dead broke

lyrics: 

Imma fly away, x double xo 
Never hit the breaks x double x xo woah oh oh

Imma fly away, x double xo 
Tell your little friends they’re all full of shit, woah oh oh oh oh 
Never hit the breaks 
X double xo, burn another bridge I don’t even trip no oh oh oh 

Blue skies and plastic brains
I fall asleep to grinding of machines 
We’re all just in the way, a sea of faces, you kill or you get drowned 
A toxic wave that you’ll just swim forever 
Alo-o-o-o-one 

Imma fly away, x double xo 
Tell your little friends they’re all full of shit, woah oh oh oh oh 
Never hit the breaks 
X double xo, burn another bridge I don’t even trip no oh oh oh 

Imma fly away, x double xo 
Tell your little friends, tell your little friends (friends friends)
Never hit the breaks, x double xo burn another bridge I don’t even trip at all

The world is broken, oo woah oh 
But maybe it ain’t meant to fix

for jj

secret early release for my soundcloud fans <3
Spotify release on Jan. 6th

lyrics: 

She said, she said I don’t wanna hear you fuckin’ scream it’s perfect your hiding place 
Horror films don’t hit like they used to, like they used to babe
Feeding on thrills she lets the door stay wide open 

Called me a cop out but lips don’t lie 
I’ll watch from your closet with cold dead eyes 
Boo bitch, I’m a ghost hearing noises at night but I’m never in the room so
Doomed we’re comatose but I can’t let go 

She said, she said I don’t wanna hear you fuckin’ scream it’s perfect your hiding place 
Horror films don’t hit like they used to, like they used to babe 
Feeding on thrills she wants the door left wide open 

She said I’ve been hollow in the head, I’m feeling nauseous watching her walk away 
Wanna be outside but I’m locked here, yeah I’m locked here babes 
Does her kiss feel like throwing out, throwing out the key? 

Said you won’t fake it but lips don’t lie 
I followed you back where the monsters hide 
Boo bitch I’m a ghost, said you’d always be mine but you choke on your words so
Doomed we’re comatose, I’ll never let go

Don’t blink, it’s coming towards me crawling 
We’re stuck in the movies 
(I’m medicated by those blue eyes) It’s coming towards me crawling 
We’re stuck in the movies 

She said, she said I don’t wanna hear you fuckin’ scream it’s perfect your hiding place 
Horror films don’t hit like they used to, like they used to babe
Feeding on thrills she lets the door stay wide open

horror movies don't hit like they used to

tv girl

Prod. Blade901

Lyrics: 
(I won't forget you)
(I won't forget you, let's run away, let's run away)
I told her that I'm dying
And I know that you're trying to fix me
And I can't stop her crying
I gotta tell her one thing, I'll miss you (I'll miss you)
Yeah I'll Miss you (I'll miss you)
Yeah I'll Miss you (I'll Miss you)
It'll haunt you, but you're the only good thing I have left

Are you faded?
Escape it all like you're vindicated
We're a nightmare, does it scare you?
Fuck it, it's the last night, gotta make this end right
I'd cross my heart forever that I'd die for you
But you wish me dead, you wish me dead
And I know that you blame me cause your changing too
All in your head, it's all in your head

Yeah I'll Miss you, Yeah I'll Miss you
It'll haunt you, and you're the only thing inside my head
I told her that I'm trying
Don't care that I'm dying, she hates me
But I know that she's lying
I know she's gonna miss me
We're fading

i'll miss you (fading)

For Alyssa 💔I know you don't deserve a song but I made you one anyway...

