It's all in my head

Lyrics:

Where were you
Where were you
Where were you, yeah
Where were you, yeah
Where were you
Where were you
Where were you, yeah
Where were you, yeah

Tryna keep my eyes close to escape the visions
Hallucinations on another level
Looks like it's another bad trip
Atleast I finally get to feel some pleasure
My mind is racing and I can't relax
This isn't what I asked for can you take me back
Keep on feeling like an insomniac

Paranoia
You know that paranoia
That fucking feeling in your body
Leaves you, calling for somebody
For help, for help
You know that paranoia, yeah
That paranoia, oh

Keep my earphones on to ignore the voices
Full volume on so I can lose my hearing
No matter how many times I move from place to place
Happiness doesn't seem to follow my pace
My pace, my pace, oh

Paranoia
You know that paranoia
That fucking feeling in your body
Leaves you, calling for somebody
For help, for help
You know that paranoia, yeah
That paranoia, oh

Why you getting so close to me?
Oh all of a sudden you a friend to me? Yeah
Get the fuck back I'm not listening
Know you all in my head why it feel real to me?
Why you getting so close to me?
Oh all of a sudden you a friend to me? Yeah
Get the fuck back I'm not listening
Know you all in my head why it feel real to me

Like, paranoia 
Oh yeah, paranoia
Oh no, oh no

Paranoia
You know that paranoia
That fucking feeling in your body
Leaves you, calling for somebody
For help, for help
You know that paranoia, yeah
That paranoia
Yeah
Paranoia
You know that paranoia
That fucking feeling in your body
Leaves you, calling for somebody
For help, for help
You know that paranoia, yeah
That paranoia, Oh

Where were you
Where were you
Where were you, yeah
Where were you, yeah
Where were you
Where were you
Where were you, yeah
Where were you, yeah

Paranoia - [prod. by Krimsonati]

I post tracks that have been taken down, deleted, or are "no longer available in your country." 

To tell you a little about myself, I'm a pretty eccentric guy. If I'm not chilling and lounging around, listening to mellow music, then I'm dancing and grooving to an absolute bop. When I'm not listening to music, I play video games or do charity work in my free time. I consider myself to be very sociable, and I really like to interact with others.

I have two younger brothers and three older sisters. Each of my siblings, myself included, were adopted and raised in the state of Virginia. I consider them to be the thing most important in my life. 

I often got in trouble in school because I'd fight anyone who would insult or hurt them. Anger issues due to PTSD were to blame, and often, I got swept up in emotions and scared people. I went through lots of therapy to cope with it, and my violent tendencies went away.

Most of my fights happened in middle school, but I got jumped in the bathroom my last year of middle school. I remember a group of teachers helped me out before it got too bad, and just barely defended myself. I managed to somehow survive due to their intervention, but  messed up my hands and broke lots of bones and stuff. I stayed in the hospital for about a month

If I'm being honest, even if you don't like my music taste or the tracks I reupload, that's fine. However, if there's one thing I want people to understand, it is that there is nothing to be gained in fighting. We, as a whole, should be lifting each other up and spreading positivity. 

Leviticus 19:18:

"You shall not take vengeance or bear a grudge against any of your people, but you shall love your neighbor as yourself: I am the Lord.”

Since my Google got terminated after I turned 18, l lost half my other accounts, so here I am once again, you know the drill from Kylo neo 3.0.

You’re gonna hate the fact that you love me
For inquiries - nxcrex@gmail.com

Paranoia - [prod. by Krimsonati]

NXCRE