MANGADEX

This is a song about having to live in hiding

Written, produced and performed by Nusagi
Guitar performed and recorded by Kealy Hatton / Korosound Audio
Bass performed and recorded by Nusagi

Lyrics:

You’ve never seen me out of costume
I stay out the way, and I promise I’ll be gone soon
Is it cute how I duck away from mirrors?
When you ask you friends they say “no one’s ever seen her”

Hiding in the edges of your eyes
And in the shade of corners
Can you keep a secret?
They’ll come after me if they ever notice

You’ve probably guessed by now
But I don’t quite think you’ve seen
Just keep it to yourself
I don’t wanna cause a scene
I bet you know by now
But you still don’t know me
But that’s okay, ‘cause no one does
‘Cause every day is Halloween for me

You’ve never seen me out of costume
I stay out the way, and I promise I’ll be gone soon
Is it cute how I duck away from mirrors?
When you ask you friends they say “no one’s ever seen her”

Hiding in the edges of your eyes
And in the shade of corners
Can you keep a secret?
They’ll come after me if they ever notice

You’ve probably guessed by now
But I don’t quite think you’ve seen
Just keep it to yourself
I don’t wanna cause a scene
I bet you know by now
But you still don’t know me
But that’s okay, ‘cause no one does
‘Cause every day is Halloween for me

October 31st, October 31st
It’s after dark and I’m lurkin, lurkin, lurkin
October 31st, October 31st
It’s after dark and I’m lurkin, lurkin, lurkin

You can’t see my fangs 
when I’m hiding from view
And you can’t see my face
When I’m bleeding the truth
I could sing you a song
That you already knew
But it’s too late, I’m burning
So what could I do?
You can’t see my fangs 
when I’m hiding from view
And you can’t see my face
When I’m bleeding the truth
I could sing you a song
That you already knew
But it’s too late, I’m burning
So what could I do?
You can’t see my fangs (Please don’t tell)
when I’m hiding from view (I can’t help it)
And you can’t see my face (I swear it)
When I’m bleeding the truth (Isn’t my fault)
I could sing you a song (Please don’t tell)
That you already knew (I can’t help it)
But it’s too late, I’m burning (I swear it)
So what could I do? (Isn’t my fault)
You can’t see my fangs (Please don’t tell)
when I’m hiding from view (I can’t help it)
And you can’t see my face (I swear it)
When I’m bleeding the truth (Isn’t my fault)
I could sing you a song (Please don’t tell)
That you already knew (I can’t help it)
But it’s too late, I’m burning (I swear it)
So what could I- (Isn’t my-)

It’s after dark and I’m lurkin, lurkin, lurkin
It’s after dark and I’m lurkin, lurkin, lurkin
It’s after dark and I’m lurkin, lurkin, lurkin
It’s after dark and I’m lurkin, lurkin, lurkin
It’s after dark and I’m lurkin, lurkin, lurkin
It’s after dark and I’m lurkin, lurkin, lurkin
After, after dark
After, after, after dark

HALLOWEEN! EVERYDAY!

HALLOWEEN EVERYDAY

This is a song about feeling like someone cares about you for the first time

Written, produced and performed by Nusagi
Guitar and bass performed and recorded by Nusagi

Lyrics:

[Intro]
And your heart is a song
That I always wanna hear you sing
lala la la la 
And your heart is a song
That I always wanna hear you sing
lala la la la la

[Verse 1]
Left your place
With a bit of you on me
Seeing your face
When I smile the next morning
Seeing you say
How you wanted to hold me
Now I can’t wait
‘Till next time
Listen, I don’t even know
If it’s a date yet
We’ve been talking
Holding hands by the lake, yeah
Didn’t see it but
It’s getting pretty late now
Do I really have to go home?

[Chorus]
Is it weird that
I don’t wanna leave your side
I wanna stay out all night
Tell me is it weird that
I just miss you all the time
Even when we just spoke last night

[Verse 2]
If you wanted
I could be your little misfit
Stupid little dipshit, tongue is always twisted
If you really wanted
Baby you could be my angel
Flyaways floating by your head like a halo
If you wanted
Baby I could be your bunny
Quiet but I’m bubbly
Shaking but I’m cuddly
If you really wanted
I would never have to go home
I don’t wanna leave your side

[Chorus]
Is it weird that
I don’t wanna leave your side
I wanna stay out all night
Tell me is it weird that
I just miss you all the time
Even when we just spoke last night
Is it weird that
I don’t wanna leave your side
I wanna stay out all night
Tell me is it weird that
I just miss you all the time
Even when we just spoke last night

[Bridge]
Tell me the best way 
To get to your heart
Cause once it starts
I don’t want you to stop
So tell me the best way 
To get to your heart
Cause once it starts
I don’t want you to stop, yeah
Tell me the best way 
To get to your heart
Cause once it starts
I don’t want you to stop
Tell me the best way 
To get to your heart
Cause once it starts
I don’t want you to stop, yeah
Tell me the best way 
To get to your heart
Cause once it starts
I don’t want you to stop
So tell me the best way 
To get to your heart
Cause once it starts
I don’t want you to stop, yeah

