Winner or Loser(prod. lowtyde)

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Just some chill bars over this beat.


Lyrics:

Yeah I came up fast made it straight through the turmoil
Can change my mind got a hat made out of tinfoil
Miss every shot that I take cant count on the recoil
Situations getting heated that waters starts to boil
I been here before but this time I aint ever leavin
Follow through with a plan dont expect any reason
So much noise around gotta switch up the seatin
Gave it my all so whats still left has no more meaning

Seen it on tv so I wanted to buy it
Said some mean words but meant nothing by it
Everyone is evil or we are just a little biased
This world is so dark and I am getting tired

Tried my best but the result still leaves to be desired
Whoever is writting this plot should probably be fired
The texts I write have long not been inspired
Bad just from the touch like the opposite of midas
Normally it goes through hills and valleys
The progress might be slow but at least its steady
Always success in the end lik the stories on the telly
Gave me a bigger challenge when I wasnt even ready

Seen it on tv so I wanted to buy it
Said some mean words but meant nothing by it
Everyone is evil or we are just a little biased
This world is so dark and I am getting tired

Seen it on tv so I wanted to buy it
Said some mean words but meant nothing by it
Everyone is evil or we are just a little biased
This world is so dark and I am getting tired


Biased (prod. docent)

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Lyrics:

Its always sunny right after it rains
I think back to moments of blizz
Make me forget all the hurt and pain
Both sides of the growing rift
Its amazing what we can endure
Just shake it of right after the fall
No matter how innocent or pure
Fate wont spare you at all

I made it my mess the day that I started
Gave the peace away to late for a pardon
On the road to things to rare for a market
All the mistakes get left under the carpet
I try to hide away just to get my focus right
Still not enough power to make the vocals bite 
Working on improvement in overtime
So sleep deprived I see those oval lights
Is it extraterrestrial or just a halucination
Got lost in imagination forgot what I was sayin
Take back when I was out there missbehaving
The universe keeps reading my vibrations
I dont want to switch and upset the balance
Got enough hates dont need these karens
So many bridges burns add it to the erands
To good of a childhood than to blame my parents

Its always sunny right after it rains
I think back to moments of blizz
Make me forget all the hurt and pain
Both sides of the growing rift
Its amazing what we can endure
Just shake it of right after the fall
No matter how innocent or pure
Fate wont spare you at all

And fate always stays a cruel mistress
In my own way thats a rude instance
I cant move bolders that they are lifting
Everyone has their strengths but different
The people look like ants while on the plane
Puts it all in perspective yet hard to explain
Move the whole city with a single crane
All our lives so different yet all the same
Its a rat race but much rather a hamster wheel
I cant see your pain but I know how it feels
Somehow we all change for mass appeal 
Noone fits in so really whats the deal?
From performative living to fake lifes
I would belive it if I havent seen it with my eyes
Change your whole life so many times
So how do you know what you are really like?

Its always sunny right after it rains
I think back to moments of blizz
Make me forget all the hurt and pain
Both sides of the growing rift
Its amazing what we can endure
Just shake it of right after the fall
No matter how innocent or pure
Fate wont spare you at all

After it rains (prod. lowtyde)

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Lyrics:
Cant give up what I never had
Under fire and just got hit again
Let its pass
All they want already in demand
Make a shift never stop us
What there next up from here
I will just get caught up
Never quite as it appears

Sun cycle tell me what you knew
Kept going even though I disaprove
Unpaid bills are long overdue
Seems like we got different news
It can wait till the morning
Or at least thats what I hope for
Self sabotage so I keep stalling
Cant focus cause I am never bored
No sunlight in this hole I am in
Good days will break again
Already made new friends
Just with some new demands
So we grow roots on cement
Slow and steady better than none
Back to basics but I aint telling them
They will see what we become

Cant give up what I never had
Under fire and just got hit again
Let its pass
All they want already in demand
Make a shift never stop us
What there next up from here
I will just get caught up
Never quite as it appears

Finalize for the final time
Jeopardize whats on my mind
Finalize for the final time
Jeopardize whats on my mind

