Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Off renew, falling through constant 

Blank skin, small grin 
At the edge of my seat 
Grip the rests, deep breath
Pray the pain is discrete 
You know I wanted this forever
Something we can’t delete 
But you just wanted temporary 
Tat a rinse and repeat 
You wanna lay low, lay low 
Read your Plato, Plato 
Solitary is your heaven 
Reaching halo, halos
Insecurity is driving 
Every wheel that you hold 
I’m tryna partner up for trust 
You work better alone
I find it tricky how you ghost me 
Well okay Loki 
Just need you closely
Your tatted whole sleeve 
My hands are up to Yeshua 
I been on both knees 
I’m sick of stick and poke 
So will you make my soul bleed
You never answer
So your voicemail is memorized 
Social life wears a hockey mask
And your horrified
Magnify every bad excuse 
You’re a samurai, cutting ties
Slashing up our bond 
Now you tell me why 

Can we redraw this imagery
Each picture looks the same
Broke lines form up our symmetry 
Your ink falls off my veins, my veins
I’ve been anxious, you’ve been patient 
But your pen will not push through 
Now my skin is wet and blue
This time a small recluse 
Another temporary tattoo 

Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Off renew, falling through constant 

When I was a kid
I grew in a busy home
Moving from my friends
The shyness grew in my bones
Now I’m getting old 
A shadow behind my shoulder 
Turned into a person 
Who’s scared to answer my phone 
Why am I afraid of having any eye contact
Can’t even look my wife in the eyes 
And I hate that 
I wanna be the person 
That God would want me to be 
But social anxiety 
Is hugging me where I sleep 

Can we redraw this imagery
Each picture looks the same
Broke lines form up our symmetry 
Your ink falls off my veins, my veins
I’ve been anxious, you’ve been patient 
But your pen will not push through 
Now my skin is wet and blue
This time a small recluse 
Another temporary tattoo

temporary tattoo (prod. xmichaelwarren & ohsobrkn)

I don't want to show emotion
If you're gonna leave me broken
I Hope I don't mess this up
Cause you've been on my mind
For the 30th time
Now I'm hoping you stay by my side
Now my hearts been shattered, broken, and scattered
Don't know if she'll love me again
It's been beaten, fractured, ending in disaster
Telling my mom that she left
Telling my mom that she left
Wishing her all of the best
Cause' man I'm a mess
Wish I could take it back and do it again
But now you're off to college and now i'm seeing the end
I can't say i'm not upset, just a little bit
Missing it
Thinking I'll get over it
Different positions
Aborting the mission
You say that you love me but now you're just dipping
Maybe I'm tripping, or maybe i'm dreaming
I'm looking at pictures of you on my ceiling
I'm missing the feeling
Of holding your hand
Picking me up and letting me stand
Sitting around and I'm frozen
Fighting the tides like the ocean
Hoping heart break doesn't kill me
Thanking the world world cause' she chose me
I don't want to show emotion
If you're gonna leave me broken
I Hope I don't mess this up
Cause you've been on my mind
For the 30th time
Now I'm hoping you stay by my side
Now my hearts been shattered, broken, and scattered
Don't know if she'll love me again
It's been beaten, fractured, ending in disaster
Telling my mom that she left
Telling my mom that she left
Wishing her all of the best
Cause' man I'm a mess
Wish I could take it back and do it again
But now you're off to college and now i'm seeing the end

Shattered

Shattered (Prod. Cløud)

prod. Cløud x malloy x ayoley <3




lyrics:

out of reach
lost emotions
ye, love goes over oceans
far away
and feeling hopeless
but love goes over oceans

my heart's been scarred
its tearing my apart
my love wont fade
until i see you on that day

i dont wanna hide my love
i dont wanna fight it off
you're just too far away
maybe ill see you one day

in my heart ,in my head
think more about you than thinking ahead
need to make plans so i can come over
first i needa find a clover
 

out of reach
lost emotions
ye, love goes over oceans
far away
and feeling hopeless
but love goes over oceans

my heart's been scarred
its tearing my apart
my love wont fade
until i see you on that day


evergxrden:
on my bed, im on my bed, im waiting
for you to come over, im awake and
by the feeling i just cant let go off
wish that you were here for me to hold
and im still falling straight down into the ground
and all these feelings are just making me drown


out of reach
lost emotions
ye, love goes over oceans
far away
and feeling hopeless
but love goes over oceans

my heart's been scarred
its tearing my apart
my love wont fade
until i see you on that day

love goes over oceans ft. evergxrden

boondocks part 2 w/ broadus & giovanni (prod. BLKSATURN)

well that's the price i pay for being empathetic (prod. BLKSATURN)

Produced by: Gio
Engineered by: Gio
Written and performed by: Gio

Lyrics:

(Chorus)

Breath, slow down
It’s only one road you can go down
Only one path you can take now 
Like breathe, oh wow
Finally see the light, watch it go down
Friday night dancin in the sun now 

(Verse 1)

I feel stuck in my awareness, I’m not tryna sound arrogant 
It’s just that I feel like there’s so much goin’ on 
around me 
They expect me to be hard as iron, and that’s word to robert downey 
Watchin’ it slowly surround me, everything is cloudy

I look deep into the mirror
And I see me frowning 
I wish everything was clearer
So the rain won’t fuckin drown me
Started pickin up the slack 
For all the people that’s around me 
Started pickin up the pieces
So they’re not upset like I be

And maybe that’s the real issue
Need to do it for myself and not because I fuckin’ miss you 
If I get back in that story I’m gon’ need a fuckin tissue
Hopefully you understand why I no longer fuckin need you

Sorry everybody for my language 
Lately I’ve been so upset that i start causin hella damage
I’m not violent, just depressed and it’s a never-ending cycle
I just hope that I can be at peace when my eyes close 

