Forgiveness

lyrics //

me: we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

hurt back then but my hearts still beating
fuck my friends they don’t know that i’m 
leaving soon

piece by piece we can put it back
make you think i do track how i run right back to you
and it’s a heart attack, stabbing my back
but i think i’m numb to you
good times, feel you runnin through my bloodline
pack my bags let em all forget me
i’ll be good mom just keep the memories oh

we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

hurt back then but my hearts still beating
fuck my friends they don’t know that i’m 
leaving soon

fordy:

broke down city
run around town but it’s looking so empty
in a world so tempting
never done wrong till a girl had left me

said sorry, but it’s not enough 
you saw me, just lock me up
or let me bleed, i’m not enough to marry me 

what about the memories? nowadays i can’t even barely sleep nah
and what about the sympathy? wrote down pages on the way i feel now

i’m leaving you’ll see me soon 
still breathing 
the same fumes you hated
the same tunes 
same playlist

and now i know, it’s so clear
iv been drowning way below, and i can’t hear
if they’re coming or they’re leaving out the door

but one thing
don’t expect me to double back loving
don’t you think that we needed more trusting
cut ties cuz all ur assumptions 

me: we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

i was hurt back then now my heart still beating
fuck my friends they don’t CARE that i’m leaving soon
i just know that i’ll be with YOU
i just know that i’ll be with YOU

leaving soon w/ brecken

lyrics ⬇️ 

there’s an institution that I been building in my 
Head 
i don’t pay no tuition instead I lay up in my bed
i put my thoughts in submission 
so that I could maybe get rest
life so explicit I hope that I could get the best

time slowed down
and then I look up at the messs
I know now that I was awful like the rest
shouldnt go out I gotta awful lotta doubt
i don’t know crowds but ima look around the town
Oh

yea I don’t know what else to say tho
done it to urself watch the pain grow

ten rows down from the person that could that say so
tough luck now look like you walk on a tight rope
more excuses everyday but who likes that
If I had time to go to waste
then maybe you would be back
Instead I chill at the lake sunny day I relax

and I got away from issues that you stab in my back 

No I can’t back track but I wanna move forward
and I don’t know what happened 
Or what happened before
you would always attack me I would fall on the floor

and this life is ever lasting so I wanan restore
 
all my horrible tendencies go away in the Forrest 
as the leaves fall and the branches crack I’m no longer sore
i watch the rainfall as it pours and I wanan explore
walk through all the fog but ima hide for the storm

are you even really sure that you wanna ignore
every night since the end of us it been a war
problems out the door ever since you cut the cord no no

institution (cxrter x tahtx)

og art is lost
nevrwrld / The North Shore: @northshoremusic

Blatantly Disagree (feat. Not Home) (Explicit)

nevrwrld - blatantly disagree (feat. not home)

lyrics

Lord knows theres not a lot left for me
so ill just move along
i know you like to watch me hurt
but jokes on you i cant feel at all
i cant trust my mind
with these fucking with drawals
but i dont need anybodys help with this
your fingers on my lips
your face in my hands
we talk early morning
write your name in the sand
want this feeling to last forever, i know
she asked do i want to live forever, i dont
said im way too much for you
but im not that much at all

lets say this was all a lie
wake up in the sunrise
would you come and find me
said youd meet me in another life
i wish i had some extra hours at the end of the day
cuz lately i dont even got not time to cry
wish i could make something that sounded right
wish i could help you live a happy life

if i was living forever the goal is my shelter 
shielding me out from everything that ive lost 
if your goal was forever we messed it up early 
on in the span of what could have been 
oh in the span of the time that ive spent 
lamenting the thoughts of another night in 
wish i could wake up in the evening like we did too many times back then 
but you don’t have to think like that 
that’s where I think it all began then we 
separate like the tide and the sand 
locked in another memory of regret and shame 
cant forget when i first spoke your name 
id rather not

lets say this was all a lie
wake up in the sunrise
would you come and find me
said youd meet me in another life
i wish i had some extra hours at the end of the day
cuz lately i dont even got not time to cry
wish i could make something that sounded right

another life w/ lil booj (p. king theta)

nobody listens to me 
watching as everyone leave
ill be here falling to peices
outside for autumn to see
I cannot see thru the madness
theres too many secrets to keep
ill meet you out by passage
ive hidden a sword in my sheath
see im grittin my teeth
waiting for problems got somewhere to be
But everyone fake
yea i cant beleive
were all struggling underneath 

yea under the surface
youll find a purpose
its not picture perfect but
my lord gimme courage 
so i promise ima stand up

