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Mitosis (Prod.Taigen)

Cinnamon Hearts - Powfu ft. Ouse

@notmorgn <333

lyrics:

I don't need no friends that fake expressions just for fun
how you say i started when i ain't even begun
every lie you stack up on me hurts unless you're done
every day i suffer in my room well just because

everyday i wake up in a nightmare its a curse
every night i try to change then wake up felling worse
thoughts and hollow memories but still no lessons learned
broken glass for feelings but nobody act concerned

i can't hold my happiness for not even a day
people poppin xannys and they wanna hide the pain
i don't think they understand that life isn't a game
look inside yourself and you might find someone to blame

medicate anxiety no remedy to pain
medicate society so they all go insane
medicate my brain, medicate my brain (x2)

i can hear your whispers as they echo through my mind
pitch black border painted all around your eyes
i don't feel a thing i swear i've never been this high
i don't need to try
i don't wanna stay here
wanna take my life

i don't think i'll every try to make it through the night
who wants to feel alive
am i right
wanna die in your eyes

medicate anxiety no remedy to pain
medicate society so they all go insane
medicate my brain, medicate my brain (x2)

dying in ur eyes (prod.notmorgn)

@notmorgn <3

blood shot eyes, i might cry,
little sad eyes how am i a bad guy.
blood stained wrists, sensations 
losing feeling in my fingers and my patience.

losing feeling in my patience, burning backwoods in my basement,
that's a fragrance i can't take it, got this anguish, i wont face it
i'm a reject lost my placement, got these problems, you don't say shit,
ima wind up in a casket so i might as well embrace it.

embrace the shit on my mind, everything is so fucked up
i been taking my time, i been gaining my trust up. you been tellin those lies
they be wearin those signs, don't trust us , you fucked up, you fucked up

blood shot eyes, i might cry,
little sad eyes how am i a bad guy.
blood stained wrists, sensations 
losing feeling in my fingers and my patience.

lost my patience, lost my mind, lost my freedom, lost the time
lost in thought but not unconscious steady living its a process

wish i knew a way to vent, bury feelings deep within, post a song and spark it up, hope you're happy when i'm dead.

not a menace (prod.notmorgn)

@lilmoonlet <3

hello?

you call in the night why you tryin to fight me
i don't get the issue i'm sorry i'm trying
i just can't relate to your problems
how you expect me to solve them, i hope you don't think i'll resolve them

sometimes its just not that easy
(not that easy)
sometimes its just not that easy
(i wish that it could be)
your vices control you you're not seeing clearly
(i wish you could see what you're doing to me)
your vices control you you're not seeing clearly
(i need you to be, all that you can be, i'm sorry)

you call in the night why you tryin to fight me
i don't get the issue i'm sorry i'm trying
i just can't relate to your problems
how you expect me to solve them

i am only human, how do you expect me to react when you're abusive
i get that you're hurting but i'm not deserving of being your way out 
if i'm such a burden then why don't you leave
hoping you'll stay but its hard to foresee, if you will ever be happy with me
i can't keep doing this every week, i'm growing too weak, 
i think this relationship has reached its peak, i'm growing to weak
so sad its bleak

you call in the night why you tryin to fight me
i don't get the issue i'm sorry i'm trying
i just can't relate to your problems
how you expect me to solve them

problems w/ moonlet (prod.hkfiftyone)

Produced by Rodger

Verse:
i was in my room when u called me
Didn’t answer it cuz u annoy me
I was in the hall when u saw me
I looked away
And kept walking
I told u once
Ill tell u again
Ill be your boy
But not your friend

Im not your friend


Chorus:
Pathetic me is waste of time
always get blamed even when its not mine
Everyone says imma big fat mess
Say one word someone ends upset
Thats who I am
Dumb decisions might break my neck
dont give a shit
If you knew me
You’d know im a wreck

Mitosis (Prod.Taigen)

Nxthxn