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SMOKE IT OFF! ✮ (feat. jnhygs) #krushclub

ty for all the lov on this :D
@domerrz
@lilac

[@domerrz]
I feel damaged to my core
push me to the side, you throw me down
collapsing on the floor
red roses when I look around
all these feelings, I can't manage
really I don't understand it
I just don't get how you feel
my heart shattered cannot heal

I cant look her in the eyes
you move forward, left me behind
while I cant stand to live a lie
I wish I could just rewind

cuz I've been stuck in a rut
blinded by your love
I just cant move on
got me throwin up

and I think I'm done
done feeling numb
everything uve done
always comes back around

yea i tried too hard
just 2 end up all scarred
u break my heart
left me falling right apart in the rain
I've lost my escape
I'm rotting away where I stand

and nothing feels real I feel like I'm better off dead
and nothing feels real I feel like I'm better off dead

I start to think I lost it all
and maybe I've fallen down to far
and u just go ignore it all
so I start to think that I cant love at all
I've shattered into pieces
don't know what to believe in
maybe I was destined to feel this way

I feel damaged to my core
push me to the side, you throw me down
collapsing on the floor
red roses when I look around
all these feelings, I can't manage
really I don't understand it
I just don't get how you feel
my heart shattered cannot heal

spotify

heal (lilac)

plz read my 카톡..ㅠㅠ

produced by @ilypvc

lyrics
got the bands in my pocket
can't even count it all
i'm so high like a rocket
my stocks just going up
never stop myself, now i'm done thinking bout love
stop callin my phone, i'll just focus on my run
x2

yeah, i don't know what's right
i don't know what's wrong
i've been doing this my own
you said to me that i can't
you don't make sense at all
now i chase the bag
got so many things to be done
yeah, i keep do this thing
then money will just follow me
you & me ain't no we
don't send me that morning talks on me (카톡x2)
we're not meant to be
see, you & me opposite
got your love before, it's not enough
i want more than this
she said like "omg i missed u a lot.."
and asking if "u got some time or nah..??"
so im like "omg what u talking bout?? 
you know we promised to be like we're 남 -_-"

Spotify

kakaotalk 💬

high off a pill

{thankyou for 1 mil!}

{prod: 9lives}
{vocals: jnhygs}
{guitar: deathworks}

{original song link:}
{https://open.spotify.com/track/1JjiTsqfpfMoukoIW9cM5O?si=1a47c50235374864}

9LIVES: https://www.instagram.com/rip9lives/ 
JNHYGS: https://www.instagram.com/jnhygs/

xtayalive - {guitar remix}

lifelessgarments - drawin swag (jayybach + jluv + pxp) *REWINDS EXCLUSIVE*

wait4me ft. kuru (meta)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tigerstar/yea-cus-yea
STARPOWER! July 20

Hey!
What unleashed this side of you?
You're not usually speaking
'Bout what you think I should do,
I should choose

Hey!
Whatchu think about all this change?
Haven't let go of me all day
What were you gonna tell me?
That you're scared to say

All my faith is almost gone
'Cus when I think about what I want
I'm sorry but I don't know
I have no response!
And then it's May, we graduate
You always say
You'll do anything to go where I will go
I hope it's worth the wait

When in doubt, I'll be your cheerleader
But I doubt that you'll even need a clutch
To be there when I won't
Yeah, you'll be fine okay!

Things were good so why'd you go away?
Have to let you know
I don't count on anyone to say this stuff
But you say things the best in every way

I'ma get stuck in this time
By taking pics of us left and right
And nothing's gonna last forever
But with you, it might

Coming clean I need to lay it out
and tell the story so far
There's not much I can do to fix it
Before things fall apart
You think I would've learned a lesson
Beyond the past that we shared
It's not fair, it's not fair

All I need, like vapor
Like I breathe you
And I'm cleared and I'm charged
Addictive energy I'm trying not to need
But it's hard
Still convincing myself that I need to go home
'Cus I've burnt out on my own

So I try to get some sleep
But I don't have you to hold
And when I cry I don't want you to see
Tears on my pillow
And I have too many ways to say
How I feel alone
I'll sleep on the left side tonight
But it still feels cold

When you switch up you got me down
Down, down
When you switch up got me

Oh, what's the point of being anything?
Other than with you head to feet
I don't care what I need I just want you
I'll wear your jersey with the nine
I'll write you a lullaby
Remember me by your side, what it was like

