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Forgiveness

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if i write this shit on paper does that mean i feel it less
branches out the window like im starin at impermanence
and balance feels impossible i walk out n always lose my step
i changed up the scenery but i still wont go and take it in

down n out like
its just me no doubt
and its just pound for pound
and i'll reach back n take em out
some days i be layin down in my place like
why am i still the same 
in my bedroom burnin sage
stealing time like day to day
and thats the way

yeah im feeling slow
i wipe off my knife
and toss it back n go
life is just an obstacle
in a cosmic heavy undertow
i got ripped apart n hide the damage
you dont need to know
feelings visceral man i cant manage
and i know it shows
make me something im so tired of being nothing
they think that they the second coming
i just want someone to love me
i dont even trust me
not enough to even be me
countertops are rusty
and my grey matter is bleeding

down n out like
its just me no doubt
and its just pound for pound
and i'll reach back n take em out
some days i be layin down in my place like
why am i still the same 
in my bedroom burnin sage
stealing time like day to day
and thats the way

bitter (NVY)

lyrics ⬇️ 

there’s an institution that I been building in my 
Head 
i don’t pay no tuition instead I lay up in my bed
i put my thoughts in submission 
so that I could maybe get rest
life so explicit I hope that I could get the best

time slowed down
and then I look up at the messs
I know now that I was awful like the rest
shouldnt go out I gotta awful lotta doubt
i don’t know crowds but ima look around the town
Oh

yea I don’t know what else to say tho
done it to urself watch the pain grow

ten rows down from the person that could that say so
tough luck now look like you walk on a tight rope
more excuses everyday but who likes that
If I had time to go to waste
then maybe you would be back
Instead I chill at the lake sunny day I relax

and I got away from issues that you stab in my back 

No I can’t back track but I wanna move forward
and I don’t know what happened 
Or what happened before
you would always attack me I would fall on the floor

and this life is ever lasting so I wanan restore
 
all my horrible tendencies go away in the Forrest 
as the leaves fall and the branches crack I’m no longer sore
i watch the rainfall as it pours and I wanan explore
walk through all the fog but ima hide for the storm

are you even really sure that you wanna ignore
every night since the end of us it been a war
problems out the door ever since you cut the cord no no

institution (cxrter x tahtx)

lay me down to rest w/ dylan lotus

lyrics

Lord knows theres not a lot left for me
so ill just move along
i know you like to watch me hurt
but jokes on you i cant feel at all
i cant trust my mind
with these fucking with drawals
but i dont need anybodys help with this
your fingers on my lips
your face in my hands
we talk early morning
write your name in the sand
want this feeling to last forever, i know
she asked do i want to live forever, i dont
said im way too much for you
but im not that much at all

lets say this was all a lie
wake up in the sunrise
would you come and find me
said youd meet me in another life
i wish i had some extra hours at the end of the day
cuz lately i dont even got not time to cry
wish i could make something that sounded right
wish i could help you live a happy life

if i was living forever the goal is my shelter 
shielding me out from everything that ive lost 
if your goal was forever we messed it up early 
on in the span of what could have been 
oh in the span of the time that ive spent 
lamenting the thoughts of another night in 
wish i could wake up in the evening like we did too many times back then 
but you don’t have to think like that 
that’s where I think it all began then we 
separate like the tide and the sand 
locked in another memory of regret and shame 
cant forget when i first spoke your name 
id rather not

lets say this was all a lie
wake up in the sunrise
would you come and find me
said youd meet me in another life
i wish i had some extra hours at the end of the day
cuz lately i dont even got not time to cry
wish i could make something that sounded right

another life w/ lil booj (p. king theta)

lyrics 


water
yeah
i know that u take me to the slaughter
if u ask me then ur a monster
u had left the remants in the locker
u think u culd hide it w the blockers
u need ask forgiveness from the father
u go far but i think i could go much farther
the candles out it makes it so much darker
i return unburdened by the marker

winter weather frozen my soul
up in ny and im shivering cold
rotting away in the stronghold
chairs all collapse and the food molds
dont wanna ask u what u know
look at the ice in this wood bowl
look at the damaged old ship hull
look at the damage ur brain holds

this forest leads me out to open air
its been twenty months since i had found u there
held my lungs so i culd try compare
but nothing u had tried could let ur soul repair
the salmon swimming down the riverbend
had been ur final meal, for that i make amends
and if u find urself on this plane again
i hope u let the grudges guide ur sweet revenge

water
yeah
i know that u take me to the slaughter
if u ask me then ur a monster
u had left the remants in the locker
u think u culd hide it w the blockers
u need ask forgiveness from the father
u go far but i think i could go much farther
the candles out it makes it so much darker
i return unburdened by the marker

Folk Tale As Old As Time Itself But Forgotten By Many

nobody listens to me 
watching as everyone leave
ill be here falling to peices
outside for autumn to see
I cannot see thru the madness
theres too many secrets to keep
ill meet you out by passage
ive hidden a sword in my sheath
see im grittin my teeth
waiting for problems got somewhere to be
But everyone fake
yea i cant beleive
were all struggling underneath 

yea under the surface
youll find a purpose
its not picture perfect but
my lord gimme courage 
so i promise ima stand up

Its like every night every night every night i cant
understand really why
i cannot stick to the full plan


wonder why everyone lookin at me
i might throw up right off the balcony
anxious and idk how i can keep
walkin around when everyone follow me
why am i paranoid
washed like a janitor
never take steroids 
but i got mad at her
Hurt in my chest
whip in a challenger
i can adress 
ive got a lot learn

one minute im gone
next minute im next to you but
after you hear this song
you know that everything i said was true

passage (cxrter x cobalt)

Not Right Now (prod.vinogradov)

lyrics

 don’t think i can change the way i see the things to be
i just poured me up don julio to go to sleep
every fucking morning, i see some bullshit on my twitter feed
spend the rest of the day trying to find a little bit of peace
yeah, i’m in my bag right now
i’m in my bag right now, i’m getting a bag right now, yeah, yeah
i’m in my bag right now, i’m getting a bag right now
i’m winning this battle right now
i don’t want to lie, i just want to kiss you in the rain
pass this world, forget this pain
remember my name, and keep close what i told you
you stole my heart and left a little hole too
i won’t complain if i lie in your arms
you are my saint
my soul has been tamed
yeah, i’m getting a bag right now, but it’s not the same
if you’re not right next to me, i don’t want to play
i close my eyes for a second
and i’ve seen the future, i’ve seen the future
i know that you love when you’re mentioned
but i can’t compute, yeah, i can’t compute
but it’s dark, uh, blood all on the floor
creatures surrounding my body, yeah, i’ve seen this shit before
it’s craving a scent that i carry at the core
i’m just praying that i taught you the ways, now you cannot ignore
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my heart
hold my
hold my heart
hold my
hold my
hold my

Forgiveness

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