Soul Ties

Find Yourself

lovesick is the 6th album by guyfawkes mccloud

just another rainy day

so can you

honest with me

Omkring Min Rygg1

I don't want to lose you

🕯️ Track 2_ They Called Me a Monster.wav

[Intro]
Yeah… you said you wanted truth, right?
Careful what you ask for.
’Cause I only talk in bruises.

⸻

[Verse 1]
You say I ghost you every time you get too close again,
But you only call me when your bed gets colder at 4 a.m.
You like the chase, I like the distance, that’s the problem here—
Two broken habits tryna fix each other year by year.
I’m not your therapy, you’re not my home,
But we keep lying sayin’ we’re better when we’re not alone.
You read my silence like a promise I forgot to keep,
But truth is, I can’t love you when I barely even sleep.

[Pre-Chorus]
And every time you say you’re done, you come right back,
We’re poison in a circle—different cuts, same scratch.

⸻

[Chorus]
I’m too honest to stay, but too damaged to leave,
You’re the calm in the chaos that I don’t wanna breathe.
You want all of my heart, I got a half left to give—
And the rest is in shadows I forgot how to lift.
If love is a game, then we’re losing the play…
I’m too honest to stay.

⸻

[Verse 2]
You say I talk in riddles ’cause you hate the truth I hide,
But baby, you do double meanings better than I write.
You say you want a future, but your ex is in your phone,
Lying on your lock screen like he never left your home.
We’re both a mess—yeah, I admit it, I’m the worst one too,
But you love the broken parts of me I never showed to you.
We ain’t lovers, we ain’t friends, we’re something in between—
Two people running from the love we said we didn’t need.

[Pre-Chorus]
And every time I try to fix what we became,
You kiss me like a promise you forget to claim.

⸻

[Chorus]
I’m too honest to stay, but too damaged to leave,
You’re the calm in the chaos that I don’t wanna breathe.
You want all of my heart, I got a half left to give—
And the rest is in shadows I forgot how to lift.
If love is a game, then we’re losing the play…
I’m too honest to stay.

⸻

[Bridge]
We keep rewriting every lie until it sounds like truth,
Tell each other “this is different” but we know it’s not new.
You want the man you thought I’d be, I want the girl you left behind—
But neither one of us is living in the right timeline.

⸻

[Final Chorus]
I’m too honest to stay, too familiar with pain,
You’re the one I keep losing every time that you came.
I want out, I want in—yeah, it cuts both ways…
I’m too honest to stay,
But too damaged to walk away.

honest with me

NYFROMNY

Related tracks