I wish it was simple, but it's not
I'll keep missing the way it was
'Till the end, don't pause
'Till the end, don't
Maybe we should skip to when
We're together again and move on
'Till we're in the same spot
(If and when)
I wish I was with you, but I'm not
I'll keep missing the way it was
'Till the end, don't pause
'Till the end, don't
Maybe we should skip to when
We're together again and move on
'Till we're in the same spot
If and when it comes

if and when

여보세요 나야.. 거기 잘 지내니?

produced by @ilypvc

lyrics
yeah, im in two loves and its tearing me apart
so the ones stabbing my hearts, and the others got my arts
my hearts saying love, yeah, but my mind is saying cashes
im stuck in the middle, cannot get out of this crashes..
yeah, im in two loves and its tearing me apart
so the ones stabbing my hearts, and the others got my arts
my hearts saying love, yeah, but my mind is saying cashes
im stuck in the middle, cannot get out of this crashes..

i was just moving like 1, 2, 3
i've been counting up alone for me
yeah, but u know now i love u, see?
i wanna show my love before u leave
way2many scenes, yeah i got too many things
lovecalls on my phone, tell me why did i just missed
i got too much 원, but my heart is too broken
idk my life, but u make me smile
so i wanna make u mine
(i was just moving like 1, 2, 3
i've been counting up alone for me
yeah, but u know now i love u, see?
i wanna show my love before u leave)

lovecall

yea cus yea

the weather is getting hotter and hotter.. (i really need an portable A/C lol) T^T
i hope u guys are enjoying the summer, and here's some samples what i made for a while!!

@ilypvc @blxty @jeu4k

timestamps   
00:00 ~ 01:07 - I love the way you..
01:07 ~ 02:01 - I love the way you.. pt2
02:01 ~ 03:15 - me&u
03:15 ~ 04:22 - End of the 1st half
04:22 ~ 05:04 - day 7
05:04 ~ 05:46 - ur place
05:46 ~ 06:28 - remedy (with @blxty)
06:28 ~ 07:09 - no matter what
07:09 ~ 08:20 - wayback
08:20 ~ 09:15 - hera2
09:15 ~ 10:01 - this might be..
10:01 ~ 10:42 - reset (with @jeu4k)

+bonus flip instrumentals
10:42 ~ 11:36 - blue flames
11:36 ~ 12:27 - flash forward
12:27 ~ 13:08 - good parts
13:08 ~ 13:56 - no return
13:56 ~ 14:45 - cookie
14:45 ~ 15:35 - OMG
15:35 ~ 16:42 - shine with me
16:42 ~ 17:48 - hype boy
17:48 ~ 18:44 - what is love?
18:44 ~ 21:13 - 그때 우리는.. (outro)

「AirCon!! Samples 2K23 with @blxty @jeu4k +bonus flip inst

Please Stop Screaming

ft @trustt + @1crusey
art @lorrific

[intro]
butterfly doors and im up, yea
i got a tab on my tongue, yea
he gonna meet my pump, yea
talkin that shi, u my son yea

[verse]
butterfly doors and im up, yea
i got a tab on my tongue, yea
he gonna meet my pump, yea
talkin that shi, u my son yea

remember them days i aint have no cash
remember them days i was downbad
nowadays i dont look at the tag
new ricks on me, i buy it to brag

you wanna talk u my clone bruh
pouring the wock in my soda
im the number one soldier
i got the gas and i roll up

[chorus]
they wanna talk dat shi
they wanna meet this glick
caught his ass outside
me and gang we slid x2

tired of this bitch, im done
big ass chop and big ole drum
he tryna talk but the boy got jumped
im counting hunnids u counting them ones bitch

[@trustt]
talkin that shit but u lie tho
and the perc jus made my eyes roll
in the couch i jus might pass out
got like 30 missed calls on my fuckin phone

told that bitch leave me alone yea
so i start sippin wit my bros yea
i jus been on my own yea
force me on my own yea

and i told that bitch im gone
and i told that bitch she aint no fun (she not)
told the bitch she hurt my heart yea
told the bitch she hurt my heart yea

[chorus]
they wanna talk dat shi
they wanna meet this glick
caught his ass outside
me and gang we slid x2