Lyrics:
Where the fuck have you been? 
i know you like to pretend 
you're all alone in my head, and i'm pushed aside like i'm dead
they tell me i should smile but i'm empty 
and who have i become while i'm drifting? 
tell me where the f*ck are you hiding?, yeah maybe i'm an empty soul but i've been trying 
get this 
every fuckin' day i dig a grave 
when you come back i'll have somewhere to lay 
and i'll sleep all summer in the darkest slumber 
knowing he was more than i could ever be 
(and i'll never wake up) 
(you've got no backup plan) 
i'm not waking up so leave me 
walk away but tell me one thing
where the fuck have you been? 
i know you took my best friend 
you'll never get in my head, and i won't give in till' i'm dead 
they tell me i should move on and forget it 
it haunts me every day cause i let it 
i don't want these visions or your lies and 
do you see red when you look in my eyes yeah 
get this 
every fuckin' day i dig a grave 
when you come back i'll have somewhere to lay 
and i'll sleep all summer in the darkest slumber 
knowing he was more than i could ever be

the art of sleeping forever

Don't Look Back (You Might Not Like What You See)

Living In The Shadows (ft. Vexxille)

Flowers Die In June (ft. Kylee Davis)

october (fall is dead)

a kid with a curse

🖤🖤🖤
prod. metlast

Lyrics: 
passed time cuts right through my skin 
fifty-one blades cut lines in my skin 
sirens call sweet lies with a death grin (and i'm drowning here with you) 
dull blades run right through my heart 
fifty-one rays of moonlight, black art 
take your last breath, find a hole you can lay in 
(like a sad empty casket) 

carving your headstone, quick cause your dads home  
crashing funerals in all white 
flowers by your name, don't cry we're the same girl 
mournings not the same in daylight 

spending every night alone you're screaming through the telephone 
i don't give a fuck about the boy in your basement 
tell me how you tied him up, his blood just wasn't good enough 
but you're a lying bitch  i found the jars where you saved it 

i know you like when i play dead 
i know you like when i play dead 
you're alone caused you killed your friends and they're haunting you 

passed time cuts right through my skin 
fifty-one blades cut lines in my skin 
sirens call sweet lies with a death grin (and i'm drowning here with you) 
dull blades run right through my heart 
fifty-one rays of moonlight, black art 
take your last breath, find a hole you can lay in 
(like a sad empty casket)  

**crashing funerals 
i'm crashing funerals
crashing funerals, awake the dead  

**crashing funerals 
i'm crashing funerals
crashing funerals, awake the dead 

**(i know you like when i play dead)
(i know you like when i play dead)
(you're alone caused you killed your friends and they're haunting you)

crashing funerals

hey sad eyes, this is for you

🖤🖤🖤
prod. metlast

Lyrics: 
When I'm alone I start to scream 
Please doctor is it grim for me 
These girls will shoot me dead 
But fuck it come and get me hoe 

Yeah no one's gonna save your life 
And no you'll never sleep at night 
I sin because I need to 
Your fears will slowly start to change you 

Oh alright maybe I'm just afraid to be alive 
Go and tell me that my life is out of line, don't lie 
You're the best I wonder why don't you hear me 
Don't fear me cause I'm weak
You're the chain and I'm the missing link 
Yeah my friends lay underground with me  
And the truth is I don't wanna leave 

I don't wanna leave 
I never liked normal bitch I'm tripped out like I'm Alice 
I'll never leave  
I think I'm finally home 
(I'm home yeah) 

When I'm alone I start to scream 
Please doctor is it grim for me 
These girls will shoot me dead 
But fuck it come and get me hoe 

Yeah no one's gonna save your life 
And no you'll never sleep at night 
I sin because I need to 
(Just know that) 
There's no one to save you 
There's no one to save you

Listen on Spotify

no one's gonna save you

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Prod. Metlast

Lyrics: 
Small world, dream girl I'll never get to you I know 
Lost words poor girl you'll never find your way back home 
Chasing sirens, Knives of diamond
These pretty nightmares pull me close 
Falling victim to a vision 
I'll never get to you I know 
(I'll never get to you I know) 

The space between our fingers fits so perfect 
But your scent lingers 
In my bedsheets after these years 
I gotta find a place where I can sleep okay 
Burn out the nightlight, wait for the night time 
Stay up till midnight, sleep till the sunshine 
I will never be, no I will never be the one 

(I will never be the one) 
(And I'll never be) 
(I will never be the one) 