(Chorus)

Breath, slow down
It’s only one road you can go down
Only one path you can take now 
Like breathe, oh wow
Finally see the light, watch it go down
Friday night dancin in the sun now 

(Verse 2)

See nowadays I don’t even worry ‘bout what
could’ve been
It’s taken me so long to finally figure out where I fit  in
They wanna smoke up and get high and wanna be a kid
I can’t even blame ‘em cause nobody listens 

No one hears me, hears you
Here is me, what am I supposed to do 
I don’t get no fuckin sleep
What the fuck I’m goin through 
Tell me, I need answers please
what the fuck I’m goin through 
Tell me, tell me, honestly 

“Just, tell me what’s wrong
I wish that you would talk to me”
I said you better go home
I know you’d rather try to help because that’s better for your conscience
Bur if I’m being honest
I’d rather you feel guilty
Than talk about what I’m lost in
Than talk about my nonsense
I just need to process
the concept I’ve forgotten

Lately I’ve been locked in
Or maybe just a bad friend
Depends on where you’re watchin
Maybe I should stop and -

(Chorus)

Breath, slow down
It’s only one road you can go down
Only one path you can take now 
Like breathe, (woo), oh wow
Finally see the light, watch it go down
Friday night dancin in the sun now

When do we settle?

on Spotify!

Breathe, slow down

Have they told you stay running kid 
But they haven’t been far 
Ion know what my face look like 
Out of place on mars

Think that I care if you bumping
My new shit 
if you don’t like it just get up n leave 
There she go again 
With like all of these comments 
Then wonder why I just stare at a screen 
Not good w a compass 
Where do I stand 
When nobody there for you 
No hand to grab 
Seems that I’m slipping 
Thought I had a grasp 
Got so many question 
Still I haven’t asked
World full of tall tales 
Description of misery 
Triumph n up sale
Sell me some shit that
Gon end in a toe tag 
existence is short 
My voice timeless 
So hold that 
I got your bitch 
and you cannot control that

In the seam of thing
It don’t seem so bad 
I’ve been fighting my will
Just to hold back 
And what good is for they don’t know that 
Yea it’s blood 
till it’s spilt 
What a comrade
But it’s all lovely 
For time to get pretty 
Have to get ugly 
N whats understood 
Often just ignored 
It’s lonely on top 
I get easily bored 
Date girl w the horns 
I can’t let go 
But I’m way to invested 
What if love is suppose to restless 
Idk I just jot random thoughts
Kick the styrofoam
Ohh 
If tomorrow not obtained
happy as a construct 
We’re just one huge speck
Like if we’re honest

far (prod. sundwn) *ROUGH*

written by Lxst Boy
produced by jhove & yosiah

-lyrics-
it’s chapter 16 of both our lives 
too old to learn but too young to die
pour out your heart, let it out this time 
tonight

ohhhhhhh
woahhh

yeah the moon looks beautiful tonight
but you’ve got stars in your eyes
galaxies couldn’t shine enough 
the cold wind couldn’t kill your love
it’s chapter 16 of both our lives 
too old to learn but too young to die
pour out your heart, let it out tonight
oh i’ll hold you tight

chapter 16 (jhove x yosiah)

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle
produced‌ ‌by -‌ angelo
follow angelo on youtube - www.youtube.com/channel/UCBHukCac…a1ODIInA/featured

follow me:
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lyrics:
yeah im really out searching for a circle i can trust
all my foes i zapped them and then they all just turn to dust
imma keep on flying like i got on pixie dust
yeah you people using old flows im about to let you rust
if i say imma do something its not a try its a must
all these people around me really be creating a fuss
yeah i lost track of how many people lost my trust
shoutout to lxst and misery(garden) we all keep in touch

blade on me so step back
dont tell me you need a recap
got a new suit its jet black
you must be having jet lag
you must know i aint coming back
one step at a time lets do this swiftly
too cold on this beat i know you see me
frostbite got black on my toes 
too cold you already know
see their faces through my window and my brain slowly explodes

powering up like ssj
they cannot see my face
i cannot feel my face

yeah im really out searching for a circle i can trust
all my foes i zapped them and then they all just turn to dust
imma keep on flying like i got on pixie dust
yeah you people using old flows im about to let you rust
if i say imma do something its not a try its a must
all these people around me really be creating a fuss
yeah i lost track of how many people lost my trust
shoutout to lxst and misery(garden) we all keep in touch

- backyard beetle 2022

backyard beetle - turn em to dust (prod. angelo)

produced by jxsie beats & nuxe
mixed and mastered by lxst boy
@cavasoul
@jxsiebeats

-lyrics-
(lxst boy)
was it something that i said that ticked you off
cause now you won't talk
i feel that we're running out of time
cause i know that i get inside my head
i'll never understand
i never did this now i do it all the time
i am overthinking to the point im never sleeping
i been writing songs, i even do it when im dreaming
i hope this goes away, yeah, cause God, i hate this feeling
i am trapped within these walls, my eyes are glued to the ceiling
yeah

sometimes i get a little closer
there's no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
theres  no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress

(cavasoul)
i gave all of my love right away
then for me, im left with nothing
i was walking alone in the rain
i could snap at the press of a button
it's december now, rain coming down
it freezes before hitting ground
it reminds me of the feeling i had on my neck
when you coming around
is it something about me? 
cause lately i feel like you better without me
idk whats going on in my head
but the negative thoughts overwhelm me, im drowning
im never healthy, i cannot help it
how can i help me? i wanna be dead
i still remember the lies you had said to me
so i just fill up your side of the bed
now

(lxst boy)
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
there's no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
theres no thing i can say
that will undo what had happened
please just explain
i am drowning in my sadness

love goes over oceans ft. evergxrden

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