps in a chamber
popping with my gang, why yo gang getting lamer?
bitch i'm still the same, i'm just different in a song
used to make them with yo friends but we didn't get along
and we smoking on big blunts cause im going real big strong
i got 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 hits i ain't drop

and i'm learning french like [?!??!?!?!??!]
how the fuck you're talking shit when you're not even in the plot?
and i feel like roddy ricch cause im gon put him in a box
feel like rabplayer cause the bitch was sucking on my cock, feel like

[@notlieu]

gotta cut him out the picture
and you know i'm getting bigger
and you know i'm getting uh
and you know i'm geting uh

and you know i got that fire
post him up, getting wired
bitch i'm never getting sleep
cause i'm never getting tired
gotta cut him with the pliers
bitches need it, bitches dire
this ain't hyperpop, the tags making me a liar, uh
this just @n3ars getting higher

this just nears fucking living his life
make that boy back down with a knife
make that boy back down without a fight
i'm boutta smackdown on his wife
i'm boutta smackdown like i'm kankan
i got.. the bands man
yeah, i'm feeling like the band man, uh

they want smoke
we gon' shoot em through the scope
i got 8, 9, 10, 11, guns that i don't own
i don't know why my ex keeps calling on my phone
cause she said i won't be shit but she won't leave me the hell alone, huh

you can't make a lie and stab me in the back
know my brother got that glock on him so he never gon lack
i put 1, 2, 3, 4 steps in a chamber
popping with my gang, why yo gang getting lamer?
bitch i'm still the same, i'm just different in a song
used to make them with yo friends but we didn't get along
and we smoking on big blunts cause im going real big strong
i got 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 hits i ain't drop

numbers prod. singleway

@n3ars
lyrics:

you really got me feeling like hell
and i can't do this by myself
i thought that you would be my heaven
but it didn't turn out that well
i had to come up by myself
ain't taking cash, just want the zelle
it's ringing like the sound of the bells
do you even know me that well? do you even know me that well?

i know that i make trouble and you want me up in hell
you said "you got some flaws", i said "i couldn't tell"
smoking on the pack, smoking gas bro
yeah, life is going fast, i'm moving fast bro
yeah i'm pulling up with cash, got that cash bro
and you know my gun really fully auto
whip around the town when i want, grand theft auto
i was whipping in the city, crashed into a pothole

i hate all my feelings cause they really fucking fuck me up
i hate all my feelings cause they really fucking fuck me up

and my mind been wandering
it feels like i'm in hell i don't know where i'm at
i had her love but i don't know if i can get it back
it always feels like there's some fucking strings attached

i had to come up by myself
ain't taking cash, just want the zelle
it's ringing like the sound of the bells
do you even know me that well? do you even know me that well?

i know that i make trouble and you want me up in hell
you said "you got some flaws", i said "i couldn't tell"
smoking on the pack, smoking gas bro
yeah, life is going fast, i'm moving fast bro
yeah i'm pulling up with cash, got that cash bro
and you know my gun really fully auto
whip around the town when i want, grand theft auto
i was whipping in the city, crashed into a pothole

do you even know me that well? prod. kibo

lyrics:

who's gonna help when i'm by myself?
who's gonna help when i'm not doing well?
who's gonna help when i'm trapped in this hell?
said you got some flaws but i couldn't tell
and i'm not doing well
let's just do this by my-

i'm boutta jump out the key
if they ever need anything, then they do not need it from me
i'm pullin up back on the street
i'm boutta give em the heat
and no i'm not being discreet
no i'm not being discreet no

i wanna hop off a plane
i'm with gang, smoking mary jane
i would never switch up for the fame, but you gotta go stay in yo lane
no, i cannot fuck with the lames
with yo girl and i already fucked her
no, bitch i go bolt, usain
and you know that i never go sane

lil bitch i'm just going insane
metal bullets gon enter his brain
girl, you know i'm never gon change
cause i always be stuck in my ways
cause i always be stuck in the money
cause i always be stuck in my plays
cause i always be stuck, what the fuck
i got the bullets, go duck
they gon need tape, like duct
why do all my songs suck? huh, i'm never giving a fuck
i'm never giving a fuck
i'm never

i'm boutta jump out the key
if they ever need anything, then they do not need it from me
i'm pullin up back on the street
i'm boutta give em the heat
and no i'm not being discreet
no i'm not being discreet no

i wanna hop off a plane
i'm with gang, smoking mary jane
i would never switch up for the fame, but you gotta go stay in yo lane
no, i cannot fuck with the lames
with yo girl and i already fucked her
no, bitch i go bolt, usain
and you know that i never go sane

