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everything else me

brainfreeze when you kiss me I feel everything but empty for once 
feel my bones crush when you hit me
key bumps fix me i’ll be good 

what will I take to feel ok tonight?
another day to not be dead inside
i’ll just scream at you to feel alright
at the expense of your brain

i never knew what I was looking for to tell the truth
i never knew if I was ever gon get over you
i’m falling in doing stupid shit that I shouldnt do
they talk behind my back I hope it’s all the truth

draft pick for 21, its up and done
grab all the cards and put em down, face em up
i planned to go out at 19 then I fell in love
I thought that you were just like me, I was fucking wrong

hide under my bed because the mentors in my room
I got my pills i got your hand i’m in the spot because i’m rude to everyone that comes my way I wished my problems, go away
I wish I never begged for you to stick around and stay

brainfreeze when you kiss me I feel everything but empty for once 
bones crush when you hit me key bumps fix me i’ll be good
what will it
take to feel ok tonight?
another day to not be dead inside
scream at you to feel alright at the expense of your brain


who are you looking for when you crane your head around?
boy of ur dreams has just walked out now will you say something or let yourself down?
so approachable when the dead around
so just you run or hide or hide your face cause theresno time its too late for both of us
OH HERE THEY COME GET TO HIDING HIDING
I know you wanna die but for our sake just stay alive a little longer

nineteenism

october floor with spies

one of these again.. ben a minute


this bracelet that i've come to like
has been keeping me up
more like keeping me right wont lie....
im reminded of you, and that's silly to say because you're too far away
its a crush or a fall, not a like lol
and the bracelet broke last night
and i wont replace it, i wont go remake it i think i deserve this

and they see me hurting, so they're reaching out
their arms are so long its crossing 2 thousand miles
going city to city, really feels like you're with me
but i've still never met you, and thats kind of shitty

ill see you in february :)
my fingers are crossed
rather be in the cold
than out in the frost

oh yeah good luck on your finals
i doubt that youd need it
i call you a nerd
but im sure youre a genius

just make it to february

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iqysVIHZ2rk
credit to the og leaker i forgot the name of (they deleted their yt channel)

lieu - criminal_u_teleport

there r ppl much more talented and much more multi faceted
who die alone and never know how time is rly passing them
artists who die young and then the writers who live long and no one ever knows how much it snows down past the south in buffalo

ur much better than me 
but i think i deserve the time and peace 
and listening to every word i speak, no more than just ur ears
want u to hear and face my fears and never make me wipe my tears 
it happens everytime i come back here
i will dissapear

lizzie carmichael

Made Me Feel This Way

(unrecovery)

i guess that we fell outta luv
n now im by my lonely
wishin 4 forgiveness it sux
i wish sumone wud hold me
now im left js missing ur touch
im sucha victim of lust
i js suck keep it up 
slick wrists im drowninn in bluuddddd (x2)

im such a fuckin fool idk what ive done
outside im playin it cool 
inside its tearin me up
i pushed my luver awayyy im okayy 
i just say i keep playin 
pretend neverend never mind

first day out *on all plats*

i know interlude

Uh, uh, uh, uh 
Brain glitch out, I might swing, don’t test now
Uh, uh, uh, uh 
Hands start twitchin
Uh, uh, uh, uh 
No calm down

One wrong move, I might black out quick
Fist hit bone, make a loud crack split
Crowd too close, then I lose my grip
Thoughts too sharp, every urge too sick

Uh, uh, uh, uh 
No calm down, I move on stress freaks me out
Uh, uh, uh, uh 
Blackout rage, let the chaos win, oh not today

Blood on my hands, but I don’t feel no shame
Crowd back up, but it all stay the same
Walls still shake when I hear my name 
Can’t calm down, got acid  in my veins 

Glass on the floor, ima cut my fist
Don’t talk back, you don’t make that list
Impulse strike, I don’t care who missed
Life get took in a moment like this  

Blood on shoes, can’t retrace steps
Flash of the lights, but I feel no stress
Brain on edge, like a blade to the chest
One twitch wrong, then it’s all grotesque  

Jaw might snap if I swing off rage
Eyes go blank like I left that stage
Heartbeat drum, can’t lock that cage
Mind too gone, let the chaos engage 

one more verse, let the pain out
watch me sing my heart about
scars on my arms that i still doubt
really dont know what that was bout 

rage

open up your heart cuz i’m addicted to ur eyes
can you open up ur eyes and tell me what’s going on
and i know that people suck and its to bad we live with them 
and i know im fucking ugly and i wish that i was him
what’s going on i don’t feel the same
cause you keep hurting my head and my fucking brain
she always wished she was dead cuz she’s so insane
get this girl out my bed she’ll just walk in the rain

crucified_in_a_hospital

Old freestyle over Mach Hommy “The 27th letter”

t27thL.w {2021}

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