Instead of friends --> instrumentals
This nicotine diggin the mental
Since a lil teen
Put the lentils in the rice
Unintentionally nice
And despite
Every vice
I had the light
I had the light
I was the light
I been looking up now, despite

I can fuck up for now
Cuz I know I'll pick up my own weight
If it take a year to run the marathon
a mile a day
I'm okay
My own plate got no space for a date
It isn't hard feelings
I don't harbor hate
...
Wait

I don't wanna waste your time
Maybe you had a long day
Maybe you picked up a drug in disgrace
Maybe suicide is something you play
On the TV of your mind
when done with the day
Death is your ex, we on a double date
She lookin fine, we lookin great

Instead of love, it's drugs
Instead of God, it's us
Instead of self-deprecating
Accept ourselves with love
One time, two times, fuck it up
Three times, we still feel stuck
Sometimes, I just wanna fuck
Other times, I don't know what I want
Four times five, plus four hours
How was this past year so out of
My own grasp
I can vouch on being absent
More than I'm proud of

Everybody dying now
I can't lose a moment,
Even when the psyche dying out
I'm too old to hide it now
I was the light
I am the light
I was the light
I am the light
I am the light

Instead of friends --> instrumentals
This nicotine diggin the mental
Since a lil teen
Put the lentils in the rice
Unintentionally nice
And despite
Every vice
I had the light
(I had the light)
I had the light
(I had the light)
I was the light
I been looking up now, despite

deSPITE (prod. pdubcookin)

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Paul Nostalgia - vocals (singing/rapping), piano, producing (under producer tag "heyBlicky"), songwriting

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