nthngspcl

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The beginning of the Sad Boy Vibes movement playlist 

#SadGang

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Sad Vybes pt. 1

Produced by PARTYNEXTDOOR
Co-Produced by 40

Drake ~ Days In The East

Prod. By Kaytranada & THEMpeople
Sample - BADBADNOTGOOD
Artwork by - Sam Schmieg

The Artful Dodger (Prod. by Kaytranada & THEMpeople)

Summer's Over Tour
http://smarturl.it/PNDSO

Don't Do It For You No More

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Restoration Of An American Idol

Grown up fairy Tales feat. Chance The Rapper & Jeremih (Produced by Mike Will MadeIt)

Album Photo Credit: brennyngrace https://vsco.co/brennyngrace

HKFiftyOne - Bedridden - Paradigm

Big B's

Photo Credit: https://vsco.co/sofiavels
Sample Credit: Pale Lungs - Roam

Lyrics:
I still got your pictures on my phone
Wonder why you thought you had to go
Left me all alone and on my own
Felt it coming this whole time I should've known

But why, why'd you have to leave me all alone
You know, how you make me feel when you ain't home
My god, it's killing me inside I hope you know
Been dead in my heart for a while though it hurts won't let it show

No time for farewells and no chances for goodbyes
You disappeared forever and you left me high and dry
How you gonna leave and leave me out here left to die
You fed me to the wolves when I needed you by my side

I don't want to say nothing that's bad about you
I still love you girl I'm still mad about you
There was once a time when I would never doubt you
But people change and now I have to live without you

You could have just said goodbye, you ghosted me moved on with life, anxiety and all this strife, and I wonder all the time if you just found a new guy

I just wanna make you proud
Like I used to when you vowed
To never leave my side when I was down
You let me sink and now I'm boutta drown

I can still see your face I can still hear your voice
And I don't even wanna but I don't have any choice
I try to block it out and listen to the city noise
You kill me from inside and now I'm completely destroyed

But the worst part is I don't know
Where you are or how you are or where'd you go
You didn't say nothing you just let me go
Left me with my thoughts left me all alone

I don't wanna see your face anymore
I don't wanna hear your voice anymore
I don't wanna think about you anymore
I don't hate you I just can't bear it no more

Your hair, your smile, your fingertips
Your face, your voice, your mouth, your lips
Your warmth, your laugh, your legs, your thighs
Your love, your hate, your care, your eyes

proud

Special thanks to Gangster Chef for one of the samples I used! https://twitter.com/ChefmusicCool Without it this song wouldn't exist.
Photo Credit: https://vsco.co/littlejg
Thanks to Seka for her acapella version of I'm Just Your Problem that I used for the intro and outro
https://www.youtube.com/user/sekainoyuukai
Additional Sample Credit: Staypuft - Chip Dip Triple Flips Are Hip

Lyrics:
I sit in my bed late in my room
Think about my fate in the tomb
You know I really hate to assume
The reason why you leave me so soon

It's fine to take my heart and bleed me dry
You make me fall in love don't even try
You're like a drug I've never been so high
I come back for more but I don't know why

You take my heart my soul, you pulled me down below
You took me for a stroll, you left me by the road
You killed my only hope, you watch as I erode
You stealer of my soul, you a vampire you know

Marceline, you vampire queen
Drink my blood take my red sheen
Watch it drip from your sharp teeth
Take my life have all of me
Marceline, you vampire queen
I've been dead why can't you see
You've taken all you could from me
Now I'm part of your killstreak

Now I'm part of your killstreak

I'm just part of your killstreak

I don't wanna talk this out
I don't wanna figure out
Everything you on about
Anything you really doubt
Kill me like I'm gonna shout
Kill me with your pretty pout
Shut me up and kick me down
I could really do without
All the ways you fuck me up
I can feel it in my gut
Feeling sick of this whole love
I could never be above
Leaving it in the dust
I don't wanna feel your lust
Now it's only my mistrust
You don't wanna show me love

Marceline, you vampire queen
Drink my blood take my red sheen
Watch it drip from your sharp teeth
Take my life have all of me
Marceline, you vampire queen
I've been dead why can't you see
You've taken all you could from me
Now I'm part of your killstreak

Seka:
La da da da da
I'm gonna bury you in the ground
La da da da da
I'm gonna bury you in my sound
I'm gonna drink the red from your pretty pink face

Marceline

I literally just looped part of Blink 182 - Cacophony, sooo, prod Blink 182 I guess? Lol
Photo by Frank Okay, please check him out! <3 http://frankokay.com/illustration

the truth is i love you i dont give a fuck

Lyrics:
Stay awake all night cause I can't sleep
I been thinking bout some girls that I can't keep
Laying sideways in my bed in my cold sheets
I just wanna be dead I don't count sheep

Drink this shit I don't feel no shit
Ima block you out Ima take a hit
Shawty pass the blunt cause I'm needing it
I just wanna forget but I won't admit

You been on my mind for a minute
Took all of my love that was given
Now you got something that was written
From a boy who's still bedridden 

You know how I feel
Don't you dare tell me it aint real
You been on my mind
Don't you dare tell me it's alright

Na na na na nananana  na na na na na na

I just been wanting some love
I been floating up above
Don't wanna think what you done
Break me I know that you won

I might as well just give up
I might as well pour a cup
I might as well just get drunk
I might as well think of us

Maybe I'll die in my sleep
Maybe I'll crash in my Jeep
Maybe I'll choke on my teeth
Maybe I'll drown in the deep

Say that I don't give a fuck
Hate you I don't give a fuck
Fuck you I don't give a fuck but the truth is I love you I don't give a fuck

this song is about someone that will always be in my heart (prod. Blink-182)

ALBUM ARTWORK BY DUKS <3 This guy is sooo insanely talented, please support him!
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Sample Credits: Real Friends - Hebron
Old Gray - A Letter For Zach

Skeletons

in peace

prod. https://soundcloud.com/kimj-874358769
+ nthngspcl (drum breakdown)

made this in a day gna work on it eventually lol maybe probably not xD

lyrics: 
she said that she loved me   
but im not even her top 3
wont stop hitting up my space like what you want from me 
i dont wanna talk to you running down the block for you 
cant believe i wrote this fucking song for you 
(x2)

big bands on me like i got it from hot topic
i cant focus cuz all of you ppl toxic 
i been taking medicine it makes me nauseous
having trouble lately dealing with my conscience 
big bands on me like i heart boobies
tell your gf to stop acting like a groupie
i been doing this shit for a minute you a noobie 
ppl fake as fuck they be acting like the knew me

cant trust a hoe like 3oh3 
octave down i stay lowkey 
life sucks oh well c'est la vie
cant focus all eyes on me
pain inside outside im smiling 
 live 2 lives i feel like miley 
im so sick i feel like flyleaf
everyday feel like im dying
 
i think im going insane
lately all i feel is pain 
run out of drugs i can take 
maybe this was a mistake 
tell me do u feel the same 
was this all part of your game 
but baby i got no shame
ill put a hole in my brain 
could you say the same?

she said that she loved me   
but im not even her top 3
wont stop hitting up my space like what you want from me 
i dont wanna talk to you running down the block for you 
cant believe i wrote this fucking song for you
(x2)

i think im going insane
lately all i feel is pain 
run out of drugs i can take 
maybe this was a mistake 
dont know how much i can take 
but now im running this race 
now i been counting my days 
can you pls be my escape

2010 (kimj + nthngspcl)

nthngspcl