Small world, dream girl I'll never get to you I know 
Lost words poor girl you'll never find your way back home 
Chasing sirens, Knives of diamond
These pretty nightmares pull me close 
Falling victim to a vision 
I'll never get to you I know 
I'll never get to you I know

dream girl (ft. Days To Waste)

Lyrics:

I'm breaking, this silence drives me mad
Erase me, these memories never last
I'm trying to push through 
But some day you'll fade too

Ice cold fingertips 
Time raised fiction 
Heartache memory's been my best friend 

And this is all that I'll ever be 
I'm stuck with old memories but they'll never love me 
And who are you? How'd you find me? 
I left for good that day

I'm trying to push through 
But some day you'll fade too 

You'll fade too
You'll fade too
And this is goodbye but I won't forget you...

this is goodbye :(

Prod. Metlast 

Lyrics:
I spent November in a stairway 
Face down getting number every weekday 
I know you fuckin' hate me 
But I'm still sitting by our headstone 
Tommy jeans and broken headphones 
I know we're dyin' lately 
Fuck these stupid love songs 
They say baby hold on, don't you leave 
But she could never really stomach boys like me 
I slit my wrists cause she likes the way I bleed 

Haven't seen your face in a minute now 
I've been falling down and now I'm slipping away (Slipping away) 
What's there to say? (I just wish that I never met you) 
Somewhere I hide, thoughts deep inside 
What's left to do, who am I meant to be? 
You know you'll always be a part of me 
You'll always be a part of me...

I spent November in a stairway 
Face down getting number every weekday 
I know you fuckin' hate me 
But I'm still sitting by our headstone 
Tommy jeans and broken headphones 
I know we're dyin' lately 
Fuck these stupid love songs 
They say baby hold on, don't you leave 

You're slipping away from me
It's getting harder and harder to breath 
Harder and harder to breath...

cemeteries & poloroids (ft. Skele)

small town curse (ft. Days To Waste)

I sold all my shit just to show that I don’t care 
I know you’re all good but I wish I could be there 
You took my dead heart and you fixed it in one year, ohh 
Cast to a grave and betrayed by my own love 
But you were still there it was all I could think of 
After three years you tell me that you’re still numb, ohh 

Your sad drowning eyes tell me that it's true 
Built a fire but I let it eat you 
I know you wanna die but it'd kill me too
We're alright in this picture that I drew 
Sedate me, it's all I ever want
Second blood shed in blue and I bleed for you, it never stops 

You said I should stop all the drugs or I'll miss home 
But it's too damn late yeah my brain is a no show 
Your past is a path that I don't wanna follow, no 
Fuck this town summers here are so quiet 
Said we'll live one day but I don't fuckin' buy it 
The last time we felt something real we were dyin', ohh 

Your sad drowning eyes tell me that it's true 
Built a fire but I let it eat you 
I know you wanna die but it'd kill me too
We're alright in this picture that I drew 
Sedate me, it's all I ever want
Second blood shed in blue and I bleed for you, it never stops 

And one day you'll melt the sky 
Look out from your window and wonder why 
This sad tune plays over in your mind, ohh yeah 
Sedate me, it's all I ever want 
For you it never stops 
 








I love you but this sure as hell ain't a love song

second blood

Old Alice fuckin’ witched me again 
I’m trippin mad hard for 19 fuck my head 
I know they call me fuckin’ crazy 
I’m just cursed in a never-ending sleep 
I be smoking in a Hilfiger long sleeve, black jeans she know how to move 
Making hell home, fuck it’s a never ending loop  
She hid me in her basement where the walls split 
I was screaming all night and she loved it 

Alice, poor Alice 
I wish I could tell you the truth 
Alice, poor Alice 
You’re secrets wouldn’t last with me 
Yeah they’re just too damn fun to keep 
Oh Alice, poor Alice 
Yeah she tripped upstairs and lost the key 
But it was (wait wait wait a second I’m so fucked up) 

I woke up inside her basement again 
It’s been days here and I miss my fucking friends 
All I wanted was to fit in 
But this spell makes it so damn hard to live 
Middle fingers to the 50, blunt smoke please go I don’t need a bitch 
Yellow coat like Coraline running from a witch 
I don’t know what the day is and I wanna go home 
I really hate the darkness and being alone 