[Outro (A message I drafted but never sent you)]
Hey so I was kind of wondering if umm... the next time we saw each other you might maybe want to hold hands or something? Umm... it's fine if you don't want to, I don't wanna make you uncomfortable or anything it's just that like... uhh I remember like when we had been just kind of lying on your bed... um... and we were just talking for a really long time and umm... I had kind of really wanted to like cuddle or something maybe? Umm... I'm sorry. I'm being weird now. I'm stupid. Umm... I'm sorry. I kind of wish that I hadn't made this song. I'm sorry.

i kinda just wanna be around you all the time

This is a song about wanting to rewrite your past

Written, produced and performed by Nusagi
Guitar performed and recorded by Nusagi

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
I'm reaching 22 and haven't lived a day
I'm almost at the end and I'm so sick of the wait
I'm hiding in myself but I couldn't find a way
I'm almost out of time and my heart is starting to ache

(Chorus)
Can we pretend that it's my first time again?
Can we pretend that was my first kiss?
Can we pretend that it's my first time again?
Can we pretend that was my first kiss?
Can we pretend that it's my first time again?
Can we pretend that was my first kiss?

(Verse 2)
"Come meet me after school"
You take me up to your room
Show me your favorite band
Don't want the song to end
I've never felt like this
I've never laughed this way
I feel your hand on my cheek
You think I'm pretty?
Your fingers glide through my hair
Pushing it out of my face
"I want to see those eyes,
I caught them staring"
Your breath is hot on my face
Your hand is tracing my thigh
Lift up my favorite dress
My heart is racing

(Chorus)
Can we pretend that it's my first time again?
Can we pretend that was my first kiss?
Can we pretend that it's my first time again?
Can we pretend that was my first kiss?
Can we pretend that it's my first time again?
Can we pretend that was my first kiss?

1stkiss

This is a song about being in love with somebody you can never touch

Written, produced, and performed by Nusagi

Lyrics:

I can feel your touch a million miles away 
Without a voice I cling to every word that you say
When I fall apart you put me into place
I can’t even speak to you but I still hear your name 
I can feel your touch a million miles away 
Without a voice I cling to every word that you say
When I fall apart you put me into place
I can’t even speak to you but I still hear your name 

I can feel your touch a million miles away 
Without a voice I cling to every word that you say
When I fall apart you put me into place
I can’t even speak to you but I still hear your name 
I can feel your touch a million miles away 
Without a voice I cling to every word that you say
When I fall apart you put me into place
I can’t even speak to you but I still hear your name 
I can feel your touch a million miles away 
Without a voice I cling to every word that you say
When I fall apart you put me into place
I can’t even speak to you but I still hear your name 
I can feel your touch a million miles away 
Without a voice I cling to every word that you say
When I fall apart you put me into place
I can’t even speak to you but I still hear your name 

I can feel your touch a million miles away 
Without a voice I cling to every word that you say
When I fall apart you put me into place
I can’t even speak to you but I still hear your name 
I can feel your touch a million miles away 
Without a voice I cling to every word that you say
When I fall apart you put me into place
I can’t even speak to you but I still hear your name

Written, produced, and performed by Nusagi
Guitar and bass performed and recorded by Nusagi

Lyrics:

[Intro]
Now you know what time it is
The challenge is over
Cause I’m going out
Like a maniac, m-manic
N-Now you know what time it is
The challenge is over
Cause I’m going out
Like a maniac, m-manic

[Verse 1]
Lie lie lie, all you do is fucking lie
Controlling everything I do to keep me on your side
You use everyone you’ve ever met for personal gain
You milk other peoples pain for your money and fame 
You belittle what I love and all my work
I won’t be your punching bag, I want you to hurt
You’re such a princess, you’re such a diva, 
I don’t mean that in a nice way either
Work me like a dog, then you throw me in the garbage
You’re a bad friend and a subpar artist
You’re a bad person, you broke our promise
Now everyone hates me and I know who’s fault it is
Now I’m scared of everyone and don’t know who to trust
All I get is pain from everything I used to love
I can never never rid myself of all of my disgust
You and everyone who hurt me you can get fucked

[Pre-Chorus]
Now you know what time it is
The challenge is over
Cause I’m going out
Like a maniac, m-manic
N-Now you know what time it is
The challenge is over
Cause I’m going out
Like a maniac

[Hook]
So fuck you
Fuck your clique
Fuck all the internet bullshit
It all just makes me sick
You’re so desperate for clicks
I don’t wanna talk to you
And I’m not gonna take your shit
(Fuck you) Fuck your clique
Fuck all the internet bullshit
It all just me sick
(Fuck you) You’re so desperate for clicks
I’m not your friend anymore
And I’m not gonna be in your clique

[Verse 2]
So you’re too good for me now that you’re A-list
Oh give me a break, you just made it on a playlist
Talk a lot of big shit when it comes to politics
Girlboss extortionist, you’re a fucking hypocrite
You’re not able to care about other people
The only thing that matters to you is your ego
I want you to go away I never want to see you 
Thank god you’re so inept cause you’re just plain evil

[Bridge]
I think I’m better than you
I don’t need you anymore
Think I never really did
I just couldn’t see before 
Lying snake you copied me to gain my trust and clout
Is that why I keep hearing all my words come out your mouth?