[@1crusey]
me n gang we slid
i mix da wok wit the tris
why yo bitch all on my dick
me n my gang tote sticks
ugh fuck, i crack the seal
i cannot fuck wit no bitch that not real
yea u a broke u cant pay for yo meal
i cant switch up im not takin no deal
n they think they kno us
mix da wok in soda
all these bands i throw it up
now she tryna show love
n they think they kno us
mix da wok in soda
all these bands i throw it up
told dat bih uhuh

[chorus]
they wanna talk dat shi
they wanna meet this glick
caught his ass outside
me and gang we slid x2

remember w/ trustt + crusey

나 다시 한번 이곳•서울에서
I•SEOUL•U-☆。
::너와 함께라면 정말 난 두려울거 하나 없어

•agent @lullabyhill @henta2
•prod @wherearethepercs @soxxinger @prodbiggity
•m&m arrange @prodnejji

(munzi)
I told u I•seoul•u
my heart is always to u
널 사랑해 tonight txt me
thru the phone I•seoul•u
let’s go wanna ride with u
You know all I need is u
널 사랑해 tonight txt me
thru the phone I•seoul•u

maybe we can call it luv
We dnt need to talk too much
I steppin on mihara rockin
under•cover now need ur <3
got two seater one for u
ridin mid of the view
I luv ur pretty eyes,pretty lips
fragrance..zZzZ。
jus tell me that I’m alright
I been watin in seoul•u
baby u been runnin on my mind
“내•마음을•갖고•떠나지말아줘•
이대로-난-위험하니까..｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡
yk all I need is only uuu~~
내눈에 너만 only•YOU
너만이 내 (세)상。
I•SEOUL•U

(datealyfe)
It always feel like I’m living a lie
I said I miss you, but I don’t want ties
The time I’m with you I use to confide
can I just have you, yeah just for one night
you make my heart hurt
I think It might burst
I think that I’m cursed
If you don’t like my best then
you’ll hate my worst
but I promise that I’ll come in first

(munzi)
everytime we fly
see me fuckin high
너와 함께 있을때면 두렵지않아
nva I won’t cry
see me in your eyes
너와 함께 있을 때면….
I told u I•SEOUL•U。

I•SEOUL•U 2 ft datealyfe (rxi/wintfye/biggity)

cskets ft osamason prod me & perc40

felt like changing my sound a little :)
wrote this from the heart

@breakupbreakdown <3

lyrics:
gotta get rid of my demons
i wanna live without free lance
i can see you on my phone lens
i gotta stay in the moments
i cannot track all their movement
keep coming back cause your clueless
why do you say that im useless
i do not care about no past sense

yea, i wanna be by myself
put your shit back on the shelf
you are not good for my health (yea yea)
but i keep geting stuck
i wanna be by your side
but our feelings collide
wish i could say that your mine
but thats not what you think

i been hurting way to much
way to many
my heart is fucking static
my feelings feel like plastic
i dont want you back
nor another
my head is getting dizzy
i wish you wasnt busy
yea, i know that you miss me (yeaaa)
took a while before you kissed me (aaaa)

its okay uh
bitch im on my way
another day
cannot find my place
like a race
how you fucking chase (meeee)
feel so wasted
wish i didnt break it

torture everyday
i dont need you okay
but it still hurts my when i think about you everyday
but your intentions are the problem
but we cant solve them
shit how i be wrongful
yea bitch im awfull

i dont fucking understand how you still go
always with you all the time i cant adore
keep on begging me for more
i dont want you baby can you leave and close the door
i can keep fucking with you
how you fucking with my head
i dont want you back so can u just go back to bed
all the things u fucking said
that will keep on hurting till the day i get my rest

one more left
i will keep on smoking till my lungs black
cuz i fucking know that you will be back
all these fucking feelings cannot hide that
(NEVER WILL I GO BACK)
x2

you dont wanna be mine
walking in the sunshine
bitch i got a glock nine
know that im not fine
dont wanna stand by
you know i cant die
feel like i might cry
dont wanna say bye

gotta get rid of my demons
i wanna live without free lance
i can see you on my phone lens
i gotta stay in the moments
i cannot track all their movement
keep coming back cause your clueless
why do you say that im useless
i do not care about no past sense

yea, i wanna be by myself
put your shit back on the shelf
you are not good for my health (yea yea)
but i keep geting stuck
i wanna be by your side
but our feelings collide
wish i could say that your mine
but thats not what you think

demons (breakupbreakdown)