Alice, poor Alice 
I wish I could tell you the truth 
Alice, poor Alice 
You’re secrets wouldn’t last with me 
Yeah they’re just too damn fun to keep 
Oh Alice, poor Alice 
Yeah she tripped upstairs and lost the key 
But it was waiting there for me  

Alice, poor Alice 
Ooooh, it’s time for me to go home 
Oh Alice, poor Alice,
Ooooh, it’s time for me to go

poor alice :/

You wash me down but the thought of me likes to stay 
I make you sick in all the most pleasant ways 
This city wants designer girls, you fit in well 
You’re fucking everyone you see 

The jig is up and once again you’ve been fucking all my friends 
I should have know e-girls never work out for me 
And I’m no good at these goodbyes, I put a perc 30 in your valentine
So long maybe that’ll ease the pain this time yeah 

Baby will you pull me close
Kill me with the curtains closed 
Shawty take a step back, tell me why you got that gun to my head 
But hold on love, don’t forget I left you something by our bed 

Yeah so break me down start a riot in me
It’s like you hate me, not like it’s supposed to be 
And you’re still doin shit behind my back like I can’t see
And yet you’re calling my phone like what you want from me? 
I’m screaming oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah,
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah 

The jig is up and once again you’ve been fucking all my friends 
I should have know e-girls never work out for me 
And I’m no good at these goodbyes, I put a perc 30 in your valentine
So long maybe that’ll ease the pain this time yeah  

Baby will you pull me close
Kill me with the curtains closed 
Shawty when I wake up I know you’ll have a gun to my head

I saw that text and what you said to him
You have no heart like my ex 
There’s so many places that I see your face in 
That I used to go when you said that you hate this 
Damn what’s the point? And these drugs fuckin laced, shit
I still see your ghost and I can’t feel my face bitch 
I’m screaming oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah,
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah 

Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah 
Oh yeah, oh yeah 
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah 
Oh yeah, oh yeah 
(The jig is up and once again you’ve been fucking all my friends 
I should have know e-girls never work out for me )

perc 30 in your valentine w/ VEXXILLE

In the front seat knocked like you're faded 
Oh the sky's so close I can taste it, I won't let you hide 
So cold I'm a walking dead man
Your heart beats fast and I like it, I would bring you the night

Candy eyes consume me at a midnight drive in movie 
Fuck yeah, tell me if you want this like I do 
Break my bedroom window, slowly kiss me while you tiptoe 
Somewhere lost, our eyes are bigger than the moon 

Guard down cause you know this story 
I heard that you read all about me 
Somehow you want me more (close the door)

Just paint me skylines with love cries, we'll fall when it's our time 
Yeah you hear the dead when I sing (Like woah)

Candy eyes consume me at a midnight drive in movie 
Fuck yeah, tell me if you want this like I do 
Break my bedroom window, slowly kiss me while you tiptoe 
Somewhere lost, our eyes are bigger than the moon 
(Somewhere lost, our eyes are bigger than the moon)
(Somewhere lost, our eyes are bigger than the moon)

Somewhere lost in space I'm fuckin' wasted 
Blow my brains just like Cobain did 
I won't feel a thing cause I have you 

Candy eyes consume me at a midnight drive in movie 
Fuck yeah, tell me if you want this like I do 
Break my bedroom window, slowly kiss me while you tiptoe 
Somewhere lost, our eyes are bigger than the moon 

Somewhere lost in space I'm fuckin' wasted 
Blow my brains just like Cobain did 
I won't feel a thing cause I have you

candy eyes prod scryer

Lyrics: 

I don’t wanna talk shit, tell me how to function, I’ve been watching time pass lately 
Living’ on a space ship like I’m Jimmy Hawkins, I know that the gold won’t save me
My ex girls been fine without me, so I drown the pain in sex and fake things 
Vacant summers come to haunt me, just know that I’m trying to let go 

