Desolated Minds Conquer

hsinjうuk u

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Lyrics
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I don't like the way that I'm talking
Take what I say cautious, it's poison
Otherworldly pain is corrupting
You would feel it too with these choices
Leaving others in dust
And their suffering
Lights in the colony
Are turning into nothing
Lifeless bones
Crack as it's crushing
Too many eyes
To hide when it's hunting

Too many eyes
To hide from it

Run away from it
I keep chasing it
I keep looking for something
To kill me
Hide your face from it
Or embrace it
In this chaos I feel guilty

Run away from it
I keep chasing it
I keep looking for something
To kill me
Hide your face from it
Or embrace it
In this chaos I feel guilty

In this madness, reassurance is waning
I see the weak stand tall and lose the head off their shoulders
Blazed bodies they smoulder
Jaded as I'm chosen to grow older

Desolate Colonies [Prodcubes]

Chambers

produced by lxst boy

-lyrics-

(lxst boy)
Yeah, this town was left a mess
Empty streets and words we can't take back
Said I wanted out, well not so fast
'Cause you don't care
How many times will we fall back
Till we can't justify our past
Darling, I was under attack
And you weren't there

Ghost town, we are on our own now
You're taking what is left of me
You stripped me to my bones now
You lie to me when you talk to me
Then get mad at me when I broke down
You're sidestepping the conversations
Got so complacent all around
Tell me what you want from me
Don't run from me I promise you I'd stay
Telling me you ain't wanting me
Still I try to save the day
Showing up on my porch steps
Girl, I think you went insane
Our perfect hurricane

Yeah, this town was left a mess
Empty streets and words we can't take back
Said I wanted out, well not so fast
'Cause you don't care
How many times will we fall back
Till we can't justify our past
Darling, I was under attack
And you weren't there

(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)

(joroll)
The lighthouse hums but it won't guide me home
I trace your name into the glass just to watch it go
If it's not the storm the quiet always swallows me
(It's funny how the cold don't hurt until it starts to leave)
She said "Oh
Better watch your mouth when you snap on back like that"
But no
You only follow the rules when they work for you
Baby you can hit me up but I won't slide through
I got poison on my tongue and it ain't no booze
I would love it, to love you
I'll tell you the truth
But you ain't on my side and I never lose

(lxst boy)
Yeah, this town was left a mess
Empty streets and words we can't take back
Said I wanted out, well not so fast
'Cause you don't care
How many times will we fall back
Till we can't justify our past
Darling, I was under attack
And you weren't there

(Oh, g-g-ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)
(Oh, ghost town, ghost town)
(Ghost town, ghost town, ghost town)

FALLBACK w/ Joroll

prod by stezzyxl
w/ hvci
w/ xav0id

enjoy

lyrics:
every step i take
every song i made
was never close enough to heal the stains around my name
every lie i made
with every smile i faked
was never close enough to heal the wounds inside my veins

i open up, but they just always shut the door
i never speak to anyone like anymore
i lost my friends, and then my heart along the floor
i sweared to myself not to end up like before

3 am in the morning
i can barely sleep tonight
my body is giving me warnings
day by day, my chest is tight
i’ve been though it
i’ll be fine
swear to god i’ll be alright
ive been though it
i’m alright
swear to god ill be all fine

the air so thick
it grabs my throat
and i cannot breathe
something don’t click
brushing off my shoulders
i’ve been here, i do admit
looking at my options
have no choice, but too destroy
melancholy love
melancholy love
i try to avoid

(xavoid - )
quiet glass
worn thin
city hum
low and dim
lines shift under low light
hours fold into night
cold rain on empty streets
shapes dissolve where walls meet
breath slows in vacant air
holding onto something rare

names drift past like quiet streams
tracing edges of my dreams
your voice lingers in the hush
like the last page of a rush
windows hold a silver stain
footsteps fade but leave the pain
each moment bends into a line
folded under time’s design