lil bitch i'm just going insane
metal bullets gon enter his brain
girl, you know i'm never gon change
cause i always be stuck in my ways
cause i always be stuck in the money
cause i always be stuck in my plays
cause i always be stuck, what the fuck
i got the bullets, go duck
they gon need tape, like duct
why do all my songs suck? huh, i'm never giving a fuck
i'm never giving a fuck
i'm never

stuck in my ways (kibo + yk)

lyrics:

blame, they always wanna give me blame
i'll never switch up for the fame
i'll never switch up on my main
shawty, you will be my main thing
i can't lie, you'd be amazing
and somebody saw my suffering
you got me feeling like i'm buffering
insomnia, puff on puff again
i might just go into the club again

i don't got no friends
i don't got no friends
i don't got no friends
i don't got no friends
i don't got no friends

i'm a liability
if you're getting high, you can't get as high as me
bitch i be so high, i be living in the trees
and my shawty said she love me, got her living on her knees

blame, they always wanna give me blame
i'll never switch up for the fame
i'll never switch up on my main

liability & blame prod. kilolit

lyrics:

waking out my shell
i did all this shit just by myself
i could've did with you but you never wished me well
i never wanna lose cause that feeling feels like hell
if i'm feeling sentimental, i'll kill her instead
i might die out by the drugs if i don't get out of this bed
and you always say that you hate me, i recall what you said
met with some of my friends and they all want me dead
like my ex bitch, you know that i gotta flex this

coming up just like i'm nexus
if i can drop, i'm not resting
but shoutout to rest
i been tweaking tics like a tourettes
shawty call my phone, said i'm the best
comme des garcon all on my chest
everyday, feel like i'm less
honestly i don't feel blessed at all

if you're having trouble, you could give me a call
if you're having trouble, you could give me a call
if you're having trouble, you could give me a call
if you're having trouble, you could give me a call

waking out my shell
i did all this shit just by myself
i could've did with you but you never wished me well
i never wanna lose cause that feeling feels like hell
if i'm feeling sentimental, i'll kill her instead
i might die out by the drugs if i don't get out of this bed
and you always say that you hate me, i recall what you said
met with some of my friends and they all want me dead
like my ex bitch, you know that i gotta flex this

coming up just like i'm nexus
if i can drop, i'm not resting
but shoutout to rest
i been tweaking tics like a tourettes
shawty call my phone, said i'm the best
comme des garcon all on my chest
everyday, feel like i'm less
honestly i don't feel blessed at all

if you're having trouble, you could give me a call
if you're having trouble, you could give me a call
if you're having trouble, you could give me a call
if you're having trouble, you could give me a call

sentimental (maiden + rest + angelino)

persona freestyle prod prblm

need more enemies prod prblm

with love
lyrics:

i'm too shitty, don't know how to feel
not okay for whatever reason, i can't do the deal
inside my head, there's a hole that i don't wanna feel
i don't care about nothing, i don't care if i'm getting killed

this shit hella fake, even though it seems real
i don't care about nothing, i don't care if this shit is real
why don't you come over here and slide? you look like a hottie!
you could be my love, come and be my next body
EMS, need it bitch, ain't talking x body
maybe if i wasn't here there would be less bodies

i'm too shitty, don't know how to feel
not okay for whatever reason, i can't do the deal
inside my head, there's a hole that i don't wanna feel
i don't care about nothing, i don't care if i'm getting killed

i'm too shitty, don't know how to feel
not okay for whatever reason, i can't do the deal
inside my head, there's a hole that i don't wanna feel
i don't care about nothing, i don't care if i'm getting killed

<3

Hardly care about anything anymore prod 01ashes

all is lost prod 01ashes

bruce.wayne (clvr)

nears - firefly prod tukaru + asocial2k

prod. fumiko

i can't fucking take this shit, i'm feeling all alone
fly over and watch my life, i feel like a drone
i'm the talk around the town, i did this own my own
everybody's talking on me but you never call my phone

and you know that i feel better with a hoodie on
walk around the city, they don't know what fucking good he on!
if you want a problem, then just spill me
i'm a little kid, it's not that hard to go and kill me!

