when i'm gone i hope you mfs show me the same love w/ m.e x raspy

guess it just wasn't enough then (prod. eric godlow & M.E)

prod (Nalig (me)  x Gavin Hadley (guitar) )

lyrics:
ye im weak
look at all these empty seats
like my mind, nobody's here
looking by my side
is there someone behind?

looking at the stars falling down
in the empty fields of my town
shining through my soul oh so bright
i'm getting lost on a late night

listen all around 
hear me out
start to hear voices in my mind
ill take em out , dont wanna to fight
i'm getting lost on a late night

on the drive home, bottles empty
raindrops, falling on my windshield
no calling, i dont wanna talk now
i just wanna be alone until the times right

no falling
into the dark times
no escape
feeling locked up in my mind now
on the bright side
everythings is alright
but still im getting lost on a late night

ye im weak
look at all these empty seats
like my mind, nobody's here
looking by my side
is there someone behind?

looking at the stars falling down
in the empty fields of my town
shining through my soul oh so bright
i'm getting lost on a late night

listen all around 
hear me out
start to hear voices in my mind
ill take em out , dont wanna to fight
i'm getting lost on a late night

i got lost up in last night
tell me what's your name i could barely see the time fly
think i'd rather have a good time
give me all you got
cuz without it i won't be fine

so what's the point of this
living in my own regret
for the past two mistakes i, got,
caught up in the tide
i think i'm losing my sight
before the bottle hits my head i

just wanted to say
that i've been down for you everyday and i
don't wanna decay
but i take my secrets down into my grave yea

yeah im weak
look at all these empty seats
like my mind nobody's here
lookin by my side
is there someone behind
before i forget to save


looking at the stars falling down
in the empty fields of my town
shining through my soul oh so bright
i'm getting lost on a late night

listen all around 
hear me out
start to hear voices in my mind
ill take em out , dont wanna to fight
i'm getting lost on a late night

lost on a late night ft. evergxrden

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https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/belak/cloudwatching-feat-powfu-2

Ft. @powfu

produced by Ocean Beats

Lyrics:

[Belak]

i looked up at the clouds
(wow what a beautiful day!)
you said that one right there, looks like its feeling down
i see it now that you've pointed it out
(yeah it does kinda look sad)
maybe its frowning only because the sun's not out
i-i-i look down at the ground
(at the ground, at the ground)
and tap my feet anxiously, cause the words wont come out
oh baby you've got me looking around
(oh around)
double checking myself, can i hold it down?

(yawn)
just woke up to a text that said
"do you wanna go cloudwatching with me?"
i was like "yeah, of course i wanna go do that"
"do you know of any good spots near you and me?"
she said "i know of one. it's on a beach, next to some trees, right by a lake"
i said "sounds great! do you want me to just meet you there, or pick you up at 8?"
she said "you could slide over beforehand. and you could kiss me, and we could slow dance"
then my heart started beating faster
i started sweating, im such a disaster
talking in my head like "come on bro, just fuckin answer"
so i hit her up with a "yeah, lets do that"

i looked up at the stars
you said "i wonder how they got so far?"
now you got me wondering the same thing
how'd they get so bright?
thats how i wanna be

i looked up at the clouds
(wow what a beautiful day!)
you said that one right there, looks like its feeling down
i see it now that you've pointed it out
(yeah it does kinda look sad)
maybe its frowning only because the sun's not out
i-i-i look down at the ground
(at the ground, at the ground)
and tap my feet anxiously, cause the words wont come out
oh baby you've got me looking around
(oh around)
double checking myself, can i hold it down?

