look where the time been going (+:: senju)

fail to deny it (prod. hayku)

im becoming numb

Third song off the album.
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: @seejayxo
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ x seejayxo
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i been feelin dead, no lie
smoke hella bud to escape my mind
loud in the air, but i still hear her voice
escape to woods, with her ghost ill rejoice

follow her past the trees where we first met
out of the valley i can see clear again
i tried to grab her hand right before she left
but she disappeared to the woods again

[Verse: @seejayxo]
yea you stay disapearing
fuck my life i hope she steal it
i got bottles filled with feelings
i got drugs like i be dealing

money it comes and goes
just like a lot of these hoes
im makin plays like a quarterback
LA next week and then Florida stat
i cannot fuck with the fakes bitch
i got a lot i could say shit
but i keep my head down
just like your bitch in my bed now

im with the gang on the east side
we just been smoking that tree high
i keep a hand on my gat
fuck u thought bitch all strapped
why is they talking about me
like boy u is following me
you look like a clown to me
you look like a clown to me

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i been feelin dead, no lie
smoke hella bud to escape my mind
loud in the air, but i still hear her voice
escape to woods, with her ghost ill rejoice

follow her past the trees where we first met
out of the valley i can see clear again
i tried to grab her hand right before she left
but she disappeared to the woods again

Where We First Met (ft. seejayxo)

what does it matter anymore
arrays shattered through the call
my lungs blackened from the coil
relay patterns in the forest
delay saturn to it’s fall
i pray that’s what it’s for
never shattered on the floor
you take addy, more than 4
fuck the cash, it’s more and more
i get back, i close those doors
knew it’d last, but what’s the point
resort to the choice
i retort your exhaust
leave it shattered in the forest
the stars align over yours
my mind’s dying, it’s a choice
knew i’d find what’s important
it’s been pouring
acid rain mixed with mourning
as for pain, i am dormant
a seasonal virus, that conforms
dead or alive, what’s the point
shattered spine, i break the doors
place and time, wish she’d record
fuck that, waiting for the time past
like that, you’d crash, my ash
coming down, wrists are locked
something’s wrong, listeners
10 bands down, christen her
vessel clone, sinner
severed some, go getter
devil’s love, see 10hz
i found god, in the cusp
crushing pills, she sniffs them up
inventor, demons run
sealed and done
fiend and shunned
trusting wills, wings clipped and gone

10hz (prod. IMMORTAL)

Deep October - Down To Drown (imsoproudofyou remake)

prod raspo 
mixed/master by me

Lyrics:

generational trauma
personification of drama
must be easy to say 
“i got it all from my momma”
i’m not a perfect person 
i still take more than i oughta
but you’re not perfect either 
you paint more hate than you gotta 

and i’m sorry that i left you
wasn’t there when i needed to protect you 
when i found out shoulda texted you
cause i knew exactly what it meant for you
that if i stick it out and i try hard
then you might see what’s in my heart
but i see now i wasn’t fair to you
babe i swear that all i did was care for you 

i guess i could find someone to hold me down
oh but i don’t think it’s fair if i’m not gonna be around 
cause my time on this earth is a little more limited than you think it is
and if i showed you inside of me
i wonder what your gut reaction to the trash would be
would you ask what happened to me 
would you stare in a state of shock as you backed away from me

oh see i been in this place before
where i never thought i’d need a hate ward
so when i broke down while i answered 
and then you spread through me like cancer
i sat back in my chair and wondered if i really said it with candor 

i know heart patients don’t hurt like this 
so i just wanna be certain 
you can’t see it from my side now
it’s like you’ve drawn all the curtains 
you want home yea you won’t find it here
i’m done wit all this hurtin

_trauma_ (raspo)

prod. metlast x sor
mix: me
master: teddyboi (@yoimn3ver)
art: my girlfriend <3

lyrics:

close, but i can’t finish it
just know, that i don’t wanna be close tonight
when im at home, i feel the pain sink in
bottle after bottle after bottle down my throat 

know, that i can’t let go, this simply
of something that took time to put together
but clearly these bonds have been severed

don’t get too close, you’ll let the pain in
frost lands on my nose, it’s come im shaking
she knows, that she shouldn’t get close
but it’s freezing 

3 in the morning
i should be sleeping but im not
this anxiety has got its grip on me
this is something you won’t see
cause you’re caught up in a dream
so far away from the disease
im begging im down im on my knees
for someone to save me
but no one’s here lately 

close, but i can’t finish it
just know, that i don’t wanna be close tonight
when im at home, i feel the pain sink in
bottle after bottle after bottle down my throat

know, that i can’t let go, this simply
of something that took time to put together
but clearly these bonds have been severed

don’t get too close, you’ll let the pain in
frost lands on my nose, it’s come im shaking
she knows, that she shouldn’t get close
but it’s freezing

now you see me
now you don’t
now i’m gone and missing
you shouldn’t have gotten close

close (metlast x sor)

exec: nitro
co-prod: kreig, mkultra
written by: nitro, autumn falls, mkultra, swaine

THE END (f. autumn’s fall, mkultra, krieg & swaine)

HACHI EDIT ON SPOTIFY

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2oJcFO1zAMqY2AkpNJSWg9?si=ef3afbc77ef24819

i needd a bad bitch (original) ⬛

produced by: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @nevermadeithome

lyrics:

(sendflowrs)

and it’s 1,2 when i step round here,
yeah she looking out her window as i fade into the dead night,
and ur still cute when you cut your hair;
yeah she the type of girl that’ll leave you in the headlights,
u better back up when fly right through, 
doin 80 on the freeway you can catch me runnin red lights,
then she act up and she wanna call you,
pretend to fall asleep, leave me crying in my bed like

that’s yunny on the beat man i’m running with this shit
i know too many ppl in the scene that call it quits
when the plays drop a little, what the fuck did you expect?
you don’t care about the music you just care about the cents 

run red lights, on the weekend 
baby call me up every day she steady scheming 
tryna get my head right,
so i read em,
but i don’t reply,
i won’t cave, no disagreements 
anymore

and your accrilcs, got you fuckin grinning
i wish that i could have the same effect because i’m missing
the days where we would sit around and listen in the kitchen 
to the birds above, who the fuck am i kidding?

she said what’s your task force? 141 
hole in your chest but i’ve never held a gun
bring em all down on my own don’t run,
you don’t care about the music you just care about the funds 

like 141, we ain’t on it,
kill your best friend wrap him up in a carpet,
shoutout to the plug i been moving all this product
shoutout jcm i been stayin with my shotgun 

that spas 12 send you straight to hell
kill your whole squad then i turn it on myself
i got rot in my heart, bitch i’m not well,
but i got all these shots in the dot, don’t tell


(nmih)

ain’t gonna lie, i think i hate me
ain’t gonna lie, i think i’m struggling with myself lately,
so take me back to the sunny days that i miss,
i’ll never forget the feeling from our first kiss,
and you’re still cute when you cut your hair,
in your red dress,
you got my mind doing treflips,
141 gonna be in your playlist,
me and grayfox made cod rap famous

(sendflowrs)

and it’s 1,2 when i step round here,
yeah she looking out her window as i fade into the dead night,
and ur still cute when you cut your hair;
yeah she the type of girl that’ll leave you in the headlights,
u better back up when fly right through, 
doin 80 on the freeway you can catch me runnin red lights,
then she act up and she wanna call you,
pretend to fall asleep, leave me crying in my bed like

THE END (f. autumn’s fall, mkultra, krieg & swaine)

Nitro

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