(hvci - )
i like your style
but it’s a crooked mile
tears stitch awhile
beneath the exile
i like your style
but it’s a crooked mile
tears stitch awhile
beneath the exile

melancholy w/ xav0id & hvci

Lyrics

I been walking this earth for 25 years and I still feel lost
I'm fucking pitiful, I still don't know how to open up, sit here and talk to my thoughts
I kind of thought by now I would figure it out and I still ain't figured it
I know something that you don't know, I know something that I can not tell you about

All I can say is watch what I say, protect all of your ear and eye gates
Heard what I said, you can do what you will, it ain't my fault if you don't escape
And just know the farther you go, the farther it is to get back to your home
It still hurts inside my chest even if I don't let you know

I say inside of my chest cause I don't have a heart, that girl took it apart
Won't ever be put together again, won't be better again, to be hurt is my part
Space I'm wasting, I can't take this, fuck this life, I wake up and I hate it
Say I don't care but you know that I'm faking, know it's been years but your love I'm still chasing

If your love was a liquor, wouldn't chase it, your love is bitter, I still wanna taste it
Keeping these thoughts in the basement so I don't have to go down there and face it
If I face it I'd have to go end it and I just wanna keep on pretending
Cause that's all I have and that's all I will if you never come back

I been walking this earth for 25 years and I still feel lost
I'm fucking pitiful, I still don't know how to open up, sit here and talk to my thoughts
I kind of thought by now I would figure it out and I still ain't figured it
I know something that you don't know, I know something that I can not tell you about

All I can say is watch what I say, protect all of your ear and eye gates
Heard what I said, you can do what you will, it ain't my fault if you don't escape
And just know the farther you go, the farther it is to get back to your home
It still hurts inside my chest even if I don't let you know

Even if I don't let you know
Even if I don't let you go
Even if I don't let you see
Everything that you did to me
Even if I don't let you know
Even if I don't let you go

XXV. my heart used to be beautiful now theres mold inside.

beat by @pxlse <3

Fuck a feel as I dream to reach epitome
Fuck up my socials, Im reppin the infamy
Im my best friend, dont need no fucking sympathy
peep the between if you want to look into me

I see no color boy, you're lacking imagery
Open your mouth - I lose interest immediately
Dodgin your bullshit boy, see this agility?
Always the same like a life in captivity

Dont you come at me, I am bumping my own shit
I've got selective hearing, I have devoted my focus
Back at the lowest I was homeless
I found my passion for the spoken
Go try to change my fucking bones and
notice that I've already chosen

Terrorist, like my name is Sam Hyde
Laugh at you fuckers defining your life
Cold and shit, like the raise in shanghai
Laugh at you fuckers who live to be high
In this bitch, like I'm between two thighs
Hatin you fuckers who cry all the time
Fuck being rich, money makes you go blind
Hatin you fuckers who change for a dime.

%% - Basics of losing [prod. PULSE]

[Part I: @arrazane]

I go against my ways to pledge that I'm disconnected
God bless all these souls I couldn't  have protected
Tried to break the silence now my life's affected
Nightmares from the issues that are domestic
The codes have rested, the lies been tested 
the polygraph shows that they're infested
The metamorphosis, apollo cartridges 
stepping over bulks like a bidding narcissist
Supper, the anti-hero with a cover
Born in a world without no lover 
A daughter, the child of the universe
a mother, prime senses first, better showup undercover
First to hit the grave, last to sweep the dirt
Smoking on a port, do not say a word, 
packing all the work, this is how I murk, 
visions getting blurred, had to leave this earth

[Part II: not winning]

Fuck am I supposed to say?
Told you that I cant, want but I cant
currrently Im sitting on my hands
fuck do you know?
Probably nothing, fucking nothing thats right
but what do you expect in this circlejerk
full of bitches and dirt
Introvert; Dont hit me up
Dont wanna say a fucking word
You are truly the worst
get me out this fucking world
fuck a earth
fuck a verse
I just wanna go 

Dont you try to give me shit you little bitch
Im too goddamn old for this
Dont tell me bout your problems
I cant really solve em
even if I could 
I couldnt be bothered
why you gotta go detour my way?
where your fucking array?
You drown out like decay
get out my fucking face
I dont want to be your friend
might go live in a cave

mixing and post production done by not winning

%% - Blunt Badge w/ Arrazane [prod. by not winning & pulse]

still fucking up my socials
I keep myself in a different genus
wont tolerate your bullshit
that aint my thing I'll leave that to jesus
Im coming up; promotion
how come that I see myself beneath him?
Your voices drowning; ocean
never the same like a life in freedom