Passionate almost to a fault
Never destined to retire old
Always tried but never as I was told
Question always a little bit bold
Break away from the main stream
New vision that they cant get to see
Its not over before we all get to leave
So calm yourself and just try to breath
The treasure burried so close
And I am just trying my best to find it
Might have to survive in the cold
Because we never know where its hiding
Swim with sharks or fly with the bird
Always just a little bit farther
I wont be able to soothe your concern
Every attempt a little bit harder

Cant give up what I never had
Under fire and just got hit again
Let its pass
All they want already in demand

What I never had (prod. Tulipé)

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Lyrics:Gave it all that I had so whats there left for the taking
But I would rather settle down with my current saving
This is for the wicked - I dont know if I make it
All about formations but I am eager to replace it
Keep me on my toes better swim than drown
Nothing out of reach even if its out of bounds
Make a fortune or take what you have now
I guess theres only the way through or around

I could make it and keep winning
A long road so when is it ending
I guess I knew that when I came in
Might be the last option so I dont want to take it
Always looking for just little more
Constantly just that little bit bored
What do I really need all this for
The things I loved now only feel like a chore

I guess I got to save myself from my own desires
Getting chased in my dream like its michael myers
I never see the dark side but it might be inside us
And the clock runs so fast that soon our times up
I keep bleeding energy I would rather redirect
And theres not a single way to get it all back
Like the fishes I got myself stuck in a net
Wish to let go but the past I just cant forget
I heard before to let go off all of my vices
Yet its easier said than done when I tried it
Trick myself in believing that I actually like it
So dont rethink it if it ever gets silent

I could make it and keep winning
A long road so when is it ending
I guess I knew that when I came in
Might be the last option so I dont want to take it
Always looking for just little more
Constantly just that little bit bored
What do I really need all this for
The things I loved now only feel like a chore

I could make it and keep winning
A long road so when is it ending
I guess I knew that when I came in
Might be the last option so I dont want to take it
Always looking for just little more
Constantly just that little bit bored
What do I really need all this for
The things I loved now only feel like a chore

I could make it and keep winning
A long road so when is it ending
I guess I knew that when I came in
Might be the last option so I dont want to take it
Always looking for just little more
Constantly just that little bit bored
What do I really need all this for
The things I loved now only feel like a chore

Vices (prod. docent)

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Lyrics:
Forgot my path lose hope I never had
I guess I take that with me
Sometimes the world is to much to mask
Cant it all just be easy
Check the lights before we cross the street
I couldnt see it all coming
Much more than I wanted or even need
In the end there is always something

I made a promise to myself I cant really keep
Take some time for myself when I get to leave
Stories like a movie so please take a seat
Straight forward yet it never been this deep
I make moves just to get what I never had
Always to predictable is what they dont get
What I got cant be fixed by any meds
And just like jesus I will surely rise again
The voice in my head keeps egging me on
Telling me this is the place I dont belong
I will get ahold even when they want me gone
Noone will judges based on where Im from
And I dont need approval for improvement
Not made for the heat? Get some coolant
Unlike to fit in just what the suits meant
Cant make you see when the shrooms cant

Forgot my path lose hope I never had
I guess I take that with me
Sometimes the world is to much to mask
Cant it all just be easy
Check the lights before we cross the street
I couldnt see it all coming
Much more than I wanted or even need
In the end there is always something

More or less we all stay the same
Wishing we could change the future
Sooner or later we fall again
And somehow I am betting on sooner
More or less we all stay the same
Wishing we could change the future
Sooner or later we fall again
And somehow I am betting on sooner

Its destined to work or I just want to dream
Keep on rising early and crash in the eve
Structured process so we try to keep it lean
Cant chase the vision that you have never seen
And its draining to believe before anyone else
So many doubter so who are you going to tell
Not every one takes aspiration quite as well
Most dream to small so they are overwhelmed
I try to glide before its time to take flight
Perform in my bedroom to lose the stagefright
Wish to finish all open task in a single night
When its finished suns out again on the outside
Can you blame them for wanting to be better
Getting envious when you become a trendsetter
Some live in differents sectors with bad weather
Tripped up by fate but to weak to get up

