[UPDATED RELEASE VERSION] I would dedicate this to people like me if I felt they would believe I meant it.  To them I say, I understand what it means to be not good enough, and you were always good enough.

you want to go to space
your not smart enough
to chase 
a rocket across the sky

having trouble with the pace
somethings wrong inside your head
try something easier instead 

you want to learn to fly
you’re not good enough to try
not strong enough to go that high


because you’re not
not good enough
not smart enough
not strong enough

because your’re not
you’re not enough
you’re not enough
you’re not enough



how the years go by 
as it crawls around and hides
its me whose given up and died
your words always there remind
they remind me

in all the worlds 
that you would say
were out of my reach
I did them anyway


because I am good enough
 smart enough
good enough
Im enough
Im enough

Imposter Syndrome

I'm Enough

I'm Enough [Release]

[Lyrics]
The sun has fallen,
the crepuscule has come.
A tapestry of stars shine from above.
Dawn is distant now we are surrounded by the night.
You can revel, all you like; in the daylight.
 Bring me the night.
Bring the darkness, cut the lights.
It is too bright, it cuts my eyes,
new moon rise - block out the sun.
It has begun
Beautiful night.

It is so amusing,
How often people are confusing,
Darkness with evil, black with hate.
It's not that easily defined,
we are not one but many kinds.
If everyone would only open up their eyes.

Bring me the night.
Bring the darkness, cut the lights.
It is too bright, it cuts my eyes,
Moon replace the sun.
It has begun; Beautiful night.
Bring us the night.
Bring us the darkness, 
and cut the lights.
It is too bright, it cuts my eyes,
Moon replace the sun.
It has begun; Beautiful night.

Beautiful Night

[lyrics]
In the silence of her dark rebirth,
Awakens a thirst she cannot avail.
The pounding pulse of living earth,
Calls to her from beyond the veil.
Her veins ignite with ancient fire,
A craving that no time can tire.
Underneath the moon's pale light,
She rises, drawn to the endless night.
Blood Lust, (sanguis situm)
An insatiable desire.
It must be sated,
it burns her veins like fire.
Blood Lust
Blood Lust, (sanguis situm)
An insatiable desire.
Blood Lust, (sanguis situm)
It must be sated,
Blood Lust, (sanguis situm)
it burns her veins like fire.
Blood Lust
Blood Lust, (sanguis situm)
An insatiable desire.
Blood Lust, (sanguis situm)
It must be sated,
Blood Lust, (sanguis situm)
it burns her veins like fire.
Blood Lust (sanguis situm)

Bloodlust (Sanguis Situm)

I pour myself into the past.
The cuts have healed, 
The wounds have faded.

For so long, while ages passed,
My souls been ripped and jaded;
these scars will last.

Will you cut me just to see,
will I still bleed?
I won't look at this as cruelty,
it's me who won't believe.

I lift my gaze, 
to a new horizon, 
Its the brightest I've ever seen.
But overlayed onto the present,
Is everything I've ever felt,
And everywhere I've ever been.
Will you kill me with a lie,
to see if I believe?
I'll find no fault,
it's me who wonders,
if I'll still die.
Will you cut me just to see,
will I still bleed?
I won't look at this as cruelty,
it's me who won't believe.

Bleeder

In the night with shadows cast
My one regret now holds me fast
Through the void, her echo's cry
A love now lost, a tear-stained why

I can't forget
The careless words that sealed her fate

Beneath the moon's mournful glow
My guilt, a river, starts to flow
Remorse the chain, can't break free
Her memory haunts, endlessly

Dark whispers in the cold night air
A specter of love, floating in despair

Now I face the ghost within
The echo of 'what could have been'

Among the tombs, beneath the stars
I roam alone, nursing scars
Hallowed grounds where we once lay
Her presence felt, but she's far away

Regretful Moon

A billion stars above tonight,
a tapestry in the sky,
stare into each others eyes,
and weave our tale of love.

Take my hand, and guide me to your stream,
let me drink my fill of you,
and the ocean of your dreams.

So let the tides roll in,
and wash me away to sea
(wash me away)
Let the moon and stars collide,
if you and I weren't meant to be.
Let my body break, let my bones turn into dust, (to dust)
And as our love turns into rust, then blow me away. (blow. me. away.)

Moonbeams dance upon our sea, (our sea)
Turbulent and bright.
In my arms you are my world, (entire world)
adrift with me tonight.

I'll hold you close and feel your breath,
your heartbeat on my skin.
Whispered dreams crash over starlit streams,
engulfing us within.

So let the tides roll in,
and wash me away to sea
Let the moon and stars collide,
if you and I weren't meant to be.
Let my body break, let my bones turn into dust, (to dust)
And as our love turns into rust, then blow me away. (blow. me. away.)
Let the tides roll in,
Wash us away to sea.
Let the moon and stars collide,
we are meant to be.
Our love protects in the night,
And hides us from the day,
Forever bound to both of us, until we blow away.