Its like every night every night every night i cant
understand really why
i cannot stick to the full plan


wonder why everyone lookin at me
i might throw up right off the balcony
anxious and idk how i can keep
walkin around when everyone follow me
why am i paranoid
washed like a janitor
never take steroids 
but i got mad at her
Hurt in my chest
whip in a challenger
i can adress 
ive got a lot learn

one minute im gone
next minute im next to you but
after you hear this song
you know that everything i said was true

passage (cxrter x cobalt)

Early morning promises never see the light of day 
What was it like when you were half the earth away
And nights I couldn’t sleep I told myself it wasn’t cause of you 
Now I’m older think it’s over take the hint I’ll take the clue 

I’m just glad I found some folks that keep me around 
And passing down the torch I wish the flame would just go out 
This ideation holds its grip
I’ve gone too far with it by my side 
This echo goes in my essence  
Don’t abide don’t abide 
It’s just a cheap trick they play to keep you off their mind 
Oh oh 

Early morning promises never see the light of day 
What was it like when you were half the earth away
And nights I couldn’t sleep I told myself it wasn’t cause of you 
Now I’m older think it’s over take the hint I’ll take the clue 

Afternoon I find myself starting off the day too late 
Remember who I was when you were half the earth away 
Now I cannot eat I cannot sleep no answer will comply 
And now I’m colder broken shoulder lean on me I’ll bid my time 
Is it way too much to ask 
For something in this life 
To maybe just last 
Long enough for me to even know what the hell to do 
I get far enough 
But all I really needed was you

early morning promises (king theta)

lyrics 


get to the point
or get out my way
im so excited im starting to shake
im way too anxious i picked up the shakes 
but how would u feel when i end up erased
upping my take
im upping the stakes
someone u luv is just someone to blame
i run away
u aint have to say
cuz i see it myself
and i carry the shame

ill do whatever but
what do u want
sit in my room and im starting to rot
im so accustomed to blowing my shots
why r u near me i dont wanna talk

not surprised u cannot handle the shock
not surprised i couldn’t be what u want
im the one u thought wuld help u along
but i got some problems to deal on my own

think im growing up
and it better now
but im going off
and i let u down
think im growing up
im too sheltered now
but im trying way too hard
just to help you out

poems ii

lyrics

 don’t think i can change the way i see the things to be
i just poured me up don julio to go to sleep
every fucking morning, i see some bullshit on my twitter feed
spend the rest of the day trying to find a little bit of peace
yeah, i’m in my bag right now
i’m in my bag right now, i’m getting a bag right now, yeah, yeah
i’m in my bag right now, i’m getting a bag right now
i’m winning this battle right now
i don’t want to lie, i just want to kiss you in the rain
pass this world, forget this pain
remember my name, and keep close what i told you
you stole my heart and left a little hole too
i won’t complain if i lie in your arms
you are my saint
my soul has been tamed
yeah, i’m getting a bag right now, but it’s not the same
if you’re not right next to me, i don’t want to play
i close my eyes for a second
and i’ve seen the future, i’ve seen the future
i know that you love when you’re mentioned
but i can’t compute, yeah, i can’t compute
but it’s dark, uh, blood all on the floor
creatures surrounding my body, yeah, i’ve seen this shit before
it’s craving a scent that i carry at the core
i’m just praying that i taught you the ways, now you cannot ignore
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my
hold my heart
hold my
hold my
hold my

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