CHAOTIC UGLY MIX 001

what I learned in school today

solo piano strat

https://open.spotify.com/track/0dYkNSP74Ja8n92Bxf26hJ?si=08864f9d30c94772

Cash Money AP Type Beat 2023

Saoirse Ronan In Little Women

prod idly blare

retrail
shoutout x0k1v for the mix: https://soundcloud.com/elujjin
i love u m______ <3

arms

~HEARTSHAPEDDRUGS~

lyrics ⬇️  

 I made this song on October 14th

its 2 am and you wont talk back
so how should i feel if you off of the map
tell me its real but see that its cap
i wanna walk with you 
for life you wanna take a nap
i got a solid scoop
you wanna lie and you wanna love
so i can’t rock wit you
even if its all that i got left
i tried to hike and it was a trek so it wasn’t worth the move
if its an emergency dial the number an ima put on my shoes
im gonna be there real soon
when i get there i hope ur not upset
i wanna share it with you no bunkbed
said youll be there but you want me to function
dont give a heads up act like its nothin
you couldn’t expect me to sit here breath girl cuz ima choke
you gon see you got ropes around my throat

no no dont remind me what you said
id rather take one to the chest
not a word of it made sense
maybe wed be better- better off as frie-

i couldnt even finish what i was gonna say
cuz it hurt my head too much i wish i could explain
ima keep on trying as long as i see a flame
i jus hate the option you wanna wash it down the drain
what could i say
i know its late
lemme explain
i dont wanna leave you but if u wanna go
lemme tell you everything you wanna know 
but you bolted on a heart of steel

when you touch me ill be colder than November feels
and i know that its been harder than you wanted
when we started i knew you were never honest
now were off it every night and every time i tty i feel like ima fold and die
maybe this all i wanted - its not
you said you were so exhausted 
i should drop
i would rather be alone than ever wanna hear you talk
if u jus gon give me all of that trash i would rather stop
i cannot rock wit no litter bug id rather date a rock. 🪨

litter bug (sk8miles)

CHRIST DILLINGER - COCAINE IN THE BATHROOM ANTHEM (KANYE/ KAYGEES)

Damn who's drake? where's wheel chair jimmy @

LOOKAMA WRIS

tryna call my future i been sittin at th dial tone 
cant recall the numbers terrified that i might die alone 
sippin out th styrofoam nothin really speaks 2 me so why did i go buy a phone
everyone always leavin me in hell am i at home

XANNY PHANTOM - CELLPHONES

written, perfomed, cover art by nine.
production by zoot! & ricky williams.


//lyrics//
atco raceway, pull up in the night time
stars in the roof of your Honda give me life, like
all i want is you, somewhere in my life line (x2)

stumbled to the wawa 
crashed the jaguar
grabbed the pastelillos and the Fanta
walked out without even a scratch on em
you can uhhh stress it if you want to
a lot of my friends took the easy way out
I still don't feel theres a easy way out
im still around tryna figure this shit out
im still around..

nineishuman - atco raceway (prod. zoot & ricky williams)

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what I learned in school today

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