Heartbreak

ded nintendogs (p. crona)

I wish falling out wouldn't be so difficult.
Don't know what you're about, so please don't make an assumption.

Don't know what to think about you, I know you the zodiac killer on the news.
I'm watching the town you went through. I know I'm sleepwalking when I talk about you.

Dying out when you faint me, I know it's rigged but I want your love and safety. 
I know you're tired cuz you barely want to hate me.
Saw another body I don't know if you can change me.
Thought you had enough, messing with my head.
I can't ever trust you, lie to me again.
I know you’re impure, ya you want me dead,
You left me unhealthy, left me off the meds.

Thinking bout you
Tell me what to do
I see the visions and the memories that you have told me about.
I get bad vibes, I get bad vibes, I get bad vibes.
Don't trust me, fell in love with you.
Tell me all the wrong ya tell me how to lose,
And you lie like the bitches at your school.
Don’t try to hide when I'm pointing at the clues.
I know you're quiet for a reason, you got friends, I know you deceive them.
Until the end i know you hate teasing, Until the end i’ll fight for all seasons.


Dying out when you faint me, I know it's rigged but I want your love and safety. 
I know you're tired cuz you barely want to hate me.
Saw another body I don't know if you can change me.
Thought you had enough, messing with my head.
I can't ever trust you, lie to me again.
I know you’re impure, ya you want me dead,
You left me unhealthy, left me off the meds.

luv n safety (prod quitter)

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prod - @johnnyfriend & me <3
mix - me ^^

im scared u'll hate me
does that make me crazy?
yeah, is there something wrong with u?
what are u going through?
and i still stay up late
wondering what to say

pulling pedals off of roses
telling me i'm hopeless
u think that i don't notice?
i'd rather use a lotus, oh

where do i go from here?
i'm missing u my dear
i fear that the end is near
but it's okay
in no way
will it hurt me
leaves keep falling down
and i don't know this town

memories lurk, always in the dirt
i'll tell ur man that he's the worst
and seeing u two always hurts
and now i'm fighting them all
i have nobody to call
and i'm pushed up a wall
how do i stay calm?

what could i do?
i, i never had a clue
but i'll fight this one for u
(oooh)

im scared u'll hate me
does that make me crazy?
yeah, is there something wrong with u?
what are u going through?
and i still stay up late
wondering what to say

and i'm trying to make sense
but i'm brainless
yeah, when ypu're giving me a kiss
it isn't painless
yeah, and everything you did
it was so shameless
woah, and i'm pretty sure u
get the fucking premise
i can't reminisce, no

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Bitcrushed Goodbyes

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

the waiting game's begun 
so i can't talk a lot
she's got it figured out
while i'm left in the dark
there's no escaping me
i'm bound to my own fears
'cause this is who i am 
i've been like this for years

do you think that i'll change?
'cause i'm so scared i won't
i know it's up to me
but i can't be on my own
affliction takes ahold
and punctures through my face
i wanna hide my soul
but i can't erase mistakes

dysregulation in the dome 
disadvantaged and alone 
nobody ever checks on me
'cause they know i'm out of hope
why do i take up this space? 
i'm not worthy, i'm afraid
how can i make it more clear that
i'm never really okay?

right from the start, i was a mess 
there was no saving me 
i took it all straight to the heart 
now i've got jealousy
the greenest eyes you've ever seen
staring carefully
i'm sorry that i'm not that strong 
my heart forsakens thee

uncertainty has guaranteed my futility
i'm like a tree stuck in the dark 
suffering and steep 
and while i'm stuck behind a screen 
there's no agency
i've come to realize i'm not free 
there is no release

i came on too strong 
but how is that wrong?
i can't help it if i have a heart
that's full of love
fuck what they all say 
i'm borderline insane
i wouldn't get close to me
if i were you, i'd run away

i'm a liability
i burden those close to me 
don't you ever feel like you're the
only one who's lost at sea?
reading all your messages 
feel the sting inside my chest 
pace around my room until i
write off every word you said

even if i was found dead
i'd hope that you won't regret 
everything you never said
i don't want that in your head

at the end of the day 
i still care about you
regardless of our statuses
i know you'll find truth
the boundaries we put in place
will keep us en route 
we all change, but honestly 
we can't forget our roots

-----

anima

JesseMelancholy - Narcissist

Produced by: jxzzytrip
Written by: Jesse James Pontt
Mixed by: JesseMelancholy
Mastered by: JesseMelancholy

Lyrics:
I spoke but they didn’t listen to a word I said
I’ll call the doctor up, he’ll put me on some meds
She’s got a cigarette up on her lips
Don’t look, I just pay for shit
Blood is runnin’ down my lips
She thinks I’m a narcissist 

Baby, I don’t even wanna try not more
It’s like I don’t even think that I could cry no more
I’m upset, take my mothers medication, go to sleep
He’s impressed, found my song and now he asking for a feat

And he’s copying my sound
I’m untouched
Step up in the function, I proceed to fuck it up
There’s a lot of people changing and they wish they showed me love
Now they’ll watch me be a star and I hope it fucking sucks

And I’ll cut you off, no hesitation when I go and do it
I’m actin’ like an asshole, so she know I’m going through it
She had her fucking shot and then she blew it
And every time I post a story, know she gonna view it

Quit actin’ like you even know a single thing about me
Cover my face when the eyes getting cloudy
Oh, I’m pissed off now, my phones on DND
How can I control the things that are so far out of reach?

It’s not fair, I’m carrying like way too many burdens
Fuck around, turn into a different person
And I fucked up again, ‘least i’ll tell it in my verses
I tried to speak, I don’t think they heard it

I spoke but they didn’t listen to a word I said
I’ll call the doctor up, he’ll put me on some meds
She’s got a cigarette up on her lips
Don’t look, I just pay for shit
Blood is runnin’ down my lips
She thinks I’m a narcissist 

I spoke but they didn’t listen to a word I said
I’ll call the doctor up, he’ll put me on some meds
She’s got a cigarette up on her lips
Don’t look, I just pay for shit
Blood is runnin’ down my lips
She thinks I’m a narcissist

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Narcissist

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delta 8, make me go psychotic
pop a pill, take a tabbb
off like 20 nootropics
stop it
paranoid i’m running from the cops
drinking carti water till i fucking drop

i, i, i wanna fucking die
i hate smoking delta 8 shit, i miss delta 9
i, i, i wanna get fucking high
jump into the mosh pit
brain feels like a mosh pit
test me, you get dropped quick, dropkicked
right hook you get dropped bitch
og kushy and cookies d8 can’t top this
consuming hella narcotics

Crazy how you lied on my name for views </3 shit breaks my heart how ya turned against me on lies and never proved anything.....

queen of obnoxious

Nvrcallme

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