Forgot my path lose hope I never had
I guess I take that with me
Sometimes the world is to much to mask
Cant it all just be easy
Check the lights before we cross the street
I couldnt see it all coming
Much more than I wanted or even need
In the end there is always something

Forgot my path lose hope I never had
I guess I take that with me
Sometimes the world is to much to mask
Cant it all just be easy
Check the lights before we cross the street
I couldnt see it all coming
Much more than I wanted or even need
In the end there is always something





Rise again(prod. remdolla)

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Lyrics:
Blazing through the streets only to leave a trail like its made of fire
For today we wont change but who really knows what the future holds
Running for miles just trying to catch up but we wont need to stop the timer
The surrounding changes almost every day so we gotta keep staying bold

I never switched side so why the switching on me
Seen enough movies to know this story
They just check in to monitor our progress closely
Yet they never really cared like one of the homies
And I can still feel their eyes piercing my back
One foot still on the pavement but we take the step
Making moves till the stone has my name edged
Hope thats has some time still wish me the best
Its like living between different situations 
Still have half of my stuff left in the suitcase
Room as big as a shoebox that isnt changing
Eating cornflakes while they get the suffle
And I get that you dont demand respect but earn it
Yet why I try they fault me for being to earnest
Dont want to lack a purpose so I conserve it
All the rest hidden behind the curtains

Blazing through the streets only to leave a trail like its made of fire
For today we wont change but who really knows what the future holds
Running for miles just trying to catch up but we wont need to stop the timer
The surrounding changes almost every day so we gotta keep staying bold

Face whatever they cant
Take every room when its vacant
So much potential just latent
Legend in your own making
Face whatever they cant
Take every room when its vacant
So much potential just latent
Legend in your own making 

In between steps so only one foot on the ground
Hard to see with the head stuck up in the clouds
But we wont change at least not for now
I can feel the tension rising all around 
Theres some big change coming very shortly 
And I dont know if its the one they showed me
Not trying to fit in but also I dont want to be corny
So I still take the safe route mostly
And when it rains they say it probably pours
When you struggle its hard to find an open door
On the speedway with no room for a pause
And most accomplishments never get applaus
No matter if you catch the rain or drown in it
The screams so quite they only sound distant
All the bad times always there to relive em
Keep em close but never forgiven

Blazing through the streets only to leave a trail like its made of fire
For today we wont change but who really knows what the future holds
Running for miles just trying to catch up but we wont need to stop the timer
The surrounding changes almost every day so go till the stories are told

Blazing through the streets only to leave a trail like its made of fire
For today we wont change but who really knows what the future holds
Running for miles just trying to catch up but we wont need to stop the timer
The surrounding changes almost every day so go till the stories are told




Locked in (prod. nour)

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Lyrics:
Cruising wide awake
No time left to explain
Wasted in my ways
But won't take it back okay
Always action never safe
No more time for breaks
Highscore so check the pace
The ace inside the race

So much more than it has ever been
Before we go back again
I dont miss work but just pretend
So we just celebrate 
Cold coffee and computer screens
Is that where we are suppose to be
Animosity just not that openly
The cubicle never grew on me
Between small talk and a lost cause
All the spilled dream to be mopped up
Just a money line till its cut off
Till its cut off
So we stay only for the lifestyle
Even when we know its not right
It never seems right
Wrong place at the wrong time

Cruising wide awake
No time left to explain
Wasted in my ways
But won't take it back okay
Always action never safe
No more time for breaks
Highscore so check the pace
The ace inside the race

I always try to fix it
But it was never okay
To late to see the difference
Even when it breaks
I always try to fix it
But it was never okay
To late to see the difference
Even when it breaks

Pack my bags and just quit
I know this can't all be it
So many reasons left to live
Don't waste whats been a gift
Dreams that got left now in focus
And barriers won't hold us
Let my try to see the world
Cause I know there is so much
Bring some meaning to life
Start casting some new light
This place can never be to bright
So I might as well shine mine
New focus on pen and paper
All my worries left for later
Gotta finish this don't wait up
Be my own savior