Hi 👋🏻 @yazida-essia 


a little lack of space
i gotta get away
and every word u say
Affecting everything
But i must admit
we get along too great to waste it takin'

every move i make is calculated 
when i move around u
so i say i need a minute if i need to
pick apart the ways ur making me freeze up
why cant it be somebody else?
i'm already struck

ohhhh would i be enough
or do i mess up too much?
i wish you'd forget the person that i was
and i would keep it simple
but i cant leave it at that
it might finish me off
just a little bit of loneliness from hoping u could maybe love me back

what should i do 
cus u might never come around again
if i said i want u forever
its too late to trash all that weve been through
if i was just misreading the room
i dont wanna confuse or lose u
by misunderstanding the situation
but i dont think i can keep it in or keep it from u 
I just cant spit out a confession

i guess i could leave everything unsaid
but thats only gonna leave me so upset 
if i dont find out how u feel then its gonna be really really bad
pull the sleeve on ur shirt, follow u like a dog
if were gonna stay friends
I cant keep thinking these thoughts
ur the one thing i'll hold onto
but i cant get a grip of

is it wrong?
that i keep putting an act on
if it means i'll be the one that u want
i choose to keep on chasing
till you choose me bring me along
if i knew that we would change 
i wouldnt have waited so long 
to see if it was actually fate
cus i think that we'll be special
chains that had already been linked
write on a wall
u wouldnt let me look dumb
but its like lately im numb
even if we threw it all away
and for what?
because maybe it would make us become more than a crush 
the way that i had dreamed of

(YAZ)

I don’t wanna string you along 
And I don’t wanna be a burden 
Boy I’ve been trynna move on 
But idk if I’m certain 
cuz all the things you said to me
trynna fit them thru the stream 
All the things u said to to me 
Trynna fit them thru the stream 

Boy if we tried to 
Keep ourselves apart 
To keep or tear apart 
I couldn’t stay apart from you 
You thought that I might 
just handle it 
But I couldn’t be alone for a minute
If I won’t see u again

I just tell myself that we’re good for nothing 
And this isn’t working 
Cuz you push me away too much 
And I can’t seem to find your trust 
Think I’m done, stayed enough
Yeah I’m calling your bluff but…

I’m in awe, over the way you look 
And I can’t stop staring at my notebook 
Drawing everything that I’m seeing 
Your eyes they look so pretty if it’s me that they’re seeing 
I know you’re dating other girls 
And i’d be lying if I said I’m okay 
I know we’re running in circles at the same old pace 
But in the mean time I’ll be biting the bullet 
Cuz one day or another I’ll be in your amulet 
😮‍💨

what should i do 
cus u might never come around again
if i said i want u forever
its too late to trash all that weve been through
if i was just misreading the room
i dont wanna confuse or lose u
by misunderstanding the situation
but i dont think i can keep it in or keep it from u 
what should i do will i ever be what u want?
up late contemplative train of thought
i wuld do anything to be what u want
too late too trash all that we've been thru
if i was just misreading the room
dont wanna confuse or lose u by misunderstanding the situation 
but i dont think i can keep it in or keep it from u
i just cant spit out a confession 😅

Luvsong (+ Yazida)

tell me what song to flip in the comments <3

HUH YUNJIN - 피어나도록 / love you twice(pluggnb flip by ilypvc)

@0rch_id
@odel007

[blxty]
maybe i'm not the bad guy
but i'm awful
keep it all inside
put my feelings in a bottle
moving too fast full throttle
guess that's what i get for being thoughtful

i can't even see right now messed up
how am i gonna walk when i can't get up
in the hall i'm a student
lights off watch your whole movement
and you treat me like a bad guy
gotta keep my head high
everyone on standby
nobody to stand by
gotta keep a hold of myself
if i would've let go, you would have fell

[orchid]
push the bullshit into my head
never listen to what u said
check the bullshit into my head
never listen to what you
oh i felt like i tried so hard
but its never enough or a little bit too much
im bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
cut my skin like its peeling 
heartbeat pull it out my chest
see? crush it into mess
we never really meant
i rip open your legs
meat eat it oh so fresh
bleed run myself to death
see? aint it oh so blessed?
she opened up my head

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