escape from hell

kurtains - peters creature

10/09


so what you said was a lie?
im eating acid all night now
i know i said ill be fine
but i cant walk a straight line now

if only i could rewind my attraction
then you saying goodbye never happened
the things i do occupy my distraction

but when i kissed you i froze in time
i only miss you cuz you said you were mine
so if my tears start running i hope you know why

Wall and wall (demo)

I could've just been your friend

just a fly on the wall

everything by me

im done explaining 
lets skip to the part where its all my fault
you untied my laces
expect me not to trip and fall
and honest to god
i wish i didnt care at all
the pieces of us
too much to pick up so move along 

what u thinking of
cuz i cant sleep at all
i want u to call my phone
what u thinking of
cuz i cant sleep at all
i want u to call my own

you must think im stupid or just dumb enough to turn off my mind
think i cant tell between the ugly truth and ur beautiful lies
but i know the signs
dont wanna taste my medicine
now i’m switchin sides
u never saw me how i am

what u thinking of
cuz i cant sleep at all
i want u to call my phone
what u thinking of
cuz i cant sleep at all
i want u to call my own

thinking of

demo from october 2024, originally for "drafts"
ib the cabs

she dances in the spotlight, i stay in the dark
i trace all my thoughts just to tear them all apart
i start to talk quietly when they get louder

even if i tried, even if you wanted to change my whole life
i’d always end up running in circles
running in circles
even if i died, even if the whole world had turned from my side
i’d always end up running in circles
running in circles

Running in circles

song from february 2025 written in december 2024
i think i'll use this account to post throwaway songs

just a fly on the wall

hyland park