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Yeah…
They smiled at the show,
But never checked the scars.

Family don’t mean shit to me
They clapped when I cracked, called it comedy
Used me like TV, pain on repeat
Called it love, but it felt like leash

Christmas fake, just gifts and guilt
Thanksgiving lies under wine they spilled
Birthdays passed, nobody cared
But when I popped off? Everyone there

They never saw me — just what I gave
Little goldmine they dressed like praise
Mom said smile, dad said cope
I said “fuck it,” now I bleed in notes

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[Hook – melodic, haunting, echo fx]
Pour the pain in a blood-red glass
Chase fake love with a real relapse
I got high just to dodge that past
Family tree dead — just ash, just ash

Mix the shrooms with a pill I stole
Holiday cheer with a liquor soul
Told ‘em “I’m fine,” but I been gone
They only call when the money long

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They loved me when I filled the room
Now they ghosts I scroll past on shrooms
Family fake, just actors in loops
I was the joke, now I’m the truth

Photos on the wall, but the love ain’t there
“Sonny, come home”—nah, don’t you dare
Where were you when I bled on the floor?
Now you knock like I owe you more?

They fed me meds just to shut me up
Now I mix ‘em with vodka in plastic cups
I ain’t healed — I just learned to hide
They missed the funeral when I died inside

No hugs, just guilt, no warmth, just use
Their “I love yous” feel like abuse
Now I’m out here glitchin’ in sound
Too high to fall, too deep to be found

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Pour the pain in a blood-red glass
Chase fake love with a real relapse
I got high just to dodge that past
Family tree dead — just ash, just ash

Mix the shrooms with a pill I stole
Holiday cheer with a liquor soul
Told ‘em “I’m fine,” but I been gone
They only call when the money long

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I deleted the names.
Blocked the blood.
Made my peace in purple floods.
Every “I love you” felt like a cage.
Now I burn the book — page by page.

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Tell ‘em I’m free
No roots. No tree.
No family.
Just me…
And the drugs that listened.

BloodRed Glass

TLC - No Scrubs

Beyoncé - Baby Boy (Feat. Sean Paul)

Sia - Cheap Thrills(Feat. Sean Paul)

Clean Bandit - Rockabye (Feat. Sean Paul & Anne-Marie)

Sean Paul - Temperature

Shawn Mendes - Mercy

Drake - Controlla

Major Lazer & DJ Snake - Lean On (Feat. MØ)

Shaggy - Angel

Shaggy - It Wasn't Me

The Vamps & Matoma - All Night

Kris Kross Amsterdam & Conor Maynard – Are You Sure? (Feat. Ty Dolla $ign)

Bruno Mars - Locked Out Of Heaven

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars

Wham! - Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go

The Killers - Mr. Brightside

Shape Of You (Sing-Off): No Scrubs/Baby Boy/Cheap Thrills/Rockabye/Temperature/Mercy/Controlla/Lean On/Angel/It Wasnt Me/All Night/Are You Sure?/Locked Out Of Heaven/Chasing Cars/Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go/Mr. Brightside - Single

Connor Maynard & The Vamps - Shape Of You (Sing-Off)

Conor Maynard SING OFF vs Olly Murs

Numb - Linkin Park(Conor Maynard )

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