yo pause, this shit hard as fuck yo :fire:

you don’t show up & i don’t show luv
our hearts got colder as we got older
you don’t show up so i don’t show luv
no i don’t show luv

i wish i had an answer
ur killin’ me like cancer
i guess it doesn’t matter
i fall down, u shook my ladder

i wish i had an answer
ur killin’ me like cancer
i guess it doesn’t matter
i fall down, u shook my ladder

you’ve got diamonds behind ur eyelids
but you stay silent as things get violent
& i don’t mind it
there’s no peace & quiet
yeah i stand by it, i stand by it

pins & needles are provin’ lethal
i’m so bad w/ ppl, got me feelin’ evil
pins & needles are provin’ lethal
you’re so deceitful, got me feelin’ feeble

you won’t understand it
yeah, i can’t take this damage
& we both start to panic
i can’t breathe
oh my, god dammit

you’ve got diamonds behind ur eyelids
it’s how i know ur priceless
& you stay silent, yeah i think i’m dyin’

there’s some things tht you don’t know
i don’t let show, but can’t let go
it makes me hollow, i won’t see tmrww
if i go, you’ll follow; it’s a lot to swallow

you’ve got diamonds behind ur eyelids
you can try n hide it, but u can’t fight it
& idk where else to go
yeah, i’m all alone n i feel so cold

cancer

cancer (skylarallen)

prod by yamaka 

it jus don’t feel right
i’m talkin bout my life
& i can’t die
so ima jus kill time

i wanna see u in real life 
real life
i wanna see u in real life

i wanna see u in real life
real life
i wanna see u in real life

& my heart, it’s all yours
what more could u ask for?
(what more could u ask for?
what more could u ask for?)

& my heart, it’s all yours
what more could u ask for?
i treat life like a crash course 
it leads to disaster

my heart, it’s all yours
what more could u ask for?
u left me all alone
& now everything’s backwards

i wanna see u in real life
real life
i wanna see u in real life

i wanna see u in real life
real life
i wanna see u in real life

i wanna see u in real life
real life
i wanna see u in real life

yk it’s hard to tell you
i can’t help you
& ik what you’ve been thru
i been thru some shit too

my heart, it’s all yours
what more could u ask for?
i was talkin’ to God
i got more than i asked for

my heart, it’s all yours
what more could u ask for?
(what more could u ask for?
what more could u ask for?)

my heart, it’s all yours
what more could u ask for?
i got blood on my hands
it’s like i joined a task force

put tht dagger in my heart
i’m ripped apart
& in the darkkk

put tht dagger in my heart
i’m ripped apart
i’m in the dark

i wanna see u in real life
real life
i wanna see u in real life

i wanna see u in real life 
real life
i wanna see u in real life

#REAL_LIFE

with https://soundcloud.com/xntrospection
prod by https://soundcloud.com/lilvicbxi

there’s something soothin’ bout gunshots
the taste of her blood drops
i know tht it’s wrong 
but thts not where the fun stops

& there was thunder n lightnin’
the weathers so frightenin’
i’m numb 2 excitement
it feels like i’m dying

& i can’t fight it
there’s no use in tryin’
so i’ll rest my eyelids

there’s something soothin’ bout gunshots
the taste of her blood drops
i know it’s wrong 
but that’s not where the fun stops

& now she’s tellin’ me “fuck you
never shoulda loved you”
there’s things you can’t undo
wanna kno what ur up2

whatchu up2 w/ me?
i been blacked out every nite gettin’ geeked
i been spazzin’ out, i been killin’ these beats
you a bitch boy, i kno u look up to me

i’m gonna go w/ tht bitch
& she cum & she fuck me & suck me
i’ve been off th shits girl
luh baby, yk tht im sippin’ th bubbly

this pack wasn’t shit
yeah, yk i pull up & i turn it to cutsy 
i jus took yo bitch
yeh, gave her the dick 
& i made th hoe luv me

i’m too froze
i’m too gone
i’m alone on the phone

gunshots

gunshots w/ xntrospection

*lilvicbxi

my world was fallin’ apart
know it’s a shot in th dark
yeah, this shits so hard
yeah, this shits so hard

my world was fallin’ apart
know it’s a shot in th dark
yeah, u gave me scars
yeah, u gave me scars

i’m givin’ myself cancer
& i can’t stand her
i’m still sad af, yeah it won’t get better

it really makes my chest hurt
she looked me in th eyes
told me i’m self centered

well maybe i should b more like you
well maybe i should b more like you

i know u don’t feel me
u don’t know th real me
yeah u broke my <3 & this shit just kills me

it’s prolly all my fault tht im still like this
i jus miss ur laugh & i miss ur iris

my world was fallin’ apart
know it’s a shot in th dark
yeah, this shits so hard
yeah, this shits so hard

my world was fallin’ apart
know it’s a shot in th dark
look at th scars on my arm
we were fallin’ apart

i know u don’t like me n it’s prolly highkey
she wanna do it now and i don’t mean Nike
yeahhh, i told her it’s unlikely
it’s not u, it’s me, i gotta fucked up psyche

well maybe i should b more like you
well maybe i should b more like you
well maybe i should b more like you
well maybe i should b more like you

my world was fallin’ apart
know it’s a shot in th dark
yeah, this shits so hard
yeah, this shits so hard

my world was fallin’ apart
u put a knife thru my heart
won’t let down my guard
won’t let down my guard

shot in th dark

prod by lil biscuit

u get me high n’ it makes me cry
i think i died a bit inside
i’m so detached, this shit ain’t right
i met my match n’ now it’s time

pink + purple in the sky
the lil sparkle in ur eye
never thought i coulda felt this low
i lose control, don’t know where 2 go

f-f-fuck life, yeah it’s all a joke
i get so high but still can’t cope
and ik it’s a lonely road
there’s 7 hours til we’re home

i get faded, u hate it
i’m livin’ in anguish
ik everything changes
but i’m so fuckin’ jaded

