20240501

i still go to bed and hope that i never wake up

juno - insomnia (slowed to perfection)

fuck all this small talk, give me closure
my eyes stay shut tell me when it’s over
my heart got torn in two
i don’t mean a thing to you

cause if i did then baby you couldn’t have done that
just keep running away it’s all you’re good at
i put everything that i own inside this backpack 
I’ll buy the first plane ticket home i’m never coming back

what a fuckin' let down
i guess you’ll never be around again

so fuck a rebound
bitch i’m top 50 underground
i moved on
now i don’t even want you around
you moved fast, i let my heart recondition 
so don’t worry 'bout mine it was yours that went missin'

so fuck a rebound
bitch i’m top 50 underground
i moved on
now i don’t even want you around
you moved fast, i let my heart recondition 
so don’t you worry 'bout mine it was yours that went missin'

i need some time to realign 
but you’ll never see it from my eyes
the day you walked away left me dead inside

man fuck that, I know that I’ll never get that love back
my bad, i’m sad, I never should have gave it to you
i lost myself when i went falling for you
i never needed you

so fuck a rebound
bitch i’m top 50 underground
i moved on
now i don’t even want you around
you moved fast, i let my heart recondition 
so don’t worry 'bout mine it was yours that went missin'

so fuck a rebound
bitch i’m top 50 underground
i moved on
now i don’t even want you around
you moved fast, i let my heart recondition 
so don’t you worry 'bout mine it was yours that went missin'

fuck all this small talk, give me closure
my eyes stay shut tell me when it’s over
my heart got torn in two
i don’t mean a thing to you

closure

Don't text me back
(ima laugh)
i could change yo life
i wont lie
 so decide you
i wont lie to you
i got your headache
i need a medic
i can stop this stressing
said im pathetic
its a never ending lesson
dont talk just listen
you wont be forgiven
i dont gotta reason

they said that people change
oh man i thought it would
so tell me everything
before im gone for good

life changed you stay the same always

i dont wanna do this over and over
but i keep falling i need to sober
but you keep calling i need closure

you changed
you changed
your faith
erased

Don't text me back
(ima laugh)
i could change yo life
i wont lie
 so decide you
i wont lie to you
i got your headache
i need a medic
i can stop this stressing
said im pathetic
its a never ending lesson
dont talk just listen
you wont be forgiven
i dont gotta reason
(branwen x @wh1tespxce x @jxzzytrip9350 )

Decide

Decide (branwen)

discord.gg/floppatools

hadda do it to em

marvco diss #GROOMERGANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

S1NINJA - MR.BEAN [PROD. RUKA]

if you ever feel like you are not enough
dial 988 (USA)
dial 116 123 (UK)

-

i wish you'd tell me that its over
i'd run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i'd help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
about the person that i am
or the person that i was those years ago
think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man 
and build my name up off the ground like heroes
(oh)

look at you
look at you
look at you now
those scars on your hands meant i let you down
look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here

trying my best but im down on my own
closing my door cause you'll never come home
crying alone cause i know its my fault
please dont let go
dont go

ive been trying hard to move on
always got a point to prove on
what happens if i say how i feel? (say it)
pushed me to the side its not real
all that i said was a joke
cant get the words out ill choke (what are you sorry for?)

why would you assume that?
i grew up
you knew that

i wish you'd tell me that its over
i'd run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i'd help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
bout the person that i am
or the person that i was those years ago
think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man 
and build my name up off the ground like heroes
(oh)

look at you
look at you
look at you now
those scars on your hands meant i let you down
look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here (faces in 2D)

trying my best but im down on my own (on that plastic screen )
closing my door cause you'll never come home (and inverted dreams)
crying alone cause i know its my fault
i grew up
you knew that

heroes

song is abt lobsters in a metaphorical sense
guitar by jay

oo shit i got a lobster w/ k-go

Filament

Daily

Hook:Cxndy]

I wanna be that light
一番星街を照らしたくて
夜
We're having the nightmare
覚えてる瞼裏の不安定
朝
音を上げるspeakerが
eraseした過去とそのfragrance
I wanna be that light ye
一番星お前のになれなくて
夜

[Verse:Cxndy]

Flowing cloudsはin this city
I'm no longer戻れない
Rest In Peace俺は用済み
お前のせいでなるfucking feelings
I told u so 先の未来
Don't need u＆memory
Fast time 止まらない
死ぬほどfaster am I?

b×tch間違いfakeいらない
please give me more life
蹴ったverseなら後引かない
resentment歌うpunch line
きっと終わりないit's lazy night
Fix void する愛はきっとlie
last trainからfast lane
掻っ捌いてbreaking nightmare

floor抜ける1人真夜中
おれはここにとうに用はないから
ミニスカート揺れる街風の中
これがwonderland？
高いビル達がただ
ブスに並ぶ灰皿
まだしねないgambleの上
24回る星をなぞってる
生き急がされてるこのone way
くだらないからもう辞めにして

[※Hook]

[Verse2:Frau]

どうしようも無いno way
戻んねぇ空 曇天
雲の上どんでん返しを待つlazy life
handle切るtaxi driver
travisのよう心の闇
苛まれ見る移ろう窓の外のview

腐ってる現状
ボロボロのwingでtake off
平凡な風貌でも浮かんでるヘイロー
偉ぶる神追い越す何度でも 
ウンザリだstereo type
しつけぇらしさの押し付け
理詰めうるせえから即火付けて
焼却沈めるground

クソな騒音掻き消すspeaker
音上げろ
間違いじゃなかったって
確かめたいんでしょ？
時計の針追うslaveで終わりたくないだけ

定型文予測変換で交信
どうしようも無い今時らしいっちゃらしい
光の眩さに気を取られ
背から伸びる影に誰も気づかない

[※Hook]

Cxndy-street light(Remix)

dispatcherrr | tepcu

Would you leave me if you had the chance?
I'm stuck on leaving you or crawling straight back to my ex
What the fuck's the point if you can't ever go confess?
I've lost all of my trust in you I know there's nothing left
I know there's nothing left

Would you leave me if you had the chance?
I'm stuck on leaving you or crawling straight back to my ex
What the fuck's the point if you can't ever go confess?
I've lost all of my trust in you I know there's nothing left
I know there's nothing left

Right there just when you need me
You always could've seen me
You took a chance with someone else
You know that sits beneath me

You swore that you could keep me
You said that you won't leave me
Right there just when you needed help
I wasn't out your reaching

If it was up to me then I would want to try again
(I would want to, yeah, I'd want to try again)
If it was up to me then you would never see the end
(You'd never see the, yeah, you'd never see the end)

Nothing works and nothing works again
We might go back to being friends
I can't go ahead and play pretend
Doing everything as you wish

Nothing works and nothing works again
Think I'm fine with us just being friends
I might go ahead and play pretend
Keeping you is my only final wish

Would you leave me if you had the chance?
I'm stuck on leaving you or crawling straight back to my ex
What the fuck's the point if you can't ever go confess?
I've lost all of my trust in you I know there's nothing left
I know there's nothing left

Would you leave me if you had the chance?
I'm stuck on leaving you or crawling straight back to my ex
What the fuck's the point if you can't ever go confess?
I've lost all of my trust in you I know there's nothing left
I know there's nothing left

oo shit i got a lobster w/ k-go

hyland park