About Her

Its a pretty rough but powerful version of the cover/remake

[Studio Demo] (ministry) Revenge UHD

I once met a Violet Fiore and she is magic.

Violet Fiore

[UPDATED RELEASE VERSION] I would dedicate this to people like me if I felt they would believe I meant it.  To them I say, I understand what it means to be not good enough, and you were always good enough.

you want to go to space
your not smart enough
to chase 
a rocket across the sky

having trouble with the pace
somethings wrong inside your head
try something easier instead 

you want to learn to fly
you’re not good enough to try
not strong enough to go that high


because you’re not
not good enough
not smart enough
not strong enough

because your’re not
you’re not enough
you’re not enough
you’re not enough



how the years go by 
as it crawls around and hides
its me whose given up and died
your words always there remind
they remind me

in all the worlds 
that you would say
were out of my reach
I did them anyway


because I am good enough
 smart enough
good enough
Im enough
Im enough

Imposter Syndrome

I'm Enough

I'm Enough [Release]

Impact Cappadocia

(lyrics)
its not the way
she looks at me

and its not the way
she seems to see
inside of me

and its not the way
she says she loves me
its not the way she loves me

dont you see

she is my way
she is my light
she guides me to the dawn
and into the night

i walk instead
with no fear or dread
because she lies ahead

its not the way
its not the way
she speaks so softly

its not the way she never swears

and its not the way  shes says my name

its not the way  she illuminates
everything
in me

cant you see

she is my way
she is my song
she is my right
she is my strong
im right where I belong

there is no way 
when shes everything
shes everything to me
shes all there will ever be
for me

she is my way
she is my light
she guides me to the dawn
and into the night

i walk instead
with no fear or dread
because she lies ahead

She Is my way [pre-release]

Learning Gothic Dance [Radio Edit/Extended]

(lyrics)
how can it be
im living the life invisible
an alter-ego invincible

smoke and mirrors
its all an illusion
  its all a facade

how can they not see
through this charade

im trained to blend-in
i was trained by becoming
 unbreakble

battle untested, yet to be bested 
you must be
emotionally
 unshakable
primed to do: 
the unthinkable


it must be part 
of some master plan
but a glimpse behind will render
theres noone home
just a pretender to the throne

imposter syndrome
somewhere you dont belong
doing things you know you cannot do
they’ll catch yu before too long

imposter syndrome
wearing your disguise
if only everyone could see you 
through your own eyes
through your own lies

What have we learned about experimenting live on Saturday nights?
(increase volume to find out)

Friends After Dark [Saturday Live Mix]

It is truly tough to pay proper tribute to an amazing classic tune, but here we do our best.

Bela Lugosi's Dead [r31nc4rn4t10n M1x]

A re-release of a song written in 2007.  Early Nullsaurus!

Once Upon A Time

Constant Craving (Live) [DIE MONSTER DIE Mix]

[***OFFICIAL RELEASE***]
For when the walls you've built are too high for you to climb.

Lyrics (by Request)
Once upon a time,  I was a prisoner, 
It seems so long ago. 

Just to stay alive, 
i built a castle in my mind, 
and locked myself deep inside

 kept me safe when I needed it(Am), 
 but as the seasons go, 
 the same walls that once protected me 
will not let me go.

(I am) Frozen.  Still 
 in a fortress made by me. 
(I‘m so) frozen. Still.
Will…
Someone set me free?

Theres so much locked up inside me, 
That noone gets to see, 
As I fumble for the exit, stumble to the door
I have not found the key.

 All these memories
 All these dreams
 Seem bottled up inside 

 Though they say that it 
 Heals all things,
 I am no friend of time. 

(I am) Frozen.  Still 
 a fortress made by me
 (I‘m so) frozen. Still.
 Is
Someone coming back for me?

 One day will I shatter?
 Will my cries turn into screams?
 Will I unleash a whirlwind, 
The world has never seen?

Until that day arrives, 
four walls im trapped inside,
Protecting me,  never set me free,
Like icicles in my mind?

Frozen.  Still.
A fortress made by me.
 frozen still.
Will someone set me free?

 Frozen.  Still.
A fortress made by me.
Frozen.
Is anyone coming back for me?

And now this

Frozen

Some ghosts haunt you forever, even ones you love and miss very much.

And Now This

Monster [OFFICIAL RELEASE]

Another demo under consideration from the latest work in the studio!  Comments appreciated!

Walking Away [Studio Demo]

[LIKES/COMMENTS APPRECIATED]
If everything is a departure from the norm, does that make departure normal?  This is 'The Longest Journey' featuring the amazing Vanja Grastic on guitar(s).

Lyrics
Someone told me, Son,
its not where you’re going to
It’s how you’re getting there.

But what if when you  arrive
Nobodies to be found - anywhere?

And somebody said to me, 
Theres no place like home

But How far is home,
When you get there 
And find that you’re alone? 
All Alone

On a road that never ends ,
Your shoes worn as your soul,
And the wind  will blow 
but the world will keep turning,

Some might call that free, 
To me, thats the longest journey

Someone told me son,
Lifes is A journey
Not the destination.

But what if when you arrive
Nobodies to be found
It’s just an empty station? 

And someone said to me,
Not all are lost that roam

But how far to roam?
When you get there
And realize you're alone
All alone

On a road that never ends ,
Your shoes worn; azure soul,
And the wind  will blow 
but the world will keep turning,

Some might call that free, 
To me, thats the longest journey

Some might call that free, 
To me, thats the longest journey

The Longest Journey

The Longest Journey Feat. Vanja Grastic

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Nullsaurus is the compositional and songwriting alias for writer, technologist, data scientist & futurist Edward Hunter. For over a decade Nullsaurus has released music in nearly every genre, and firmly believes the key to finding one’s favorite Nullsaurus music is to simply be open minded, and keep listening.

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