Churchill Downs REMIX

had to die ft V1V1D & juli (+love, matt & blocktane)

Skin

Unreleased Song by Quavo & Takeoff, but with a better beat.

Where Ya Goin

[Verse 1] (Lil Bo Weep)
Oh I said the things I said
Can't get you out of my head
Don't mind the things that I said, ooh
Oh I can't get to bed
Voices racing in my head
Wish to God that I was dead, ooh

[Chorus] (Lil Bo Weep)
Oh I did the things I did
Can't get you out of my head
Don't mind the things that I did, ohh
Oh god listen to me now
Everything I put into the ground
Oh god they want me dead, ohh
My god, do you like what I did?
When I listen to the voice in my head
I'll make you proud of what I said, ooh

[Verse2] (Horrors)
Shadows dancing on my wallEvery whisper feels like a callDon’t know if I can stand at all, oohTears fall heavy on my skinDrowning slowly deep withinWishing I could just give in, ooh
Lights fade, I’m losing timeEvery thought cuts like a lineSearching for a sign, oohHands shake, I can’t unwindAll the peace I’ll never findLeft alone inside my mind, ooh
Cold air creeping through my chestPraying just to get some restBut the weight won’t let me breathe, oohIf I disappear tonightWould you see me in the lightOr just let me sink beneath, ooh

LiL BO WEEP - DONT MIND ME (FT HORRORS)

JZX100

Heres a song about my struggle with physical abuse uwu 

Prod: @juniordbeats
Mixed: @lofeetunes & @planteee

Bruises (prod. jrd.)

Dear Momma (prod. tomcbumpz)

mixed by:mixedbyjny !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

on june 4th the devil gave birth to a bitch
who could only ever see negative things in her midst 
like a sister to karma with a wrist full of slits
had no love in heart and disregarded her kids
n she had her father stripped before she was 6 
so from then on happiness didnt exist 
add that ontop of liquor and prescriptions she mixed
whats it like to a live n know when you die youll be missed 
its often wondered if she knows that she wouldn't be if she did 
what kinda sick twisted bitch puts her cigs out on skin
and wraps a belt around the neck of her 4 year old kid
i hear these days your religious let me hear you repent 
actually id rather hear you died in a ditch 
resurrected just to walk down the street n then die again 
 n i used to think of ways someone could kill u at 10 
i missed 2 weeks of school n everyone thought i skipped
n i let that be the story i spilled from my grin
but hostility in me had been filled to the brim  
you threw me in a fuckin mental ward and just locked me in 
u wanted government money n you wanted my scrips
i learned nothins worse than a broke coke  addict
 and how the fuck cn you grow old n still be at it 
bitch youre on crack youre not insomniatic 
i hope you get rib kicked as you kick yo habits 
 these days i keep a glock 40 tucked inside my mattress 
and lock all 46 doors oinside my mansion
you always said that i be nothing well now im giganic 
my favorite rappers bought they hood i got my sights on planets

im (not) sorry for being apathetic (prod.llouis)

With this song I really tried to put myself in the mind frame of someone who just got out of a relationship, but isn’t necessarily upset with their former partner, and is instead more upset with with their self for letting themself grow away from the person they once loved so dearly. 

It's out on Spotify, Apple Music, and all those other places as well if you use those platforms too!

JZX100

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