Cruising wide awake
No time left to explain
Wasted in my ways
But won't take it back okay
Always action never safe
No more time for breaks
Highscore so check the pace
Time to leave the race




Meant to be (prod. Saga Beats)

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Lyrics:
Bad things happen all the time thats the way it goes
Keep them coming all day but we aint that close
Not a lot of effort invested yet we can still say we did the most
Somehow I lost my optimism but I very much admire your hope

Stay away from gossip like it toxic
Cause I never know what enough is
I don't care for the days in the office
Cause it makes me feel like a hostage
And getting out leaves their color on me
Their negativity rubbing I can see it closely
Yet I haven't got enough money to leave
So we stay in the toxic air they breath
I wish I could get free to escape the smog
But systems running get harder to stop
Slowly turning people to things they are not
Changing while stuck in the same spot
Desperation need to cross new valleys
And we can't get back - its a one way alley
Not a lot of wiggle room so keep it steady
Weather could be better but we stay ready

Bad things happen all the time thats the way it goes
Keep them coming all day but we aint that close
Not a lot of effort invested yet we can still say we did the most
Somehow I lost my optimism but I very much admire your hope

We come home a worse person than we left the house as
Yet we cross it off the calender and just keep counting
Could we change it all? I don't even know
But can we change a little? Thats for sure

Most days start the same in essence
Yet you can chose how they are ending
Do you fuel yourself and your passion
Tank half empty but the fire everlasting
What they try to make you is irrelevant 
Second chances they always come again
Do you want a reason to celebrate
Don't waste you time till its to late
Can't catch fish if you stop the stream
Some things come after others leave
Time to wait just like we are making tea
Always space for some new memories
And if they try to change you keep going
Always right back at it on the next morning
If you keep straight there is no falling
Times wont get worse all that often

Bad things happen all the time thats the way it goes
Keep them coming all day but we aint that close
Just some more effort invested so I guess I did the most
Somewhere in there is some hope so I should better take it home



What they try to make you is irrelevant 
Second chances they always come again
Do you want a reason to celebrate
Don't waste you time till its to late
Can't catch fish if you stop the stream
Some things come after others leave
Time to wait just like we are making tea
Always space for some new memories
And if they try to change you keep going
Always right back at it on the next morning
If you keep straight there is no falling
Times wont get worse all that often

Bad things happen all the time thats the way it goes
Keep them coming all day but we aint that close
Just some more effort invested so I guess I did the most
Somewhere in there is some hope so I should better take it home

Fading colors

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Lyrics:

Hills after valley and I cant escape the rud
Trying my best to succeed but its not that easy
Been down so long when is it finally going up
Feels like its cursed and the bad lucks never enough

Striving to do better when doing loads
I don't except change in a moment tho
Yet I keep at it and haven't gotten close
Much space to grow yet only so slow
I tell myself that it needs time
For change there should have been signs
I don't know what growth feels like
Can't let the haters prove me right
In deep waters just staying afloat
So many task that I can't do em all
Is it falling with the ground so close
Running out of hopeful quotes
Always easy just to fall to despair
Just to reach those that don't care
Chose this burden I wanted to bare
Do I have the right to say its unfair

Hills after valley and I cant escape the rud
Trying my best to succeed but its not that easy
Been down so long when is it finally going up
Feels like its cursed and the bad lucks never enough

But we keep going anyways
Could have changed my mind any day
In some way it will all find its place
For now we just sit and wait

Life-changing moment happen in an instant
So we keep praying every evening 
At least no worries about the ceiling
Still a long while till we go reaching
And the harder it is to keep going
Says the others also lost motion
Only a limited number to be chosen
Which leaves some new slots open
I don't want them to fail to succeed
But this might be what is needed
The harder it is the stronger we get
Effort put in on every weekend
While others party we work for it
Thats a worthy sacrifice as I'd called it
The bad times keep us honest
Clean it up and leaves with a polish

Hills after valley and I cant escape the rud
Trying my best to succeed but its not that easy
Been down so long when is it finally going up
Feels like its cursed and uphill until its not

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