[Pre-Chorus]
Now you know what time it is
The challenge is over
Cause I’m going out
Like a maniac, m-manic
N-Now you know what time it is
The challenge is over
Cause I’m going out
Like a maniac

[Hook]
So fuck you
Fuck your clique
Fuck all the internet bullshit
It all just makes me sick
You’re so desperate for clicks
I don’t wanna talk to you
And I’m not gonna take your shit
Fuck your clique
Fuck all the internet bullshit
It all just me sick
You’re so desperate for clicks
I’m not your friend anymore
And I’m not gonna be in your clique
(Fuck you) Fuck your clique
Fuck all the internet bullshit
It all just makes me sick
(Fuck you) You’re so desperate for clicks
I don’t wanna talk to you
And I’m not gonna take your shit
(Fuck you) Fuck your clique
Fuck all the internet bullshit
It all just me sick
(Fuck you) You’re so desperate for clicks
I’m not your friend anymore
And I’m not gonna be in your clique

[Outro]
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means YOU GET WHAT YOU DESERVE
WHAT YOU DESERVE
YOU GET WHAT YOU DESERVE!!

'friend' is a 4 letter word

This is a song about feeling like you might not have to be alone anymore

Written, produced and performed by Nusagi

Lyrics:

(Verse)
My face glows when she lights up my screen
I can’t believe that she could look my way
I can’t imagine how she must see me
But when I saw that text it made my day
Don’t really understand these feelings I’ve endured
I get so nervous that I start to sweat
She’s unlike anything I’ve ever seen, for sure
I gotta tell you all about this girl I met

(Chorus)
I can't wait to tell you all about this girl
(Can’t wait to tell you all about this girl)
I can't wait to tell you all about this girl
(Can’t wait to tell you all about this girl)
I can't wait to tell you all about this girl
(Can’t wait to tell you all about this girl)
I can't wait to tell you all about this girl
(Can’t wait to tell you all about this girl)

(Verse)
My face glows when she lights up my screen
I can’t believe that she could look my way
I can’t imagine how she must see me
But when I saw that text it made my day
Don’t really understand these feelings I’ve endured
I get so nervous that I start to sweat
She’s unlike anything I’ve ever seen, for sure
I gotta tell you all about this girl I met

(Chorus)
I can't wait to tell you all about this girl
(Can’t wait to tell you all about this girl)
I can't wait to tell you all about this girl
(Can’t wait to tell you all about this girl)
I can't wait to tell you all about this girl
(Can’t wait to tell you all about this girl)
I can't wait to tell you all about this girl
(Can’t wait to tell you all about this girl)

thisgirl

Written, produced and performed by Nusagi

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Hi my name’s Nusagi
And no one wants to talk to me
Set on self destruct
Because no one here is stopping me
I don’t make friends
I play pretend on the internet
Tell me “be a man”
I was never too good at that
Hi my name’s Nusagi
I can’t stop saying sorry
Sorry that I said that
I wish I hadn’t started
Try to say my real name
And couldn’t stop stutter
I disappoint everyone
I can’t stop stumbling

[Hook]
I don’t wanna leave my room
It’s too much stress
I don’t wanna talk to you
You could care less
I don’t want the real world
It’s too much stress
I live in a daydream
That I read off mangadex 
I don’t wanna leave my room
It’s too much stress
I don’t wanna talk to you
You could care less
I don’t want the real world
It’s too much stress
I live in a daydream
That I read off mangadex 

[Verse 2]
Hi my names nusagi
And no ones ever loved me
Divorcees in my inbox
But they just wanna fuck me
Sneak me in the house
Because I make you ashamed
Love me for an hour
Then you throw me away
Hi my names Nusagi
And I don’t have a body
I can’t stop from sobbing
When I see pictures of me
Woke up from a good dream
And couldn’t stop crying then
Said that I’m girl yeah
Ain’t nobody buying that 

[Hook]
I don’t wanna leave my room
It’s too much stress
I don’t wanna talk to you
You could care less
I don’t want the real world
It’s too much stress
I live in a daydream
That I read off mangadex 
I don’t wanna leave my room
It’s too much stress
I don’t wanna talk to you
You could care less
I don’t want the real world
It’s too much stress
I live in a daydream
That I read off mangadex 

[Outro]
I wish that someone would ask how I’m feeling
You never noticed cause you never see me
I wish that someone could see how I’m feeling
I never told you cause you won’t believe me

razor blade angel
soundwave alchemist
flash player artifact
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MANGADEX

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