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prod @jolst
mix by me

left in the cold 
in the snow
ready for war
but still dont know where to go
caught in ur hands
if ud want ud pull me close 
and its love around me
but i still feel damn alone
alone
im not thinking safe when im all alone
hold on to my heart 
u gon bruise it till its no more
head on a swivel didnt stop me from losing
get up n do it dont just waste my time now
i know it sounds wrong
but u have me in ur hands
since the second we get outta bed
would u cherish my heart it depends
if i follow ur command
if not ull hurt me instead
if not ull break it instead

n i dont wanna know
what u do w ur time
or what u do w ur life
and i know ull come back to bite every time
stay in the hole where u hide every time
now i dont even got nothin to cry

leaving me dried up 
cuz ik u hate my
face looking back at u
face when i love on u
i dont have a problem w u 
but u wanna take my lifeline
calling out to u but no reply

left in the cold 
in the snow
ready for war
but still dont know where to go
caught in ur hands
if ud want ud pull me close 
and its love around me
but i still feel damn alone
alone
im not thinking safe when im all alone
hold on to my heart 
u gon bruise it till its no more
head on a swivel didnt stop me from losing
get up n do it dont just waste my time now
i know it sounds wrong
but u have me in ur hands
since the second we get outta bed
would u cherish my heart it depends
if i follow ur command
if not ull hurt me instead
if not ull break it instead

no more (jolst)

Written and performed by fijiplus & etai s0 (@etaiso)
Produced by 1darko & cr1sis
Mastered by etai s0 
Released September 19th, 2025

BLACK ICE 2002 (@blackice2002)

[Chorus, fijiplus]

hardly conscious while I throw back liquor
fisticuffs to bring my high down quicker
numb enough that I don’t feel the blisters
pour another come on make me sicker

let’s go, couple glass shards on the floor
I did my time inside a k hole
got nothing intact but my own soul
and I’ve been drowning in it all

[Verse 1, fijiplus]:

Ive been drowning in it, I’ve been bleeding digits 
I been chilling all alone at the edge of living
fuck your contradictions, I’m not here to listen
started thinking on my own then I saw your demons

put the noose around my neck, 
ima go and jump the bridge
get an audience with god 
tell him hes a fucking pig

how you leave us on our own
with a book on how to live
everything’s been burning
ever since I popped open my lid

ever since I popped open my lid and saw that hope was vacant 
drowning in soup of misery so long I’ve become wasted

[Chorus, fijiplus]

[Verse 2, etai s0]:

what is it you want from me? i can't tell
i been chillin, but im killing hella brain cells
off a substance, you cant even touch this

and im smoking something toxic
big blunt to the lung, flying in a cock pit
smoking durban poison, im with my boys and
me and fiji plus got the ketty crushed 
now we frozen

im in a k hole i don't do no yay bro
im in a k hole i don't do no yayo

i been wondering when the grind gon pay off man its loading
i just wanna wake up and see my music exploding
that's all i ever wanted, i'm on it
mark my words, imma make it, i promise 

imma make these haters understand 
imma do what they said i can't do, i'm the man
back then remember doing hella xans
lowkey i miss em need a couple milligrams

K HOLE (1darko + cr1sis)

made w apple earbuds

ill never stop chasing u baby
id never want
to leave u dried out all alone
ill take ur heart make it all my own

bandlab ahh song (monteori)

LESS THAN THREE

I could be your serotonin AH
Tell me when u need a dosage AH
the way you look tonight God damn it's hard to focus
You might be a vampire you the coldest 
Whisper in my ear what u wanna do to me
Let let lemme kiss you in the backseat yeaaaa
Make it nasty ya ya yeaaaa make it trashy ooaaaw

I love what you do to me
Your flooding my receptors
Really break a sweat let's break a sweat
I need you all over over 
and there's nothing I'll do with you I'd regret 
I still get that beating in my chest
Now that feelings taking over over
I just can't help it
I just wanna let you know
I've been thinking bout you all night long 
all night long all night long long
I know that ur gone for the night but I can't wait for you too come home
you too come home home

I could be ur demon I could be ur angel
I could be whateva but only for the weekend
Yea u got my number hit me when u need that
If I'm leaving with ur t shirt know that I'ma keep that
Cause I'm the one I thought I told u
u uu thought I told u ahhh
U u uu thought I told u
U u uu u u

I could be your serotonin AH
Tell me when u need a dosage AH
the way you look tonight God damn it's hard to focus
You might be a vampire you the coldest 
Whisper in my ear what u wanna do to me
Let let lemme kiss you in the backseat yeaaaa
Make it nasty ya ya yeaaaa make it trashy ooaaaw

SEROTONIN FT flesh

crown of shame [me + !yukik0]

bleed like i do [dead yami]

shoutout asarii !

remember when i fell down?
i thought u was the 1!
evry night i break down
yea, wishin i was gone

ik its pathetic
but im always stressin
cuz i thought u was my blessin
ur words were so oppressive

even tho u meant love
that is not what i felt!
what do u go thru 
when i say ill kill myself?

i dont want to make u sad
i dont want u to hurt
i dont want u to cry
i js wish ud let me die!

remember when i fell down?
i thought u was the 1!
evry night i break down
yea, wishin i was gone

ik its pathetic
but im always stressin
cuz i thought u was my blessin
ur words were so oppressive

LESS THAN THREE

Nitro