[Powfu]

yuh
i got some snacks in my bag, we can share if you want
is the sun moving closer, or is it just me?
so much better than my dreams with you here
i didnt think i'd make it through this whole year
you made of alchohol, cause im falling
and thowing the sadness out of my pocket-et-et-et
follow the clouds until they departure
move farther, i see the starting line with you there

Cloudwatching

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Cloudwatching Ft. Powfu

Blaming Me For Us

lxst boy
[hook]
i said that im fine but i promised that i lied yeah
tryna make it right but it gets harder in the night yeah
stuck here writing songs in my room its rainy weather
my shadows my only friend now we're miserable together x2

[verse]
we're 2 different people i get that
but why didnt you tell me to step back
i was staying up waiting for a text back
and instead i got sad and i relapsed
yeah i tried and i tried, i fall down then i cry
pick myself up trip and fall then i die
you said its fine but really its not
you act clueless and watch as i rot
i check the time, its 4 or 5
then check my phone, cant see the light
i check my pulse, im half-alive
you picked my rose and watched it die
these castle walls aint fortified
i hear the lies and theyre not mine
cant feel nothing, my nerves are fried
spending every waking moment feeling dry

cavasoul
[verse]
i feel faint
lacking iron or protein
or maybe dying
been abandoned by my guide
cause i never see the signs
its over gimme one more time
you move on i fall behind
i always fake it don’t admit the fact
that i’m never feeling fine
i’m a mess most of the time
give my best i’m never right
i struggle with anxiety that makes me wanna die
no one listens
no one cares
really need to wash my hair
but i hardly leave my bed i’m miserable and losing air
suppressing my light make it snow in the summer
i wasted my time even thought that i loved her
i feel like i’m fading i’m losing my colour
i was losing my mind she was under another
another one that i can add to the list
i try to forget all the things that you did
when i think about him it be making me sick
you were wanting a high that i just couldn’t give
the time that you took from me never returned
when you give up your trust and it breaks then it burns
i’m tired i wish that the tables would turn
one day i’ll see you get what you deserve
i thought i could i save you but i was mistaken
concerned with the path you taking
you lied to my face now you can’t even face it
you leaving me here while i’m broken and shaking

miserable together w/ lxst boy (prod. boyfifty)

I’m posting this because this was planned a while ago but will not be posting new music for a while. love all the support that you guys have given me, and I hope to get back in making music soon<3

the things i used to say and do are no longer a part of me (ft. Lxst Boy) [heydium]

All I Want ft. Soku (prod. by 4lexf)

something simple | feat. mishaal (prod. apes prod)

Star

mental n physical state dipped at the time of writing this

lyrics if it matters

I come on this shit to vent
Cause I'm a mess 
I'm overly stressed
I'm losing my head again
Dealing with death
Getting me to pretense
All the shit that I said again
Hoping success will suppress
The pain again
Wanting progress as I regress
I'm acting careless again
Cause when I come home it's to absolutely nothing
I learned everything on my own this ain't for discussing
Uncertain of what my future holds my confidence is crushing 
Never seen mom but what id give to hear her say she loves me

Cause I'm hurt as fuck burnt as fuck
I know I never said I would but I might turn to drugs
Or maybe alcohol or both so my memory floods
Maybe get wasted every day until I succumb
Cause if I keep going like this that's what ill become
Yeah that's what ill become

Got to decide right now
Cause their times getting close
Grandma started taking pills again right after she diagnosed
Sister's brain is fucked man she don't deserve it the most
My brother thinks I'm a joke gets mad at me when I devote
My time to my growth cause lord knows my depression won't

And I really don't know what I'm supposed to do or where I'm supposed to go
I really can't do this no more
Its been like this since eight it to late to restore
I've had my heart shattered to the point it punctures my core
My emotions been ripped from me chewed up and torn
So i really don't know what I'm rapping for
Cause thinking back it went to shit when I was born
After thirty-some years I made my grandparents divorce
That's probably the reason my feelings ignored
Didn't know I fucked up so many lives I should get an award

Fuck all this shit I'm done with the pain
I'm dodging the bullets been shot in my brain
I've realized most people think life is a game
So they don't care and everything harder they make
They say and don't think it's not harder to break
Someone's heart when its already fallen and ached
To my friends that have faked 
I hope you partake
In the action you make
To make somebody break
And go partially insane
Leave them and escape
Minds broken it quakes
Any love and I scrape
Tears getting heavy harder to shake
I'm known as that kid or my parents' mistake
I made two fathers give up that's shit that awakes
A demon inside, get out of my head, get out of my head
It just takes and it takes life at this point is too much of a strain

lost on a late night ft. evergxrden

Nxlig

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