i wish i were dumb

i will never reach eighteen

you’re always all up in my dreams

i don’t know what the fuck it means

 i never wanna go to sleep


every time 

you look at me

i start to float and feel so free 

i really thought you fucked with me

but that was just a fantasy 

feels like you’re my enemy 

you rockabye like anne marie


it’s simple like abc 

or maybe even 123

i love you more than my weed

and everyone i’ll ever meet 


bitch you took my soul from me 

you’re fucking up my self esteem

the only thing that helps is lean

or maybe some promethazine


everything felt like a scheme

or something from a movie scene


even when you’re in my dreams

you always drift away from me

i never wanna go to sleep

cus i will wake up and i’ll scream

dreams

talk to me yeah talk to me and tell me that everything’s gon be fine
take some steps inside my shoes and see the chaos in my life
look at me and hold my face and tell me that it’s all okay to cry
when i melt inside your arms i think that’s where i wanna die
im not the same without you without you i am gone
gone out of this world
gone out of this world
gone out of this world
gone out of this world

who listens to me atp (prod. sickboi)

Bewildered

i just wanna go but im always home alone
and im turning on my tv cus im always so bored
i just wanna go but im always home alone
and i really wanna go
and i really wanna go

she said she wants me
im a loner
this doesnt make sense
im not sober
i wanna go home
and never return
i want her
but she knows that im a loser

home

out on all plats now 🤞(mrdeetree on spotify)

Water You Doing Demo

prod @prodpishogue

art by my girlfriend @meow-602722542 :)

maybe its all fine by me
my anxiety crawling and crawling
maybe its all my fault 

:L

my last attempted

Lyrics:
let me open up around you 
i've been speaking into all these voids 
my body's shutting down 
it feels so overwhelming when i say it first

Let me open up around you

i wish i could kms so slow
girl i hope u see my pain cuz its what u fuckin wrote
and i cant even get some pussy so i think ill die alone
and i know that im so creepy i just wanna make you choke
girl ill lick ur fucking blood bite the flesh to the bone
baby tease me so bad i just wanna make you moan
but i woke up its a dream thought id fuck its all gone
i dont fuck with white bitches i need mi latina hoe

and fuck my life #killlllllllllme

using Mary Jane (All Night Long) - Mary G Blige

i said honey come inside my workshop
my friend mary jane can make u pop off
she got all caps she got all the bottles
she got pills that make u wanna waddle
theres no poem to this song i js wanna get high
climb onto my roof with blunts and then i grab my light

Let me open up around you

Nthngbutaprettyboy