Tell me all your secrets and I’ll tell mine, oh tonight, tonight is our time 
Tell me all your secrets and I’ll tell mine, oh tonight, tonight we fly 

I been on the wrong side, tell me how to get by, I been living in a past time lately 
I just wanna let go, who are all these people all they do is talk the same things
 
My ex fuckin’ hates me, both our memories fading 
Just know that I’m starting to let go 

Woah oh, to let go 
Woah oh, to let go (let go)
Woah oh, to let go 
Woah oh, to let go (let go) 

Tell me all your secrets and I’ll tell mine, oh tonight, tonight is our time 
Tell me all your secrets and I’ll tell mine, oh tonight, tonight we fly 

Woah oh (Just let go) 
Woah oh (Just let go) 
Woah oh (Just let go)

Spotify + Apple Music

tonight we fly

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https://soundcloud.com/fawlin 

Lyrics:
Waiting is deadly yeah you know inside your heart they all moved on
I know I’ll always been alone, alone
I don’t need this, it’s been four years I don’t feel shit they all disappeared 
So why am I stuck here reminded that last years gone? It’s gone 
Those four years I wasted trying to be who I always was 
Those four years I waited slowly loosing everything I love 

I don’t know if I belong here anymore
Feelin' vacant, yeah, I am such a bore
Wish you’d told me I’m meant for something more
'Cus the opposite’s stuck inside my core
 You said you wanted to dip this ghost town
After high school, yeah, you got so down
We’d stay together, yeah, we’d be around
Then after summer we cried our eyes out

Those four years I wasted trying to be who I always was 
Those four years I waited slowly loosing everything I love 
Waiting is deadly yeah you know inside your heart they all moved on
I know I’ll always been alone, alone
I don’t need this, it’s been four years I don’t feel shit they all disappeared 
So why am I stuck here reminded that last years gone? It’s gone

Spotify + Apple

four years (feat. fawlin)

Lyrics:
Tell me if it’s fake love cause imma take the fall for us 
I’m far gone maybe I should pull the plug, please run just run
The devil don’t like broke boys so I’m out of luck 
Lately I steal hearts just to get a buzz, please run just run 

You say you can fix me but baby this feels wrong and I said I’d be the man you want but I hate this 
I don’t know why you love me 
You’re pretty when you lie and tell me we’re okay, but I’m fuckin’ wasted every day and I hate this 
But I won’t ever leave 
(I won’t ever leave) 

I know I’m a monster I don’t ever feel the same 
Black heart shaped box call me Kurt Cobain, please run just run 
Backseat drunk in a daze but I’m here with you
I’m falling hard but it’s way too soon, please run just fucking run 

You say you can fix me but baby this feels wrong and I said I’d be the man you want but I hate this 
I don’t know why you love me 
You’re pretty when you lie and tell me we’re okay, but I’m fuckin’ wasted every day and I hate this 
But I won’t ever leave 
(I won’t ever leave)  

Lie to me, tell me I still haunt your dreams
What’s the thrill in being me? I’m tired of my own head 
Lie to me, tell me I still haunt your dreams
What’s the thrill in being me? I’m tired of my own head 
I’m tired of my own head
I’m tired of my own head

ur pretty when u lie

I sold my heart last night the devil don’t feel love 
I’m sick but I’m alright oh
You stole my time last night I waited till daylight 
I’m bout to catch my flight home 
I been so addicted to things that kill me lately, it’s you 
And I don’t want your postcards or letters they remind me of you 

You said it was the wrong time 
Maybe it’s the wrong place 
I been wishing life would slow down 
Cruising in the fast lane 
You don’t care what I say 
If you didn’t know you know now 

And I’m on the other side looking back would you believe it 
Tell me I’m wrong 
But you never give me a reason 

Hate every song 
But you love to tell me your secrets 
Lead me along til I’m drowning in the deep end 

I been inside my head so long 
I’m going under 
With Every summer 

When you turned your back It all made sense 
You never meant a word it’s all pretend 
Selling my heart pick up the pieces 
Knew from the start that I never should have believed it