Dont you come at me 
youre still the fucking same
nobody gives a fuck about your music man
Those drugs have fucked your brain
you become just like who you associate with
thats why I distanced myself to avoid becoming a bitch

fuck a fake 
fuck a real
I dont know what to feel
I'm out of energy
to give a fuck about people 
like memory
y'all cannot fathom me
cant do it better
stop your pity battery
you cant do shit
resort yourself to cryin
truth dont work
so maybe I'll start lying
empty minded;
choose freedom or dying
kill the antagonist

If you want me dead
I'll kill you first
bad at throwing
but you know I'll catch that case

You are fucking trash
You're just the worst
got a problem?
Then come say it to my face

%% - Basics of Winning [prod. PULSE]

you can suck my dick if you dont like my shit
everybody want different but nobodies fucking liking it
Im writing this inside a hourglass
and I'l be fucking glad in choosing death
rather than to have you fuckers as my friends

I already regret to be back
just the thought of seeing letters associated with you
makes me fucking gag

Im grinding all my fucking teeth to dust
in the process of supressing these urges of self-expression and how its worded

personalities assertive boy I aint a cuck like you
I aint cut like you
dont wanna talk it through
dont even notice you
I cannot for the life of me
add to the fucking words of shit that I repeat
unless I'm in a state of fucking rage
Im fucking caged and I dont want for shit to be this fucking way
but I guess you gotta eat whatevers served up on the plate

%% - Basics of whatever type of shit I have to say [prod. PULSE & hsin juuk u]

[VERSE 1, HXNJV] 

SLICE AWAY MY CRIPPLING DEPRESSION 
SKIN SO TIGHT AGAINST THE BONE 
SWEATY FOREHEAD 
IM UNDER PRESSURE, THATS WHY MY NAME IS ALONE 
EVERYBODY WANTS SOMETHING FROM ME 
NOSE BLEEDING, I CANT STOP IT, EYES BLACKING OUT 
CANT LET IT BE 
PAIN KILLERS 
I CANT FEEL NOTHING 
BEG FOR FORGIVENESS, I'LL TURN YOU FAITHLESS 
POSSESS THE FETUS THEN WATCH YOU DEHISCE 
SCREAMING WITH MY EYES TURNED WHITE AS I FUCK THE LIFE OUT OF YOU 
I BLEED YOU DRY 
TEARS ROLL DOWN YOUR CHEEKS AND YOUR JAW 

[VERSE 2, NOT WINNING] 

LETS GO AND TAKE A WALK AT WHERE I CURRENTLY LIVE 
NOT THE MOST TRAGIC THING BUT IM SURROUNDED BY MANNEQUINS 
TO BE EXACT I WOULD LIKE TO CONTRIBUTE THE FACT THAT YOU CAN DROP THE ACT 
I CAN SEE IT WHEN WE ARE MAKING EYE CONTACT 
GO AND GRAB THAT NOOSE BOY 
NOW SHOW ME WHAT YOURE MADE OF 
SMALL MOUTH YOU HAVE SINCE BACK THEN 
WHEN YOU COULDNT PAY OFF 
YOUR RESTRICTION IS ON LAY OFF 
NOW ITS TIME GO GET PROPERLY INTRODUCED TO EACH OTHER 
WHERES YOU COLOR PULL YOUR NUMBER 
DONT CALL ME YOUR BROTHER BITCH 
YOU NEED THAT PROTECTION NO RUBBER 
YOURE A FUCKING CLOWN BOY 
I SWEAR ON MY MOTHER 
KEEP TRYING TO IMPRESS THE OTHERS 
YOU ARE FUCKING DEAD TO ME

HIVE

MENTAL DEBRIS ft. NOT WINNING

ALBUM soon

FKA NOT WINNING
[still unsure about what to name this project]

Chambers

uploading here / %%