
As an inspiration taken from an unreleased track "NEED" by Taylor Swift, this song was written as a meditation on how want, desire, and passion were being understood within me, shaped by the philosophers whose words once framed my own questions about love. It was felt that the imagery of smoke, echoes, and puppet-strings could carry the emotional weight I wasn’t able to say outright. The feelings were allowed to rise on their own, and the verses were guided into place as if the emotions themselves insisted on being named. Through it all, a quiet revelation was being formed around one person whose presence softened every harsh idea I once held.

As the second verse was shaped, a wilder kind of longing was being acknowledged—one that demanded to be freed rather than resisted. Nietzsche’s fire and force were allowed to seep into the lines, making the emotions feel lived rather than analyzed. It was believed that the arrival of the other person in the narrative created a transformation that couldn’t be denied, so the writing was led toward imagery of power, rebirth, and heat. A need was recognized not as weakness but as momentum, pushing the song forward without my direct permission.

The final verse was written while a sense of becoming was unfolding in real time. De Beauvoir’s ideas were woven in, allowing the song to be shaped around freedom, choice, and the rewriting of old scripts. It was felt that the connection described in the song could be a doorway rather than a confinement, and the lyrics were crafted to reflect a path shared without surrendering selfhood. The song’s closing lines were allowed to sit gently, expressing a need that was no longer chaotic or consuming—just a steady truth guiding me onward.

WANT, DESIRE, PASSION, LUST & NEED!

A quiet reply from Venus, written in light rather than words.

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CARTEL Shawty

CARTEL Forever (prod. by FXXXXY)

"BIC City" means a lot of BIC lighters in one setting

Smoke Buddy ft. T. Mason (prod. ajsounds)

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Sometimes

just some raps... 

Lyrics: 
Let me get in my zone
Let me get in my zone yeah 

Damn momma I got fans now 
Funny when you stick to plans how it pans out 
I'm the only one I know who took this damn route 
Funny when you never try to fit in how you stand out 
Gotta stand up for yourself to be outstanding 
I"m rollin dice with my life like it's backgammon 
Goin' wild till I make it out Nick Cannon 
Aimin' for the stars so the charts is where I'm crash landin' 
Carvin' lanes in the game I'm the pioneer 
Of my destiny I stayed up hella nights cryin' tearz 
Gave up everything ain't been in love for 5 years 
Just so I can look into the eyes of my idols 
Middle finger to my rivals 
Wit' my hand on the Bible 
Like the witness on the stand 
Tell these motha fuckas I'm here 
Man we've come so far still farther to go 
I don't ever tell you just the shit that I want you to know like 
Ain't nothin scarier than takin' leaps 
You was tryna make it to the party I was makin' heat 
Uh and had to do it all DIY 
They would group text the invite never did reply 
The next day when they started asking why 
I would say that I was shy now I'd say that I am that guy 
Man they need to put a price on my head boy 
If they ain't killin' me I'm killin' you instead boy 
You ain't catchin' up I'm just a lap ahead boy 
I'm locked in their heads cause I'm who they dread boy 
Yeah, on my Flava shit 
My throw aways sound like they could be your greatest hits 
And I would pass you the ball but 
I'm not Michael Jackson I don't play with kids 
Rappin' like I'm Jadakiss 
Icon like I'm Jada's kid 
Knew as a kid I'd make it big 
Tell her take a naked pic 
She in a different state and shit uh 
Girl I'm lovin' what I C 
Fly U to the A 
Make you W I F E 
Yeah for now my love life put on pause 
Never heard church bells only ever heard applauze 
Lookin at the sunset 
Not the sky the clause 
Rappers hot then gone in a flash like menopause 
They don't see the work that goes into this preparation 
Most of ya'll would of been put in your resignation 
Used to look at being solo as a limitation 
But that shit done turned me to a one man operation 
No one fucked with me I thought I was incomplete 
Until I realized they just knew they couldn't compete 
Nike's on my feet 
Dream be on the beat 
I do everything else check the stat sheet 
Killed the game last week and this week 
Rappers repeat what I'm sayin' like a retweet 
And speakin' of that 
Watch how you talkin' to me bitch or Ima put it on wax 
I got trust issues trouble keepin' shit in the past 
So I might turn your crazy ass into a brand new plaque aye 
Yeah fuck with me

Applauze

Track 1 : Dee Gatti - Caught up
Track 2 : Alex Isley - Good & Plenty
Track 3 : Dpat - H.E.R Focus Remix  
Track 4 : ESTA. - Deep
Track 5 : Amaria - Twilight
Track 6: Stwo - Neither do I 
Track 7: Stwo - Don Toliver No Idea Remix
Track 8: SZA- Hit Different

Sometimes

OLITA

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