Prince of Tides

Prince Of Tides

Like statues from the past,
lessons learned not built to last.
Sacrificing what we know, 
to fiction,
from a millenia ago
A world upon its knees,
while seas rise and forests decline,
we cannot see the trees.
Can we turn this all around? (
Is it to late for a correction?
Our boots are on the ground,
but headed in the wrong direction.
we're giving to the rich.
and taking from the poor.
we're altering the lesson flow,
so that the children never know,
this has all happened before.

A generations minds manipulated,
rewrite the past and science is restated.

Can we turn this all around? (reversal of fortune)
Is it to late for a correction?
Our boots are on the ground,
but headed in the wrong direction. 
Can we turn this all around? 
Is it to late for a correction? 
Our boots are on the ground, (marching sounds)
but headed in the wrong direction. (reversal of fortune)

Can we turn this all around? (reversal of fortune)
Is it to late for a correction?
Our boots are on the ground,
but headed in the wrong direction. (reversal of fortune)

Reversal Of Fortune

Lyrics
"Let's flee this gilded cage tonight,"
He whispers, under pale moonlight;
The world outside grows cold and stark,
Let's vanish into the waiting dark.
Hand in hand, without delay,  
Before the dawn, our get-away
Let's create, a vanishing act,
a grand escape,
Into the void,  our world reshapes;
We'll disappear without a trace,
In a vanishing act. 
Beyond the city's heartless glare,
As we tread our footsteps burn;
Forgotten roads in midnight air,
No trace of us, to be found, 
despite no stone unturned.
In our vanishing act,
We disappear, into thin air.
The smoke will clear,
We won't be there.
In our vanishing act 
Our vanishing act

Vanishing Act

Such a strange dichotomy,
built into our anatomy,
embedded physiology,
intellectual duality.

we can be of one or many minds,
all at once or different times,
heading off in all directions.

Do you want to
Destroy,
Do you want to forgive?
Do you want to kill,
Do you want to give,
Do you want to live?

Everything is all up to you,
who will you become?
who will you know?
Will you decide to be fringe,
 or become the status quo?
This is the time, this is the place, choose your face.

this is your time, this is the place;
choose your face.

we can be of one or many minds,
all at once or different times,
heading off in all directions.

Do you; Want to;
 Destroy,
Do you want to forgive?
Do you; want to; kill,
Do you want to give,
Or do you want to live?

Destroyer

I sense that something is happening.
Can you feel it too?
Dark forces, of greed and bigotry; are conspiring,
To keep us from the truth?
You think you know the facts.
You think you know how we should look,
how we should act,
now is the time this is the place,
our last chance,
to save the human race.
Give me a sign! 
Paint a sigil in the sky,
I want to know how,
I want to know when;
I need to know why
I need a sign.
Can you feel it; It's in the air?
Nothing is equal, nothing is fair.
We take; one step forward; ten steps back;
Bigotry and hate on the attack.
Deliver a signal, 
Deliver a sign,
We need a way to come
back;
from  behind.
Just give me a sign! 
Paint a sigil in the sky,
I want to know how,  
I want to know when;
I need to know why
Give me a sign. 

Portions of Caelum Wraith music, art and lyrics make responsible use of AI and credit tools like Logic Pro, Pixelmator Pro, OpenAI, Udio and select open source AI models.

The Sign

When I wake up,
in the dawning of the day;
I look in the mirror,
Have I always been this way?
For as long,
As I can recall,
this has been all,
that I have been.
Can you see me?
Can anyone see me?
Will you reach out and touch,
I will not ask for too much;
Does anyone need me,
I'm starting to bleed, see,
All I've ever wanted,
Is to be noticed.
I sense the void;
I know its out there,
It's not paranoia,
theres too much silence.
Too much pain,
too much violence,
I must refrain;
Is anyone out there?
Does anyone care?
Can you see me?
Will you touch me?
Can I hear your voice,
listen to your heartbeat?
Does anyone want me,
Even if I'm free.
I know I seem haunted,
I am.
Can anyone see me?
Will you reach out and touch me?
Alone in the void,
Does anyone need me?
Can anyone hear me?
Starting to bleed - you see,
If you can reach me,
If you can see me.

Can you see me?
Reach out and touch me.
Need to hear your voice,
listen to your heartbeat?
Does anyone want me,
Even if I'm free.
I know I seem haunted,
I am.

Reach

Nullsaurus is the compositional and songwriting alias for writer, technologist, data scientist & futurist Edward Hunter. For over a decade Nullsaurus has released music in nearly every genre, and firmly believes the key to finding one’s favorite Nullsaurus music is to simply be open minded, and keep listening.

I'm Enough [Release]

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