she got fucking powers
i might feel unstoppable
said "i'll live without her"
but that shit is impossible
cutting in the shower tryna make this shit real washable
if i fucking kill myself does that make me "responsible"?
you think i got options, you be saying that it's optional
you just never hear my pain because it's never audible
you just never hear all the confusion in the state i'm in
i would be alive right now if i thought it was possible

i can't fucking take this shit, i'm feeling all alone
fly over and watch my life, i feel like a drone
i'm the talk around the town, i did this own my own
everybody's talking on me but you never call my phone

and you know that i feel better with a hoodie on
walk around the city, they don't know what fucking good he on!
if you want a problem, then just spill me
i'm a little kid, it's not that hard to go and kill me!

kill me, i'm all for it

i dont like the mix so i posted on here
lyrics:

am i feeling bad? because i wanna crash.. i wanna put my head inside a wall
i know i'm feeling sad, i know im finna crash, they treating me like trash
fuck em all
but like come onnnn
everytime you're talking, i just wanna sit and yawnnnn
it feels like a torment in my head, i can't get out
making all these songs is the only way to shout

how i'm feeling right now, right now
i think i need some light now, light now
i'm sitting on my deathbed, my deathbed
and the tears out my eye now, my eye now

it all got to my head, my dumb little head, i'm dying in my bed
i pray that you never meant the words that you said
it all got to my head, my dumb little head, i'm dying in my bed
i'm dying in my bed

am i feeling bad? because i wanna crash.. i wanna put my head inside a wall
i know i'm feeling sad, i know im finna crash, they treating me like trash
fuck em all

taking percocet, you're so better than em all
you just didn't know it yet
get your mind out of the gutter and your hand into a check
cause you can't take it back
when you're dead

deathbed prod tukaru x enteernal

withdrawals prod fumiko

i be tweaking when you're never here
i put my heart up in this music, leave it so severe
they want me to be clear, but i cannot make it clear
they want me dead, that's the only thing i fucking hear

i be tweaking when you're never here
i put my heart up in this music, leave it so severe
they want me to be clear, but i cannot make it clear
they want me dead, that's the only thing i fucking hear

i dont like you
i dont even wanna fight you
pull up with my knife, leave you bleedin till you die
leave a note by the body, yeah, they commit suicide
tears cry cause your son isn't coming home tonight
that's my story, right?
they had my story wrong
hey, it's steal yo girlfriend night
me and yo girl get along
she been taking cocaine like kurt cobain, she'll sing along
bobby brown, like whitney houston, i have nothing without songs

i be tweaking when you're never here
i put my heart up in this music, leave it so severe
they want me to be clear, but i cannot make it clear
they want me dead, that's the only thing i fucking hear

i be tweaking when you're never here
i put my heart up in this music, leave it so severe
they want me to be clear, but i cannot make it clear
they want me dead, that's the only thing i fucking hear

tweaking prod lunaonliiine + katai + uyr

if anyone wants to play destiny 2 and chill w me hmu
lyrics:

i dont got nothing to speak on
killing my opponents, bitch, im feeling like i'm neon
killing my opponents bitch im uppin with that stick
tell yo bitch to leave me lone cause she be all up on my dick
get a fucking bag, please don't worry bout me
ay.. shoutout to my dad, he stay worried bout me
people flocking like police
yo bitch gon catch a case, i'm 14.. she 18, wanna fuck me in her dreams

i got hella bags like i'm jeff
ima give you the red flag like a ref
i don't do shit without my dog, i feel like johnny test
turn the mic on, sing along, get shit off my chest! okay!

i dont got nothing to speak on
killing my opponents, bitch, im feeling like i'm neon
killing my opponents bitch im uppin with that stick
tell yo bitch to leave me lone cause she be all up on my dick
oh my fucking gosh
i think she want kids
i think she want twins
dick up in yo mouth
nutted on yo lip
all blue fit, that bitch thought i was fucking crip.. uhh okayy

ever since a kid, she said i'll be a star
i don't wanna be a star, i'll burn out then i fade away
but i'm in the game, i feel like neon, i'm the one in charge
you don't got no skill, your vocals hide behind the 808s
ask me if i love her, i said maybe, like it's maybelline
but i'm all for the love, for love, i'll become a fiend
earth not feeling green so i'm here smoking on that green
bodies drop in front of me, he got shot right in the spleen

i dont got nothing to speak on
killing my opponents, bitch, im feeling like i'm neon
killing my opponents bitch im uppin with that stick
tell yo bitch to leave me lone cause she be all up on my dick

i dont got nothing to speak on
killing my opponents, bitch, im feeling like i'm neon
killing my opponents bitch im uppin with that stick
tell yo bitch to leave me lone cause she be all up on my dick

