featuring https://soundcloud.com/xo_alone
prod by kayomi

lil bitch hit my phone
think i’m dyin’
i jus popped 2 beans n now i’m flyin’

i keep a strap like i joined ISIS
i can’t stop crying
i just wanna die, yeah

chemicals in my veins make me lose my fuckin mind
i keep a blicky by my side
if you run up, you gon die

chemicals in my veins make me think tht it’s alright
maybe i’m wastin’ my time
you wouldn’t look me in th eye

i step outside
feel the breeze
now they takin’ pics of me!📸

i don’t care
i wanna leave
ion even wanna breathe

you found me dead on the floor
yeah my life is such a bore
everything feels like a chore
i gave her all, she wanted more

tht lil bitch hit my phone
think i’m dyin’
i popped 2 beans, i’m flyin’
everyday’s a crisis

my eyes bleed when i breathe
now i’m cryin’
i’m so sick of tryin’
she said she wanna dive in

tht lil bitch hit my phone
think i’m dyin’
& ion wanna fight it
my life’s a fuckin’ lie, yehh 

tht lil bitch gave me dome
& she like it
but i ain’t gonna pipe it
i love th fuckin’ violence

the night is silent
my glock is my sidekick!
tried hard to hide it
but i luv the violence

ur a snake
ik tht ur lyin’
i see their face 
but their smiles disguise it

i’m poppin’ flats 
now i’m mindless!
let me be ur pilot
cloud9, i’m th highest

don’t deny it
he can’t do th shit tht i did
i know ur cryin’
tears fallin’ from ur eyelids

pretend to hate me
but ik how u like it
ignore the prices
my money stacked th highest

a million stars
but 2 me, you shine the brightest
gave her my heart
but for hers, i gotta buy it

chemicals

chemicals w/ xo alone

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

(i would carry th weight of ur 🌍 on my shoulders…
 i would carry th weigh of ur 🌎 on my shoulders… 
...but my heart got colder)

i was graced by ur light
one last time
but we said goodbye
& i lost my mind

& i saw ur car when u were driving by
check my vital signs 
like, am i still alive??

my hands r so damn cold
they’re frozen to the bone
my heads a catacomb
like, damn i shoulda knownn 

i’d nvr sell my soul
it wouldn’t make me whole
she’s all like “take me home”
now i’m all alone…

(i would carry th weight of ur 🌍 on my shoulders… i would carry th weigh of ur 🌎 on my shoulders… but my heart got colder)

i’ve been thru so much hell
yeah i can’t be myself
i said i’m just a shell
baby, wish me well!

all our faith was blind
but yeah i’m feelin’ fine
i’ll prolly stay inside
do drugs to pass th time

life keeps flashing by
i’m nvr satisfied
our everlasting ties
keep me in th lines

i know i lost my mind 
but yeah, i’m still alive
you knew tht i’d survive 
now i’m doing fine

i would carry th weight of ur 🌍 on my shoulders
i said tht i luv u over n over
i would carry th weight of ur 🌍 on my shoulders
but i’m nvr sober, i’m losing composure…

my hands r cold

i lost a part of me
when you disregarded me
i wanna live in harmony..
i wanna live in harmony..

you leave scars on me & it’s hard for me
it’s hard for me, it’s hard
& i just can’t believe you’d die for me
the irony..

i can’t take it
i always seem to break shit
i don’t even care
i’m just full of fuckin’ hatred

you’re just too complacent
all this time you wasted
i know it’s not fair 
but how am i supposed to change it?

i’m so paranoid & i can’t avoid
the things that drive me crazy
but soon i’ll push up daisies
i just wish you didn’t hate me..

it’s all changing 
this war i’m waging 
i’m a nervous wreck
yeah, my heart is racing

& i can’t explain
but i feel this pain
& i’ve always been this way
so dig my grave..

i lost a part of me
when you disregarded me
i wanna live in harmony..
i wanna live in harmony..

you leave scars on me & it’s hard for me
it’s hard for me, it’s hard
& i just can’t believe you’d die for me
the irony..

i can’t take it
i always seem to break shit
i don’t even care
i’m just full of fuckin’ hatred

you’re just too complacent
all this time you wasted
i know it’s not fair 
but how am i supposed to change it?