I sold my heart last night the devil don’t feel love 
I’m sick but I’m alright oh
You stole my time last night I waited till daylight 
I’m bout to catch my flight home 
I been so addicted to things that kill me lately, it’s you 
And I don’t want your postcards or letters they remind me of you 

Woah oh, Love comatose, Woah oh oh
Woah oh, Love comatose, Woah oh oh
And Maybe I don’t belong here, but I don’t fit anywhere
Nothing ever feels like home 
And maybe I don’t belong here, but I don’t fit anywhere 
Please take me home tonight

i sold my heart (feat. skylarallen)

Lately I don't know where I belong
Run away with me like in the songs 
We can watch the fireworks and talk about the things that hurt 
Cause no one will remember when we're gone 
Ooooo
Ooooo

Lately I don't feel the same at all 
I've been walking backwards till I fall 
Just hold your heat and wish away 
And don't pretend it's yesterday 
Cause love one day the dark will eat us all 
ooooo
ooooo

one day...

Me and Gabel pull up in a new whip yeah 
Imma fuck yo bitch rockin’ white kicks and
Imma flow till the sunrise, baby it’s alright I’m feelin’ so fly 

Shawty really want this tell me that she need it
She just wanna get far away from the bullshit 
Shawty really want this tell me that she need it 
I’ve been drunk in love baby that ain’t no secret 

Hella faded in the backseat I still feel like I’m dreaming 
Baby don’t worry we’re never leaving  

Tell my mama we finally made it 
Get me high baby I’m never changing 
Tell my mama we finally made it 
Oh I love this I’m screaming 
I’m never leaving 
I’m never leaving 
This fading sunset is stuck in my head 

I can’t remember yesterday, shawty wanna run away she said she always feel the same 
I’m good now bet they don’t like that, talk shit but they always gonna stay mad
Hotel room let’s fuck gimme whiplash, imma do me drink up where da bass at?

Shawty really want this tell me that she need it
She just wanna get far away from the bullshit 
Shawty really want this tell me that she need it 
I’ve been drunk in love baby that ain’t no secret  

Tell my mama we finally made it 
Get me high baby I’m never changing 
Tell my mama we finally made it 
Oh I love this I’m screaming 
I’m never leaving 
I’m never leaving 
This fading sunset is stuck in my head  

It’s stuck in my head, stuck in my head 
It’s stuck in my head, stuck in my head

never leaving

lyrics:

I got what I want but it feel like ain’t nothin’ changed I wanna waste time
I’m stuck in a fake world with dream girls like Coraline 
They all sound the same, fuck that can you gimme a break? (Gimme a break now)
Yeah I took what I wanted but it feel like my demons stay no matter what life
I live in a fake world with fake girls I don’t try 
They all talk the same, fuck that can you gimme a break? 

Low key wanna fuck but I know that she switched up 
I been gettin’ racks but I’m spending all the cash on me, call it true love 
Ain’t nobody you can trust, nah except the plug and my mama, yeah what’s love? 
I been on the drugs cause I ain’t enough but I feel good when I’m fucked up

It’s hard to think about when shawty fuckin’ all my brains out 
Way too gone to think about the pain now, or come down (I’m in love with it)
Everybody switchin’ up it’s like they tryna loose me 
It really feel like I be in a movie, I don’t need you (And I don’t give a shit)

I got what I want but it feel like ain’t nothin’ changed I wanna waste time
I’m stuck in a fake world with dream girls like Coraline 
They all sound the same, fuck that can you gimme a break? (Gimme a break now) 
Yeah I took what I wanted but it feel like my demons stay no matter what life
I live in a fake world with fake girls I don’t try 
They all talk the same, fuck that can you gimme a break? 

Can you gimme a break? Can you Gimme a break? 
I’m living in a nightmare of everything I wanted, fuck the pain I’m insane you want hell? Well you got it 

Save me I’m stuck in a daydream 
I spent a lifetime pretending 
So wake me up, somebody wake me up
Nightmares and dreams are the same thing 
I spent my life always chasing them 
Wake me up, somebody wake me up

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