neon prod noevdv

prod broze

she told me to give up cause i'll never make it
i'm the worst for you and as a fact i fucking hate it
calling on my phone, cause you really wanna go debate it
keep these cuts on my wrist promise i'll be ok

and my words, i try to back it up
i try to tell her my whole story, she here cracking up
don't wanna be here, i wanna wrap it up
if you're hearing this, i'm not okay, i just ran out of luck
i don't wanna feel, pain way too intense
i'm not talking bout waifu, but i always got your sense
they hate on me, but i'm just a kid
kid, it don't matter, they gon' hate no matter what you did

try to kill my pain so i don't tear apart
i'm not speaking from soundcloud, speaking from the heart
tryna get to her, yeah i'm chasing like i'm paul blart
clouds raining, tears in my eyes, it's getting all hard
caught up with her and now she's kissing a whole nother man
i still got tears in my eyes cause i don't understand
she told me "this was part of her whole plan"
to "cure my heart and fucking break it so i can't love again"

nears - will i be ok?

tell em bring the cash in
rockstar of the month, i break the bracket
i cut myself so im wearing all these jackets
show one piece of love and they calling me a-

ima get the money, gotta bring it in
i hide all my feelings, gotta sing it in
i only trust myself, i don't trust a friend
and i'm so tired of my life, i want it all to end
ima get the money, gotta bring it in
i hide all my feelings, gotta sing it in
i only trust myself, i don't trust a friend
and i'm so tired of my life, i want it all to end

do you know how it feels to be nothing?
spend your entire life tryna be something
only thing saving me is this damn beat drumming
all these demons in my mind, they get to succumbing
stop being in my head, you're too comfy here
bitch im already dead, there is nothing here
i don't wanna be the guy to pay my debt
i only do all of this in hope you love me here

ima get the money, gotta bring it in
i hide all my feelings, gotta sing it in
i only trust myself, i don't trust a friend
and i'm so tired of my life, i want it all to end

ima get the money, gotta bring it in
i hide all my feelings, gotta sing it in
i only trust myself, i don't trust a friend
and i'm so tired of my life, i want it all to end

i want it all to end prod pr37

prod khozy i love white alt girls on ig who say ngr
not writing lyric

I need a nurse ! ! !

nears - you'll get better one day prod kanaruu

pull up to the spot i know you wanna be my boo
pull up - pull up to the spot i know you wanna be my boo bobobobboob
pull up to the spot i know you wanna be my boo
this shit cost like a lot like an Oppressor MK2
i can't feel nothing without you and without you i just lose
bitch, i'm feeling sad, feeling bad, i feel a bit abused

i put my knife up, i put the gun up
i bet that pussy bitch wanna run up
i bet that pussy bitch wont see the sun
i was smoking on some ganja, on a dream, in my lungs
i was sipping on the lean, bitch im just having fun
i got poison in my veins they be green like my funds
i got poison in my veins they be green like my funds
ay run up on me, i shoot once, then it's done
then it's done

pull up to the spot i know you wanna be my boo
this shit cost like a lot like an Oppressor MK2
i can't feel nothing without you and without you i just lose
bitch, i'm feeling sad, feeling bad, i feel a bit abused

i put my knife up, i put the gun up
i bet that pussy bitch wanna run up
i bet that pussy bitch wont see the sun
i was smoking on some ganja, on a dream, in my lungs

mk2 prod pipe bomb

fourteen prod beetle

nears - it means nothing now (original)

@1kn
@isocharm
remind me to mix this song or something or i dont know

kicked out of heaven prod. hieloways (original)

breaking up (original)

separation anxiety prod. jang0 (original)

hell of mind prod. xoarwhy + tukaru

can you hear the lightning?
i know that i'm fighting
but it's just not enough
but it's just not enough
running out of love
running out of drugs
i cant meet yo expectations, bitch its just a bluff
behind your ego bitch theres nothing tough
they thought i was federal how i fucking cuff
have you had en-

heh, hate me cause im grieving
i dont trust no bitch, next day you gon see them cheating
once i turn 16, in my car bitch i be speeding
i'm so negative i cut for her and now i'm bleeding

15
15 cuts
15 fucks
tht i cant give
now ur out of luck
now im out of luck
i cant see shit
cause im seasick
i cant read it
i cant

hol up
Yeah! (Okay!) (Heh!)

ya flossin
im gossin
im bossin
i put that bitch in a coffin
i put that bitch in a what?
she fucking on me, she a slut
she gon... do some things..
hate all ya guts

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