& i can’t take it
i’m fuckin’ breakin’ 
but plz just face it
my shit’s amazin’

u get me high n’ it makes me cry
i think i died a bit inside
i’m so detached, this shit ain’t right
i met my match n’ now it’s time

pink + purple in the sky
the lil sparkle in ur eye
pink + purple in the sky
but i can’t lie i wanna die…

pink + purple

kill me in my sleep
just another dream
i dont wanna sleep
i been way too geeked
i dont wanna leave
i been off the beans
i cant even sleep
i cant even sleep
i been goin crazy off the molly
i been gettin high im poppin oxy
i dont even care about my body
take it from me
take it all away from me
x2

in my slump freestyle (prod. exie)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/xo_alone
prod by kayomi

lil bitch hit my phone
think i’m dyin’
i jus popped 2 beans n now i’m flyin’

i keep a strap like i joined ISIS
i can’t stop crying
i just wanna die, yeah

chemicals in my veins make me lose my fuckin mind
i keep a blicky by my side
if you run up, you gon die

chemicals in my veins make me think tht it’s alright
maybe i’m wastin’ my time
you wouldn’t look me in th eye

i step outside
feel the breeze
now they takin’ pics of me!📸

i don’t care
i wanna leave
ion even wanna breathe

you found me dead on the floor
yeah my life is such a bore
everything feels like a chore
i gave her all, she wanted more

tht lil bitch hit my phone
think i’m dyin’
i popped 2 beans, i’m flyin’
everyday’s a crisis

my eyes bleed when i breathe
now i’m cryin’
i’m so sick of tryin’
she said she wanna dive in

tht lil bitch hit my phone
think i’m dyin’
& ion wanna fight it
my life’s a fuckin’ lie, yehh 

tht lil bitch gave me dome
& she like it
but i ain’t gonna pipe it
i love th fuckin’ violence

the night is silent
my glock is my sidekick!
tried hard to hide it
but i luv the violence

ur a snake
ik tht ur lyin’
i see their face 
but their smiles disguise it

i’m poppin’ flats 
now i’m mindless!
let me be ur pilot
cloud9, i’m th highest

don’t deny it
he can’t do th shit tht i did
i know ur cryin’
tears fallin’ from ur eyelids

pretend to hate me
but ik how u like it
ignore the prices
my money stacked th highest

a million stars
but 2 me, you shine the brightest
gave her my heart
but for hers, i gotta buy it

chemicals

chemicals w/ xo alone

i keep a switchblade
but ion do no cocaine
she like “r u ok??”
but calls me by a codename

i feel like cobain
blowin’ out my own brain
baby i just can’t change
i’m stuck inside my old ways

i’m dramatic
ur <3 was made of plastic
i’m wreakin’ havoc
ur not th type to have it

& she a savage
i swear she fuckin’ batshit
i’m livin’ lavish
all ur shit is average

my <3 is frozen
yeah, i’m feelin’ like i’m chosen
i’m broken
so i’m sippin’ on this potion

oxytocin
yeah, i’m drownin’ in the ocean
notice
i just wanted u to notice…

ur my only one
yeah, th one i luv
& ur my favorite drug
i need u on my tongue 

i just feel so numb
but you don’t give a fuck
you don’t give a fuckkk

i keep a switchblade
but ion do no cocaine
she like “r u ok??”
but calls me by a codename

i feel like cobain
blowin’ out my own brain
she don’t know my old name
i’m blowin’ up like propane

ur my remedy
let’s sing melody’s
& do ecstasy

there’s nothing left of me
baby, just watch me bleed
u should let me be
i can’t breathe

i had to flee the scene
blood on my jeans
& my white tee
i made u scream

my apologies
there’s somethin’ wrong w me
yeah it’s plain to see
it’s plain to see…

codename (ty maxi)

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

(i would carry th weight of ur 🌍 on my shoulders…
 i would carry th weigh of ur 🌎 on my shoulders… 
...but my heart got colder)

i was graced by ur light
one last time
but we said goodbye
& i lost my mind

& i saw ur car when u were driving by
check my vital signs 
like, am i still alive??

my hands r so damn cold
they’re frozen to the bone
my heads a catacomb
like, damn i shoulda knownn 

i’d nvr sell my soul
it wouldn’t make me whole
she’s all like “take me home”
now i’m all alone…

(i would carry th weight of ur 🌍 on my shoulders… i would carry th weigh of ur 🌎 on my shoulders… but my heart got colder)

i’ve been thru so much hell
yeah i can’t be myself
i said i’m just a shell
baby, wish me well!

all our faith was blind
but yeah i’m feelin’ fine
i’ll prolly stay inside
do drugs to pass th time

life keeps flashing by
i’m nvr satisfied
our everlasting ties
keep me in th lines

i know i lost my mind 
but yeah, i’m still alive
you knew tht i’d survive 
now i’m doing fine

i would carry th weight of ur 🌍 on my shoulders
i said tht i luv u over n over
i would carry th weight of ur 🌍 on my shoulders
but i’m nvr sober, i’m losing composure…

pink + purple

nvr nvmbr

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