HARMONY </3

on my own [sped]

stay backk

stay backk w/ ♡ xc ♡

better_off_dying

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mv - https://youtu.be/dEtCCjxJK8Q?si=KbPFX_xiQ9RPdYer

alone in my mind
nine hour drive
i65
i won’t survive

you get me high
i hate my life
i wanna die
but i don’t mind..

yeah it’s alright 
just please don’t cryy 

if you waste my time
i’ll drain your life
my heart’s on ice
i luv my knife

i’ll sacrifice myself tonight…

i’ll give you my life to have your light
i need a sign, a reason why…

i know i make you upset 
but i wish you the best
please get outta my head..
there’s no heart in my chest!!

yeah, you know i’ma wreck
i’m just so fuckin’ stressed 
i’m forever in debt
you saved me from the red!

lightning, it strikes th same place twice
a new device to grip my mind..

she won’t stay the night
but she lemme pipe..
‘cause i get her high!!
we could touch the sky..

yeah, let’s take a flight
we couldn’t stay inside
i need drugs to get me by..

intertwined, just passin’ time..

just passin’ by
i feel so behind..
you won’t look into my eyes
take my life & give me lighttt

just give me light…

h8 my life:/

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://m.soundcloud.com/tymaxi

it doesn’t matter to me
you make me bleed
omfg, you got me on my knees 

i was beggin’ you please
i’ve got no self esteem
we were fallin’ like leaves 
when th brown hit th trees

it’s fuckin’ dark out
i just need a spark now
i let my guard down
we’re staring at th stars now

all this weight on my shoulders
is making me colder
you know i’m not sober
but please just come over

yeah, please just come over....

ion wanna kno.. ion wanna kno..
ion wanna kno what they say ab me, yuh
shawty, don’t you know?
nvr fuckin’ doubt me, yuh

don’t you fuckin’ doubt me
can’t you see around me?
all these fuckin’ fakes
fuckin’ w/ me like some [?]

baby, [?]
i’m so glad you fuckin’ found me
if my heart gon’ break
all this codeine gonna drown me

without you i’ma waste
i can see why they gon' doubt me(?)
so much fuckin’ hate
everyone talkin’ ab me

but ion give a fuck
(they got our names in their mouth's)
i just want ur luv
(it's all heading south)

ignorance is bliss
so baby, won’t you blow me one last kiss?
remember all the stupid shit we did
back when we were only fuckin’ kids

but we’ve both grown
i don’t have a home
they left me out here to roam
baby i’m so fuckin’ cold

could you warm my heart?
let’s press restart
baby, all i need’s a spark
but you don’t need me; it’s so hard :/

omfg w/ ty maxi

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

i need u
i need u
i need u
i need u..

right by my side til th day i die
would u hold my hand as i say goodbye?
or would u pull the plug & take my life?
& watch my eyes as i fuckin’ die

outside of heaven
i’m bumpin’ xntrospection
i’m seein’ triple 777’s
i nvr would’ve guessed it

yk i read ur message
but ion wanna txt bitch
& i still fuck my ex bitch
we’re flyin’ out to Texas

i fall apart in your arms
i won’t be here for long
baby, plz just hold on

& i sing you these songs
i hope you sing along
baby, plz just be strong

shards of glass in my chest
make it hard to catch my breathe
yeah, not much of me is left

you’re the voice inside my head
tell me why you want me dead…

hold on for me
our love is tearing at the seams
they're onto me
im being chased down in my dreams

laying face down on a playground
its not always what it seems
im just saying i ain't playing
have em praying on their knees

freshness is expected from any hip-hop artist
i avoid using traditional techniques

i avoid
i avoid having nutrition in my eats
i don't feed myself nothing but coke and weed
i cant fix myself i need some therapy

but i hate it when i have to feel
i want to be numb & dumb & heal
wish i could pick up a gun and make you squeal
when i point it at my temple

i feel no fear..

ex0dus w/ etai s0

in_th_city w/ ♡ xc ♡ [sped]

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/xo_alone

smoke a blunt on the avenue
don’t care I got nothing to prove
XO got NB on my shoes
i don’t know where I’m walking to

hunnid miles I just think of you
i’m tryna lose those thoughts of you
i’m addicted to the things you do
overdose on you my face is blue

…
everything is blue, everything is blue 
XO got NB on my shoes
hunnid miles I just think of you

i don’t know where I’m walking to
i’m tryna lose those thoughts of you
i’m addicted to the things you do
everything is blue, everything is blue

it’s all so blue because of you
i need these drugs to find the truth
you know, i lost my fuckin’ youth
can’t see from poison in my juice 

gettin’ sick from th nic-stick,
i feel like a dipshit!
she grind on my cock
yeah, she ride like a ripstick!

she kiss on my face,
yeah, i’m covered in lipstick!
and yeah, i admit it, you got me finished…

i need anesthetics
you treat me like a fetish
take my life, won’t regret it
i know you won’t forget it..

i feel so blue because of you
i’m doing drugs inside my room
this place is gonna be my tomb
you know that you ripped me in two..

you ripped me in two!!
i do these drugs because of you!!
you ripped me in two..

my hearts turnin’ black & blue..
i use drugs to find the truth
but i still don’t know what to do
‘cause all i think about is you..

(yeah all i think about is you
in greek, your name it means “the truth”
so what am i supposed to?
other than give my heart to you

other than give my heart to you…)

ex0dus w/ etai s0

nvr nvmbr

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