Credits:
threedimensionsapart
kurtains 
heavn


ive been calling up your phone cuz i messed up
then you hit me really clear with the pressure
all that shit you really said made me act up
ive been doing good since the last one

im stressed out now
cant talk out loud
they cant find out
if you talk too loud

you wanna lie down
i really think you need a timeout
everything is good in the hideout
wanna take a walk but its lights out
i know you wanna act out
i dont really think thats good right now
talk a lot of shit while eyes out
i dont really care better pipe down

im stressed out now
cant talk out loud
they cant find out
if you talk too loud
yeah i really got some shit
i dont even wanna talk about
and i dont even wanna talk out loud
you said you really wanna go right now
i cant even find the best way out right now
keep on talkin bout another one
keep on that it was for fun
and im tryna find the best way out for us
ive been dealing with this shit but its too much

talk

@1kaido

produced by me, @maxmadethebeat, and tomoya tomita

dog model in cover by @kei4all
drawings of me n kaido by @nicopatty

//lyrics

(kaido + scruff on backing vocals)
(harmonic moaning)
your finally mine
ive been waiting
im so nervous
ive been patient
with you
open that door
you been alone
pick up that phone
I got bands
i am the man
and i do everything that i can
and I dont understand
i didnt plan this
isnt this lovely
i didnt vanish
pick up that phone
no ones home
pick up that phone
i got bands
im the man

(scruff)
shes my fan
its like this new part of me has began
its turned from impossible to "i can"
whats on your mind i cant face it
i cant erase it
all these feelings in my head I cant take it
now im better off NOT dead in the making
said "isnt this lovely"
i said all this shit like i meant it
feels like im in my mind for a minute
and Im always the one that just NEVER GETS IT
i hope we have no problems
pick up our losses
i dont feel this often
we should never stop it
meet me in the cockpit
its getting boring now I just want her to get off of me

lovely

lovely w/ kaido

1 year old lil trap remix i fouhnd on the old files iykyk :3 derp

i wish you were here

toler

this song is all midi guitar

that's one way to make me feel alone
i won't change until i've found my hope
give me a break (break!)
search for my answers, still at the first stage
i won't break unless they make me change

where does pain come from?
is it you or all the deep cuts
you'll forget me soon, so what
is it me or did you move on 
just to leave me in the dust
i've dug myself into this hole
it's in my head out of control
afraid of death but you killed my soul

one day, i'll stop caring about them
if i knew how to stop i would
my mom asked me "look what you've become"
but she's misunderstood
i'm passing by without a goal
no reason to keep my control
this fucking mental takes its toll

where does pain come from?
is it you or all the deep cuts
you'll forget me soon, so what
is it me or did you move on 
just to leave me in the dust
i've dug myself into this hole
it's in my head out of control
afraid of death but you killed my soul

deep cuts

produced by cmb
written, mixed, performed by me
i love you always
hope you're well ^.^

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you were once in a lifetime
no i don't want to die for someone else
once in a lifetime
i'll toss my hurt and hide it on the shelf
no i wouldn't be with no one else
no i wouldn't be with no one else
but you're gone and i'm lost again 

i told my pops i'll be okay
he knows that i can't sleep at night
the thought of you with someone else replays like hell i'm petrified 
my arms stained crimson red
i wish you'd kiss me and tell me that it's all in my head
feel like a psycho i stalk you and then go back to bed
without you i would rather be dead
without you i would

forget all that i said
unscrew my head and put another, lay me down to rest
couple folks told me i need to let it go
told them they’re crazy and i left
i know that i could be a handful baby it’s part of my nature
fool me once, you fooled me twice, so much for asking for a favour
why do you look so blue?
your eyes have lost their colour bae, what’s bothering you?
don’t mistake me for a loon, i see right through you
it’s not a secret i miss you oh i see right through you
it’s not a secret i love you

you were once in a lifetime
no i don't want to die for someone else
once in a lifetime
i'll toss my hurt and hide it on the shelf
no i wouldn't be with no one else
no i wouldn't be with no one else
but you're gone and i'm lost again

lifetime

just a fly on the wall

black n white top 3 games
beat n vocals by me & @austiverse

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yeah u choose ur starter baby, black n white yeah
ive been makin hella money baby come inside yeah
ion wanna pull out baby lemme cum inside
got that money got dat money now come holla atcha guy like 
damn 
she wanna switch up like a fan
so much poke dollar in my wallet shit will neva bend
got that money up, u better not fuck it up
pussy pink like palkia, dont get ya funny up
me n astin in unova region
breakup got her fiening
shawty just told me 13 reasons
got ten cars dk what im feelin
got kicked out for goddamn treason
woke up in da back of a benz
talkin to animals feel like im N
one year ago i was making amends, now im making goddamn bands
yeah she wanna hit my line
call her bestfriend, threesome, yeah lets hit the night
got my buddy in da back, yeah dragonite
catch her w a masterball catch it right
yeah she wanna link up w me baby i am down
then she ask me where im from im from nuvema town
yeah favorite pokemon snorlax n espeon
yeah we not team rocket finna blast it on

learnt everything by myself while you're still cloning everybody else
thought you were ditto when I first laid eyes on you what a way to dwell
blaming the cards that you delt out you made that deck yourself
you been on the music grind longer than me but still cannot touched what i've welt
just save a little face and go ahead hit run
that shit always sounds the same and has been overdone
cant stand that shit it came out so buns
ducks orbit my head like i got hit by confusion
YKWIS we bout to excess
leaving you clueless, still impressed by red dress?
wanna swing my guess? i got jabs repressed
you don't wanna confess when its not that complex
get out of my way told you to 그만해
came back like a delay but i don't like your face
we aint on the same lane i lapped you the last race
feeling so mundane that i hit the campaign yeah

just a fly on the wall

hyland park